Maaliyah
same morning
we've been kissing for like 3 minutes straight. he led the kiss. his tongue was all in my throat. this time... the kiss was even better.
he started to grab my throat. making me back away from the kiss and leave the car. all i could think about was Deshaun, my heart was beating so fast. i needed this air.
i hate that the situation still had this much of an impact on me.
i went into the hospital and sat in the lobby, later i seen Rell get off the elevator.
"what happened" he asked
"nothing"
"you good" he asked
"yeah"
"you ain't like it or sum" he asked with a mug, making me laugh
"it's all gonna make sense when i tell you the story"
"tell me no- ok ion wan rush you so i'll take you on a date tomorrow, and we can talk"
ouuuu
"okay"
"can i get your number now" he asked, with a smirk
"yeah, gimme your phone" i said laughing, and putting my number in
"you worried about me, go check on your friend"
"you right, and thank you for talking sense in me bae"
"anytime"
he can say it this one time i guess
"and tell nee i said come here, like now"
"ight"
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a few mins later
"girl, thank you so much.. he so hard headed ion know how you did it"
"he ain't that bad" i said, hiding my smile
"what's going on" she asked, cause for some strange reason i thought i saw him smirking when he went in there.
"nothing happened"
"bitch you lying" she said, sitting onside me
"alright, i kissed him"
"wait ... you kissed him or he kissed you"
"i kissed him"
"so you do want him" she asked
"mhm" i mumbled quietly
"huh , i can't hear"
"mhm"
"bitch use your words" she said, making us laugh
"yeah hoe"
"wowwwww" she dragged
"but"
"but what" she asked "what he did"
"he ain't do nothing girl" i said, laughing
"oh cause i was boutta say"
"butttt" i dragged "when we was kissing, he grabbed my neck and that brought back memories, it was like i was reliving the whole thing all over again"
"friend, im keep telling you, go to therapy. it's ok to go, even if i have to come with you everyday, i would, i mean i try to help and whenever you need help you can always come to me but you need proper help"
"i'll look into it"
"please and thanks, i'll help you look into it too"
"okay" i said, seeing Rell come down the hall
"he straight, his girl boutta come, he should be out in 3-4 days"
"alright"
"well let me go tell him bye and then i'll be ready liyah"
"okay"
i looked into my phone but i can feel Rell staring me down
"you found it" i asked, lifting my head
he laughed
"you gon stop playin wimme"
"whatever"
"where you wanna eat at"
"fiery crab"
"i was thinking something more expensive"
"boy i love seafood, so we going to fiery crab"
"ight you got it, fiery crab .. don't flunk out on me"
"im not, why would i" i asked
"you know how you is"
"ain't you got somebody home you need to be with"
"fuck up, you know ion got nobody home"
"ou watch your mouth"
"im sorry bae"
"you ready" nee asked
"been" i said, rolling my eyes at Rell
everybody laughed
"oh it's like that" he asked, laughing
