Billie's Pov :
Today we are packing to go on tour , and Amora is already running late cause she had a photo shoot to do . Destiny and drew has all her stuff packed into the car and i'm outside with Amora and my suitcases waiting for her . It took her an hour to get here and we are way behind
"I'm sorry , my boss wouldn't stop talking . she said as she got in the car
"It's fine let's go ." i said kissing her forehead
"Where we giving again." she asked
"We are going to paris . Y'all are going to freaking love it." i said as i put the sunglasses and headphones in
There was so much in my mind that i decided to i needed a therapy session. I pulled out my phone and sent $1,000 to destiny and she already knew what i meant and texting me
Therapist 😜
D: what's up
B:There's so much on my mind about last night . do you think she's reconsidering breaking up with cam
D: HELL NO ! she doesn't do cheaters , she hates them . why would you think that
B:The whole i can't give her kids thing like i know i can give her kids but how would i know when she's ready or wants them?
D: she will definitely tell you when she wants them or make comments like "let's have a baby." she wasn't ready to have a kid when she met cam it just happened . She wants kids when she's married cause she wants to be able to plan a wedding and go big and then she wants to be married and stable then she wants to have kids .
B:Well how am i suppose to know when she wants to be married or even engaged ?
D: She doesn't push to get married . she's ready to settle down and be married but it's all about your timing , if your ready then she's ready . but if you aren't ready for all the commitment then don't . She knows you have alot going on with yours and music she would want you to focus on that before anything .
B: I wanna spend the rest of my life with her , she's the one i wanna marry but i feel like last night probably brought up so much shit for her .
D: I don't think she's said about it , i think she hates the fact that she came up to her and reminded her that she cheated so she may be on edge right now but give it time .
As i was reading the text Amora taped me on the arm so i took off my headphones
"yes baby ." i asked
"Who are you texting , are you not happy with me anymore?." she asked with tears in her eyes and i glanced at destiny and she mouthed the words "love her"
"No baby , no no no . don't ever think that i'm sorry i was texting my therapist i've been in my head lately ." i said
" i didn't know you had a therapist. i just thought you didn't wanna talk to me cause you have your headphones in and was just typing away." she said with more tears in her eyes
"Baby , nooo . My therapist is Destiny , i pay her everyone i need to get thought out of my head and music helps me not have a panic attack so i put my headphones on for a second . i would never cheat on you baby ever."i said kissing her
"My bestie is your therapist." she said laughing
"Hey she gives great advice." i said laughing
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