We don't say a single word when we go back to class everybody's eyes are on us and I feel like I need to breakdown again but I don't. I just sit down on my ass counting down the minutes tell class ends obviously it's kinda dumb but I can't help it. I can't survive this hell Xander notices me and comes towards me "Are you okay?" He asks genuinely sounding worried about me "Yeah" I say The bell rings , lunch time I walk towards my bench and start nibbling on my food untill xander and lizzie come "Hey" I say "Oo is this your new boyfriend?" She looks at her winking "No" I say And I start eating again until I felt a cold hand on my thigh rubbing it. I look at him but he's just acting all normal Continuing to speak I put my hand on his hand as he rubs my thigh , "you have a girlfriend." I whisper in his ear "So? She won't find out?" He whispers back I take his hand off , but as usual he just put it's back but this time its like he wants to have his hand on my thigh he grabs it. "What are u doing " I whisper to him I grab his hand and put it on his lap "Stop" I whisper to him and this time he actually stops. I start to giggle because he actually stopped and he looks at me smiling ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ I walk to my house and text xander on my phone
Jess - come over today? Xander - sure.
I open my door to my bedroom and lay on my bed putting on clothes so he doesn't think I'm wierd for not changing.
I hear a knock on my window . Twice I look over at it and notice xander waiting for me to open it. "What the fuck?" I say "You were meant to knock on my door not on my window." "Its fine I did it already anyway." I look at him all annoyed "So about today" I start "Why did u put your hand on my thigh you know you have a girlfriend."
"I don't anymore i broke up with her I kinda lost feelings and she was begging to be all rude because I wouldn't have sex with her." "Oh." I look at the floor and then back at his eyes "You have beautiful eyes." I say "What?" ,"say that again?" He grins "Sorry I didn't mean for it to come out but you really do." I say and I smile at him I notice him fidgeting with his rings on his hand. I think I'm falling inlove with him , there's just tension between us like I've never had with a boy before is this actual love I feel or just another one of those stupid feelings?
I notice him looking at me and smiling "What?" I say "Nothing you're just so gorgeous I couldn't help it." He says I smile I notice him holding my hand then putting it on my thigh. Alright hold back now pretty boy. He looks at me with a shock on his face "What did you call me?" He says all smiley J come closer to him teasing him "pretty boy" I say , he stops rubbing my thigh and hiding his boner. I giggle I stand up and walk over to my bathroom I notice him looking at my @ss I just look away and sit on my chair he gets up too and starts rubbing my shoulders, massaging them I shake them off , "Control yourself." I say He rolls his eyes and scoffs "Stand up" he says so I do. He sits on the chair and grabs me by my waist forcing me to sit on his lap and I realise it rising. "Oh my god." Control yourself I'm not even joking you're single for a day and you're already moving onto me?" I say "Yes." He says and I can feel his warm breath on my neck I roll my eyes and stand but he just grabs my waist again. "Xander actually I have to go to the bathroom" He finally let's go and watches me go "He really does like me" I scoff I'm still not sure if I do like him tho , it's a unsure feeling. I can hear a knock on my bathroom door "Jess? Jess?" Xander says I open it "Can you not live without me for 5 minutes?" I say sarcastically "No" he says pulling me close and put his arms around my hips whilst he hugs me close I hug him back he finally stops and I start talking but I can't carry on knowing he's looking at my lips "Xander. Eyes up here please " I can see him going so red it's so noticeable "Jess , there's a party going on tonight do you want to go?" "Sure"i say and smile at him I get ready and put on my outfit
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When I come out he immediately stares at my waist "wow."He whispers. "Its so short ?" He says "but it's pretty don't ya think?" I say he stands up and comes close to me kissing me on my head I freeze for a minute processing what he just did "Come on then" he says Taking my hand and dragging me down the stairs I put my fancy black heels on and a jacket with rhinestones and walk out with him it's kinda dark now because it's 8pm but it's fine ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ After we get there I greet lizzie and Alex and tall to them for a while , then get some shots with lizzie and and other people then I feel xander holding my waist and feel his chin on my head Looking and talking with Alex and lizzie just looks flabbergasted smiling Then he just puts his hands on my two thighs rubbing them. And I try not to enjoy it and then he goes next to me , so I thought it was over as I make a conversation with lizzie and alice (a other friend of mine) until I felt him grab my @ss , i put my hand over my mouth and widen my eyes and start biting my thumb "Stop, you know we're not dating." I whisper to him and he continues grabbing my butt. "Just trust me , you'll be popular if u get seen with me that's what u want right?" He whispers back And I just nod at him and smile I go to sit down on the couch and drink until my other friends come "Wanna do truth or dare?" "Sure"i say smiling at then "TRUTH OR DARE GUYS!" We all sit down in one big circle "So Michael is gonna start us off , by the way this is gonna be kinda spicy so if u can't deal with it leave" nikie says (a random girl I know but now my friend) "Alex truth or dare?" "Dare" says after taking a minute to decide if he wants to do a truth or a dare "I dare you to kiss lizzie until it becomes into making out." He says I gasp and I turn to lizzie smiling at laughing at her He comes towards her and kisses her until it becomes a makeout and they forget that they're playing truth or dare so obviously niki reminds them that they're not alone "Jess truth or dare" "Dare" I say laughing "cuz I'm not a pussy" "Bet , she says I dare u to kiss xander and give him a hickey and a boner." She says all smiley I just look at her mouth wide open shocked. I look at xander and he's just smiling "Fine" I say and crawl towards xander I kiss him untill my mouth goes all the way to his neck and I start nibbling on his neck And he lets out a gasp and a small quiet moan which I think , I could only hear , I get off him and realise I rlly did make him get a boner i laugh "I guess I win" I wink at lizzie He grabs my hand and tells me to come with him so obviously I go I can hear all the people there screaming "OOOOOOO" as I go with him which , Understandable cuz they all think they know what's gonna happen but it obviously isn't, because I don't like him? ♡♡... He slams me against the wall and starts biting my neck , not giving me time to process anything so I just stand there all shocked looking like a idiot. I let out a small moan which makes him bite my neck even more he puts his hand on my waist and then my butt grabbing it I push him away. "What are you doing?" I say "I need you." He says to me all out of breath And he goes back to the same thing. It feels so good but I just can't do this so I push him away and just say "Let's not do this right now." I wink "I might not wanna do this later." He says biting his lip "We all know you will." "Alright fine just wait a second." He kisses my neck and nibbles on it "There." He says I just stand there "Let's go then" I say grabbing his hand and walking back to the living room I notice lizzie and Alex making out in the kitchen lizzie all over him then notices me but goes back to kissing him. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ Everyone later goes but I ask niki if I can stay with xander and watch a movie with her "Yeah sure why not?" She says smiling at me I smile back at her What movie you freaks wanna watch? "I don't really mind" I say She puts on 16 shades of grey (if it's wrong don't come at me) and we watch it Xander puts a blanket over himself and me and as soon as a sex scene comes in I notice him put his hand on my thigh grabbing it so hard I bite my lip. I notice niki and her boyfriend making out but we just ignore it cuz I don't want to sound rude.
"Were gonna go home now " I say "Alright have a nice day!" She says out of breath
