couple months later
Amora Pov:
Everything in my life is great , billie is great . My job is doing good , it got me recognized for this modeling agency and i start in the next few months.
Destiny and I have been talking about moving closing to La to leave the past in the past. I have told billie yet cause she's been talking about us moving into her big ass house and we told her we would think about it . But she says once she goes public about me and her she will want me to be safe and she can't do that if we live separately. I love billie , i haven't told her cause i'm scared to love her with everything that has happened in my life . Sex is great , hell better than great ! it's incredible. But ... i know i know dating billie eilish shouldn't have any buts ... but i do , i'm so scared to be in love again , i'm scared i'm going get get hurt again .
BUT i love her , i love her and i'll say it 1,000 more times
thanks for listening journal:)
xoxo your fav -Amora
"BABYYYYY, get down here." I heard billie yell
I closed my journal and went down stairs where she was making food .
"You didn't have to yell." i said rollling my eyes
"Don't ." is all she said and we just ate in silence, well i did. she kept trying to talk to me but i was so lost in my thoughts i just ignored her
"AMORA !" she yelled
"What." i said
"Why you being quiet mama , what's wrong." She asked
"Nothing . i got to go take care of stuff so don't wait up." i said grabbing my keys and walking toward the door
"Uhm . where you going." she grabbed my arm and asked
"None im your business. your not my mom damn." i said pulling my arm away
"why you being so stuck up ." she said
"Be out of my house when i get back." i said walking out the door
Billies pov :
I don't even fucking do anything and she telling me to get out. like tf i am - i'm billie mf eilish , no one tells me wtf to do.
"Billie....Billie....hello." destiny said waving her hand in my face
"What." i snapped
"What's your deal and where is amora." destiny asked
"aw yes i need a therapy session." i said pulling out my phone and sending her $1,000 cause shit fina get deep
"What's this for?" destiny asked showing me the money i just sent her
"Cause you my therapist and we need a session now . so listen , Amora has been distance lately and i've been giving her space. She's been in her room all down writing in her journal and i know she going through shit and being in a new relationship is hard , but i'm in a relationship and even in a same sex relationship when no one knows cause they don't know my sexuality. And instead of talking she's pushing me away . We don't kiss anymore , she don't wanna me cuddling her , she don't even call me baby anymore and then she just told me to make sure i'm gone before she get back . And first of all no one and i mean NO one tells billie eilish what to do ." i sad.
"Well i see , i see your fighting for this relationship to work and i know that once Amora catches feelings or is falling in love she distant herself . I can say that you fighting for her and choosing not to listen when she say leave is going to make a big difference in your relationship." she said
ESTÀS LLEGINT
"Loving Amora"
Literatura romàntica" Amora , what is this in your phone ?" Her mom had yelled . It was messages between me and this girl that i had met online . My parents are super religious and i knew if they found out i was a lesbian that they would freak out . but i didn't...
