❝ i miss you.
but i don't miss us. ❞
𝑻𝒀𝑳𝑬𝑹 𝑾𝑨𝑫𝑬 𝑿 𝑶𝑪
❝ apart we're great
but together we suck ❞
𝑺𝑬𝑸𝑼𝑨𝑳 𝑻𝑶 ❝ 𝑪𝑶𝑳𝑳𝑰𝑫𝑬 ❞
❝ i'm sorry for the way it ended.
but ending it? maybe not so much. ❞
- lowercase intended
est july 3rd...
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irvine, ca. 9:58 am.
tyler woke up the next morning out of touch. he was starting to become immune to the bitterness and forgetful feeling of alcohol.
hangovers were becoming more regular, and with the repetition came the adaptation to it.
he was so disconnected he didn't even have it in himself to worry anymore. get drunk, go to sleep fucked up, wake up, and be so dazed and confused that hopefully he wouldn't even get the chance to think about soph.
but, since he'd adjusted to the disorientation sophia had managed to find a place in his mind again.
most people wondered why if him and soph were on good terms, why would he want to avoid her? why would he act like they went through some messy divorce or shitty breakup when they were barely in a relationship?
even tyler wade couldn't answer his own question. maybe it was how he controlled his fear of losing her. but was she ever even his?
sophia pettitte was an unco anomaly in his over the top world. it hurt knowing they loved each other, but he couldn't ever fully indulge in her amable smile, warm brown eyes, or prodigious personality from los angeles.
the gears were constantly shifting in tyler's rum brain, and a dim thought seeped into his mind.
if tyler couldn't have soph now, he'd wait.
he'd wait in a nightclub filled with blondes.
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"seriously man, if you can't pull your shit together you're gonna be in big trouble," andrew lectured, running his fingers through his dark curly hair.
tyler's state and relationship with sophia was beginning to drive him over the edge. he couldn't keep covering for tyler or lying to poor sophia.
"andrew, i'm fine." tyler raised his voice. they'd had this conversation a million times.
"no tyler, you are not fine. i could give two shits about you not labeling your relationship, but it's still a relationship! you don't do this to people you love!" he pleaded, at a last-ditch attempt to save tyler from himself.
