°○{Y'all tysm , I've updated my book cover because I'd wanna make it look like a actual book. TYSM for reading this , here r the warnings tho}○°
● Sexual assault/rap3.
(Won't be shown as much because obvi it's rlly upsetting.)
●intensely described scenes, with bullying etc.
●mostly sad scenes.
Enjoy , or not💔
I wake up , laying on my carpet my head stabbing me , leaving me in harsh pain
The sun shines bright onto my face
I notice the bottle of vodka laying by the side of me but lizzie is nowhere near me.
I start panicking getting onto my knees and standing up opening several doors around my house.i grab my phone and start calling her.
Leaving me on voicemail.
I start crying and shaking panick flooding my skin as it gets hard to breathe.
I notice my mum running towards me and grabbing me into her arms.
"What's wrong sweetie?" She asks me softly but I know inside she's dying of fear.
I struggle to find my words.
She runs her hand through my hair
"I'm here" she whispers to me kissing my forehead trying to calm me down.
I take deep breaths , trying to block the tears , and I do.
We just lay there , me burried in her chest.
"Come on we've got to get you to school."she whispers.
♡♡♡♡♡
I step foot inside.
My hood covering my face,
I feel myself getting grabbed into a closet.
"This will be quick" a unknown voice whispers
And I see his face.
James.
Xanders best friend.
He starts unbuckiling his belt and thrusting into me.
I start sobbing but he just puts his hand over my mouth and continues
He digs his fingernails into my skin
It hurts like hell.
"Pls stop." I mumble
"What was that?" He asks going quicker
I fasten my sobbing and try to get away but he just pulls me closer.
He finally finishes and puts his jeans back on.
"If you tell anyone about this you'll be dead like your father."
I just nod and lay there. Not caring if I'm in my underwear or not.
I sob and tilt my head back.
I hear the door open.
Lizzie.
"OH MY FUCKING GOD JESS" she screams and leaps towards me.
"MISS LEENA" she screams and before I know it I'm in the office , getting told to eat some medicine that tastes like shit.
I see xander standing infront of me just staring with tears in his eyes
"What do you want."I say avoiding eye contact
He pulls me into his arms and hugs me deeply.
I hug him back. Holding in my tears
"I'm so sorry." He says and I can hear the pain in his voice.he rubs my back gently.
"Its not your fault." I whisper to him and we hug for a couple more minutes.
♡♡♡♡♡♡
I sit on my bed xander next to me , on his phone scrolling on Twitter.
"Xander we need to talk." I say.
He looks into my eyes and nods
"James..i think..He.. He..." I say stuttering and I can feel tears forming in my eyes.
"Raped me , i dont know , i think im going crazy." I say sobbing immediately.
He looks at me shocked, with tears in his eyes
Struggling to get words out of his mouth.
ESTÀS LLEGINT
Loving You..
Literatura romàntica{I've had the worst week of my life, and I needed you.}
