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"you have to talk to her though"
"no i don't nae, im done with everything and everybody"
since the situation at my mother's house. i've closed the whole world off.
i still talk to my brother, we're building a pretty good relationship.
i looked down at my phone hearing a notification which was from Rell, making me turn my phone back off.
"she misses you, alot, please just atleast hear her peace"
"whatever, and soon as i hear something i don't like, im leaving"
"just atleast try to hear her out liyah" ——————————————————————
walking up to my mother's porch. im already pissed. i don't even wanna talk foreal.
i took a deep breath before opening the door.
"hey baby"
i waved and sat on the couch that was across from the one she was on.
"so wassup" i asked
"um i don't really know where to start .. what do you wanna know"
"um start where you lied about my father to me my whole life, oh wait matter fact no, start where you cheated on him"
"don't be like that" she said walking around the coffee table to sit onside me.
i moved over
"um so your da-"
"see, that's the problem it's always 'your dad this, your dad that', what about you" i asked
"yes i cheated, but everyone makes mistakes liyah"
"yeah but everyone don't lie to their child so they can seem like goody two shoes"
"your dad was on the football team in highschool, as you know .. he had alot of girls on him, of course ... but he's been having money and all these luxurious things.. i was just a girl from the hood"
"and your point is" i asked
"i didn't think we would actually last, i had this friend from high school who was a basketball player, we were both drunk and i started venting he was a listening ear— never liked your dad, but that's besides the point, he ended up kissing me and things went from there" she explained
"so what you're telling me is that he actually loved you but you ruined it by overthinking and being insecure.. so then that made you think 'oh i'll just tell my daughter he wasn't shi-'"
"watch your mouth in my house" she said, aggressively
"and that's why im about to leave your house"
i walked out the door and slammed it behind me. —————————————————————— Rell 5:52pm
"im tired of waiting, it's time for this dee nigga to get gone"
"you know yo pops call the shots roun hea" my dad potna said
"yeah but by the time he say it's a go, ima be somewhere in a fucking nursing home, scratching lottery tickets"
he laughed
"real shit, he ain't running shit right"
"he been running shit for a long ass time, so he doing something right"
"but do you really think he doing this shit right" i asked
he just turned his head, no response
"exactly"
i looked down at my phone
i been texting liyah for bout a week nd sum straight, i know she aint trippin bout me leavin.
"hey ugly" i looked up, seeing it was nee
"wassam la cousin"
she gave me a hug
"where my uncle"
"his dumb ass in there" i pointed at the door
"y'all gotta stop acting like that towards each other, shit not cool" she said, walking in the door
i love my pops and all but it's like everything i do .. a problem. it been like that though.
"nee" i stopped her before she walked in
"huh"
"liyah told you why she ain't texting me back after that night i left her house"
she looked confused
"the night you what" she asked
fuck!
"nun"
"y'all fuckin with each other, and ain't none of y'all think to tell me, fuck both of y'all, y'all lame as fuck"
"it ain't like tha-" she closed the door —————————————————————— Liyah 6:35pm
"who is it" i asked, walking up to my door
"Rell bae open the door"
i cracked the door open
"what you want Rell"
"why you not replying to my messages or calling me back, you got a nigga in there" he asked, trying to look around through the crack
"no"
"then why you ain't opening the door"
"because i don't have to, rell what do you want"
"liyah ima ask you one mo time bro, who in ther-"
i slung the door open
"now you believe me" i asked "fuck"
he had a dick look
"so what's the problem" he asked
"you stood me up, you can leave now"
"how did i stand you up? nigga my fucking dad was inna hospital"
"okay and i understand that, but you could've had some type of dialogue before you just rushed out"
"ight ian fin do this, you right"
"ok, hold on this nee calling me"
he made a grimacing face
"hello"
"oh you wasn't gonna tell me bout you and rell" she asked
i looked confused
"look liyah, im telling you now, ian finna be inna middle of none of y'all problems"
