A thousand words couldn't bring you back.
I know this because I tried.
Neither could a thousand tears.
I know this because I cried.
You left behind a broken heart and happy memories.
But I don't want memories. All I want is you.
I can't say I'm angry with you
Because I'm not.
But I can't say I'm happy without you because I'm not.
I happy with the fact that you're happy.
I'm angry with the fact that I'm not.
I cried myself to sleep every night.
But so did you.
I paint on my wrist with a blade.
But you created a masterpiece.
You were sad, broken and alone.
But so am I.
You left me like this.
And I accepted it.
But It wasn't your fault.
I let myself loose to the darkness.
I cry in my pillow at night.
I gave up my happiness and peace.
I have no regrets about what happened.
However, I do only wish for one thing.
A minute.
I wish for a minute to ask you.
How did you do it?
How did you survive with a smile on your face?
How did you keep holding on for all these years?
How?
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
This Disease Called Depression...
PuisiNormal people wake up to get away from their nightmares.... I go to sleep to get away from mine. ___ I'm alive yet dead. I'm breathing but I'm suffocating. I'm move but I'm still. And I'm waiting till I can become a corpse and let go of all the dar...
