hateful or not? chapter.10

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I throw myself onto my bed sobbing and screaming into my pillow so loud  i think the whole neighbourhood  can hear, me my own lover leaving me for some bitch , I can't  remember anything else after that , I technically passed out which I was sobbing myself to sleep I  come up  and dress up lazily I don't even bother to do my hair,  I looked like shit so there was no point in trying,  I go down my staircase and put on my shoes and get out taking a big sigh and step out I drag myself to school because I obviously can't stand that my boyfriend went off with a random bitch
I go find lizzie whilst I see xander making out with her again going full on , on her
I roll my eyes and try to hide the tears
I find lizzie
"Lizzie xander went off with another girl"
She looks at me mouth wide open
I know she's about to beat some bitches to death but i can tell she won't she would never.
"I'm so sorry." She says hugging me tight
I don't say nothing,  I just want xander with that girl he's on her neck now. I sigh and move away from lizzie you know .. that guys kinda fine I point to sam a random guy ,
"Ima go to him" I say to lizzie
I go towards sam questioning my choices
"Hey sam" I say twirling my hair around
Winking at him
"Oh hey"
"I like you"i say
He grabs me by my ass and he slams me against the locker kissing my neck and nibbling on it.
I let out a sigh almost a moan
The bell rings
He doesn't stop though he's so into it it's almost turning me on.
"Alright then"  I say putting my finger on his lip he's looking deep into my eyes I put my arms over his neck and kiss him , he kisses back,  and holds onto my hips grabbing them
"We have to go to maths" I say quietly
"Alright darling" he says he pecks my lips one last time and we go to maths together I see xander looking at me with a death stare but I ignore it as I sit down with Sam his hand on my thigh , I smile at him i feel like I actually love him ,
"I love you're whispers in my ear
I smile putting my hand onto his
The bell rings and we both wait for everyone to
Leave when they do he drags me onto his lap and he pulls me closer with my ass and we sit there cuddling I've never felt this loved before. He kisses my neck and looks at me I can see the pure love in his eyes
"Lets go" I say I drag him by the hand and he smacks me against the locker again kissing me passionately
He bites onto my neck which leaves a mark
"Sam.." I moan into his ear which makes him look into my eyes and then kiss me again i can see xander passing by seeing the jealousy in his eyes I grab Sam by the shirt and put my hand behind his ear pushing his head more towards mine I gasp for air and he continues to bite my neck the tension becomes intense quickly I can tell hes horn¥ so I stop
"Alright there" I say
And push him away
"Comeon baby" he says pulling my ass dragging me close to his body I can feel his warm breath on me
"No it's time to go home"
I whisper into his ears
"Alright then." He says kissing me one last time as a goodbye
"Bye baby" I say kissing his cheek
"Bye love" he says whilst smiling
I walk back home deciding if i like xander or Sam more ,  I like both but xander is so passionate about having s3x with me and Sam seems like he actually loves me.
"I don't know." I  whisper to myself
I run up my stairs and when I enter my room I see xander sitting on my bed already and he comes up to me biting my neck slamming me onto the wall he slips his hands under my underwear and starts rubbing , I moan but I want ready for this , "Xander." I say ..
He goes down on his knees and takes off my underwear and my tights and starts licking and biting
"Oh my god" I say grabbing his hair
I forgot how good it felt.
"Xander we cant" I stutter crouching into the floor because I can barely stand anymore
"I don't care about if you shared lips with Sam I need you and want you." He says and that's the last thing he says before he widens my legs and lays down and does it again without a warning I push his head closer because it just felt better then ever. He slipt his fingers into me and I moaned but it wasn't a usual moan it was like a full one pleasured one he carried on licking whilst I dug my fingernails into his back "OH GOD" I say as He really began , I pushed his face off my ..... 
"Xander I need you to be honest"
"What"
His fingers are still inside me.
I moan one last time before I talk
"Do you actually love me or do you just like that girl?"I ask biting my lip from the pleasure
"I love you both because of how you guys are you pleasure me so much"
"So you don't love me ? " I ask
"No I do.."
I sit up and he looks at me knowing he messed up
"I'm sorry" he says
" I shouldn't have been going around having s3x with a random girl" he says
"I couldn't find you so."
"That's a excuse."
"That doesn't matter" he says as he pulls me closer to his face and starts licking and biting My ...... again.
I try to enjoy the pleasure whilst it lasted
"Xander I'm about to come" i say
He licks inside my whole
"Good come into my mouth"
He teases me and stops .
"Xander you started now finish."
"No" he says winking
"I'm gonna go to the toilet."
I can't hold on so I finger myself and I pretending it's xandrr but it's hard to believe i was so in it I didn't notice xander came out and watched me finish myself off
Scoffing
And biting his lip whilst I do
"Is that what I get for not finishing you off?" He asks genuinely sounding annoyed
"Yeah" I say
He pulls me close to him and he makes me sit on his lap
"Time for ur punishment ,and you can't move or do anything" he says
"Okay" I say
He rubs my ... against his lap and I look up my head back pulling onto his hair
I put my head on his shoulder whilst I go quicker and deeper moaning every rub , and he just watches me his hands on my ass I can see his boner
"I'm almost there" I say as I go onto his waist where his dick is and start rubbing mine against  his and he moans whilst i do too I go more deeper against it and get off him whilst j play with my .... infront of him
"Stop fucking teasing me Jessica ghase"
I unbuckle his belt  and crouch down giving him head and he moans and grunts
"You're almost here" he says
But I stop teasing him again he pulls my on top of him and he slips his dick into me and I just moan and j realise a cond0m is already on so I just go ahead and go deep into him "I'm almost there" he says I play with myself whilst he's in me I've never felt this good before
"That's my job" he says Taking off my hand and replacing it with his
I moan but I hesitate and I just grunt
And I finally come and so does he
But we still carry on he pounds me whilst he kisses me my legs wrapped around his waist
"Xander" I say and I moan
He starts to go like really fast And I just can't so I pull it out because I'm not ready for him to go that far
"I'm going easy on you." He says licking his lower lip
"Then don't go easy on me."
"Bet" he says
I climb on him taking his cond0m off and renewing it
Then j slip it back I'm and gasp louder than before
I go slow and then quicker
"Now that's , that's going easy on me"
"This is better" he says flipping an over and he starts railing me like full on mode quicker than ever And he sucks on my t1t whilst playing with my ...... , and k can't believe it so I just moan every millisecond he takes it out and I start playing with myself again because I just can't help it I open my ..... for him and he starts licking and biting and I just pull his head closer to it because of the pleasure his tongue goes faster and deeper and I can't talk anymore
"Mm.." He says whilst licking and he puts his dick inside me again railing me for the second time
I gasp and moan and everything at the same time he bites my neck so hard it's gives me a vibrant bruise on my neck
I come again and I just lay there my hands over my face I can see the sweat on his hair dripping on his face he kisses my cheek
"I prefer you" he whispers in my ear
Which makes me want him again but I can't because I'll now he'll tease me
But  I kiss his neck and he pull away
"Hold your horses baby" he says
I groan and roll my eyes
"I'm going to shower come or not"
I go into the shower and hot water starts pouring down on my face whilst xander comes in too , I smile at him whilst he puts his hands around my waist then grabbing my ass
"Come on now I wanted you like 5 minutes ago and u said to hold it." I can feel his breath on my neck whilst he nibbles on my neck and kisses it
I get out off the shower and dry myself with a towel whilst I feel xanders warm hand rubbing my arm
"Lets get to school" I say
And I dress up and he does too
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I step foot inside and run to sam jumping on him and kissing him
"I missed you" I whisper
"I missed you too"
He rubs my ... through my leggings
And I yelp away
"Carefully please."
"Why?"
"Beacuse" I say
"Why or I'll go deeper"he says in a demandful way
"I already had s3x" I say
He groans and goes deeper anyway
I moan lighty
"Sammie please " I say
"Fine.." He says
"I'm gonna go to class " as he pecks my lips
And goes winking
I sigh.
I know I like xander more.
But his new girlfriend says otherwise.
I look in jealousy knowing he had s3x with me an hour ago scoffing and rolling my eyes
He makes me feel so horn¥
I look away and go to geography realising xander sits next to me
"Hey" I look at xander kissing goodbye to his new girlfriend
I scoff and roll my eyes again taking a sip outta my water and tilt my head back
I notice xander looking at me
"Gum?" He asks
I get one popping it into my mouth
He kisses me in secret and he takes the gum from my mouth and grabs onto my thigh
I look at the teacher , not realising his hand was going to my .... And he starts rubbing
I jerk forward putting my hand onto my mouth because he was going full mode on me like hours ago
"Xander I swear to fucking.." I say trying not to moan He goes even harder, I bite onto my thumb and smack my head into my arms breathing loud and moaning quietly into them
I start to move my hips forward and back into his hands , he hits the soft spot on my .... And I start to actually moan abit louder than before he puts his finger in me and I put my hand on his pulling it out and in quicker , and making him play with my .... again he goes hard again
I jolt my head back and my eyes go all the the way back the teacher looks at me
"Is there a problem Jessica?" The teacher asks
He goes even harder into me and using his thumb to rub in circular motion really hard .
I nod towards the teacher.
"Proper answer please?"
"Yes!" I yell whilst biting into my finger and breathing hard
"Alright then."
He continues onto teaching
"Xander please." I whisper
"No" he responds dropping his pencil on purpose
He starts licking and biting and I can't so I just come straight into his mouth , I let a loud breath out as he stops
And I shut my eyes.
The bell rings
"What the fuck where you thinking alexander?"
I say trying to sound intimidating
"Should've made me stop"
"Actually , alex what are you doing?"
"You can just do that in the middle of the class and start finishing off too?!"
"Don't act like you didn't enjoy it"
He says scoffing
"I did but Alex."
"That's my new name??"
"Yes"
"Alex fucking focus, your girlfriend was looking at me"
"So?"
"She's your fucking girlfriend" I yell
"No your mine"
I stare at him just blushing
"What I thought." He says and he pecks my lips
"And anyway you like it so stop complaining."
I roll my eyes at that
His girlfriend comes up to him and grabs him by the hand pulling him into the bathroom giggling and shit.
I roll my eyes knowing he made out with me 10 minutes ago 'whatever.' I whisper to myself

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