Casey's POV
It was getting worse and worse everyday. The pain was contagious. No one wants to see their mother cry. No mater how many bad things have happened.
My confession is that I want to disappear. I haven't self harmed before, but It doesn't mean I haven't though about it. All I want is a short or long break from life. My mom deserves a break more than anything. What would you do if you found out your mom couldn't pay the bills? Last night I saw her in the kitchen counting bills with nothing but a calculator. Tears streaming down her cheeks.
So, I do the only thing I can. Cry, and cry. Maybe, I should get a job. No one at the highschool needs a job, because their all basically rich. Well, that's my opinion.
Now.... Zayn. All of his gang related problems are not mine. But, sometimes I wish I could help him.
He probably doesn't need the help, but I know I sure do. Having someone love me, makes me think stupid and do stupid things.
Should I forgive him, for getting Perrie pregnant?
Of course, he didn't even know me back then. But, the silent treatment would work....
My job is to protect my brother from this cruel world. To protect him from that heart ache. The burn that makes you want to pass out, or simply give up. But, that's not my problem anymore.
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Fanfiction"What makes you you think, that your so special?" He said, so close that if I puckered my lips out we would be kissing. I don't know where the confidence came from, but I stood up higher on my tiptoes to reach his ear,and whispered. ...
