Fighting for The Eradicator

Heartbreak

Cassandra POV

Everyone stared at me as Demi looked at me, as Charlotte put her hands up. " What do you want me to do Demi? I think you fucking deserved it." She scoffed as she walked towards me. " I haven't done shit but love you, took care of you , protected you." I was done with this conversation, I was done just bottling everything with her, she wants to talk. I'll make sure she gets it through her thick skull. " Is that what you're telling yourself when you have your tongue down some other bitches throat as you felt her ass up. Or how you get so fucking drunk every night as you destroy our home. Tearing up our pictures and then throwing the furniture around. How you fucking degrade me, calling me pathetic because I won't tell you how I feel. Or how you grab my wrist so fucking hard that you left brusies on them that I've hidden so you wouldn't get called names over social media. How I took down all news articles that made you look bad on social media or press. How I fought for you to fucking give me an ounce of your time or attention. You wonder why I fucking flinch, I flinch because I'm FUCKING TERRIFIED OF YOU." I stood there as I watched her face stay cold , as I had tears down mine. " Name a fucking person that would do everything I've done for you. If that was anyone else , your ass would have been left alone. But I love you so goddamn much I put up with it for a month because I loved you and I wanted to be there for you. Because you know everytime you felt me pull away from you, you started to get scared. Gave me attention, gave me something and I took it and ran with it. You cheated on me Demi, you fucking cheated. what the hell is wrong with you. You claim I gave you nothing when i gave you my whole god damn life. I'm drowning myself because of you, I don't sleep, I don't eat , you are Killing me do you not see this." That's when I saw her face falter, as she heard the words coming out of my mouth. I turned around as I tried to compose myself as wiped my face from the tears . "She ment nothing, I was drunk, I didn't know what I was doing." I spun around as I was mad now. " That makes it arguably fucking worse Demi. You asked me to marry you, you promised to be loyal and faithful to me. You broke it , because you were drunk. Was I not worth it , was our relationship, or future not worth it anymore." She looked at me speechless as I walked over to my desk, pushing edge out of my way. I grabbed the picture of me and Demi together as I always carry it with me. " Look at me." I said as she still had her back turned to me . " Rhea fucking Ripley look at me ." The room turned dead silent. I've never called a Demi by her ring name. She turned slowly as I held the picture for her to look at, she looked at the picture as she cried even more. " you tell me , Was she worth it Rhea. Was she worth ruining what we shared?" She didn't respond as she let out soft sobs as she fell back to her knees holding her face in her hands. " Okay I think that's enoughCassandra." Edge tried to come in between us . " you stay the fuck away from me. You aren't innocent in this either , you've had it out for me since day one . Those little comments you've been making, I figured them out, you wanted this to happen. So you can get the broken version of her so she fits your faction better. I hope you get your back stabbed by your own faction one day. Now get the hell out of my office." He didn't say anything as he grabbed the priest and trying to get Demi off the floor. " Leave her ." I said as I stared at them, Priest pulling edge out of the office. Demi looked back at me as I stood there. " Cas I'm sorry , I'm so sorry. I fucked up so badly. I didn't mean to . Please , let me fix this please." She asked as she stood up and walked over to me slowly. " Baby I didn't know what I was doing was hurting you like this. I was so blinded by my own selfish reasons that I didn't even pay attention to you. I'm so sorry, I didn't mean for this to happen. I'm so sorry I hurt you , i'm so sorry." she stood close to me as she placed her hands on my hips, as she scanned mine for something. I flicked my eyes up to hers, big bright blue eyes were back. I felt my heart pain as I stared at them, as my fingers played with the ring on my finger. I stood there as I thought about my next move. She trailed her hands up my sides as I stood still, as they reached my face. " Please, I love you. I cant lose you." I shut my eyes as my heart sank to my stomach. " You still kissed her ,you touched her. You left marks , you called me pathetic. How am I supposed to let all that go and trust you again Demi." she just rubbed her thumbs against my face as she watched me crumble in front of her. "I'll prove it. I'll make it right . I want you Cas, please. Don't leave me ." I flicked my eyes back towards hers as hers were pleading. " I miss the women I fell in love with 2 years ago. The one that fought next to me , not against me. I love that person. Not this one standing in front of me." she bit her lip as she held onto my face tighter as what I said killed her. I leaned forward as I placed a soft kiss against her as she pulled me in tighter. I twisted the ring off my finger as I pulled back, grabbing her hand from my face. "This belongs to you. When find that side of you again, then you come find me. But I can't be with you Demi, not while you act like this. You'll kill me." I placed the ring in her hand as I closed it pushing it back towards her. "No, baby please please , I can be that person again for you please give me a chance . please I can't lose you." She begged as she tried to reason with me. I shook my head at her as I stepped away. " You kissed her Demi, you did something I'd never do to you ever." She ran her hand through her black hair as she looked at me heartbroken. God it made me want to take her back right there as I saw her like this . " She meant nothing Cas and I wanted to talk about it but I was so ashamed of myself and then I saw the article and I knew I had to tell you . She meant nothing." I turned around as I could look at her for the moment. I heard her walk up behind me as she wrapped her hands around me from behind . " She meant nothing and I regretted it immediately. She wasn't you Cas. and I know that's not an excuse. But give me a chance to make it right. Please , let me prove to you that I want this." I sighed as I broke free of her grip , as I turned around looking at Charlotte. " Demi you need to go , please ." I watched as Demi panicked more as she sobbed walking over to me. " No please , let me fix this. Please baby. Don't give up on me." I stood my ground as I stared at her holding the door open for her to leave. " I never wanted to until you gave up on me Demi. If she meant nothing or anything like you say then you would have never had the want or need to kiss her." Demi hung her head low as she ran out of my office as Liv walked over and caught me in her arms as I sobbed uncontrollably. " She's gone Liv, Am I going to regret this." She just rubbed my back as she tried to calm me down. "It's going to hurt Cas, a lot . But if she is serious about you and that she wants you then she'll fight to win you back." Andare spoke  up as he walked over towards me. " She'll realize eventually Cas , but you need to take care of yourself. Take this time for you and yourself." He just smiled as he grabbed my hand as I land on Livs chest, his eyes were gentle and kind. " I think i'm going to go back to my parents and stay with them for a while and have space away." He smiled as he nodded in agreement. He helped me up as Charlotte walked over to me and wrapped her arms around me. " Take all the time you need okay. I'll watch over Demi and make sure she's okay tho because I know you're going to worry about her." I smiled as she looked at me. They left after a while , leaving me in my own thoughts, I knew I still loved her and that I wanted her back but I needed time. I got up as I packed my bag , placing it over my shoulder and walking to the locker room. As I walked in, I heard screaming coming from the back , I turned the corner to see Demi throwing things and slamming into the lockers. "Demi." She stopped as she looked at me , eyes red and puffy. " I know the person I fell in love with is still inside of you but just clouded by this mask you wear. I was serious when i said when you bring her back come find me. I need space , time to process everything. I'm flying back to Florida tonight, taking Zeus and my car and driving to my parents for a while. The house is yours for the time. I'll still make sure money is placed in our account for bills. But take this time for yourself, Demi." She gave me sad and soft eyes as she heard I was leaving, I took a few steps till I was face to face with her. I placed my hand in her face as I just looked into her eyes. " I love you Demi, so much. I want you in my life but not like this. I can't fight you anymore. I'll see you when i come back okay and maybe we can talk more then. Take care of yourself please." I placed one last kiss on her lips as she stood there as I felt warm tears flowing down her face. I turned around as I began to walk towards the exit, when I heard footsteps behind me. "Cas." I heard her speak as her voice cracked. I looked over my shoulder, looking at her. " I'll fight for you back, I'm not going to let you go. I love you cassandra." I just nodded my head as I walked out of the locker room and to the back of the arena alone.