Natasha's little dove

Part 2

you where very little still, with no pants on but the top you had on was baggy enough.
you were clinging to natasha, refusing to let go of this new found comfort.
nat "hey, little dove we are at momma melinas house, you wanna come inside?"
side note - you and yelena grew up together, yelena was separated from you at the age of 6 she was 8, where she was placed with natasha, so you didn't know nat at all.
your little mind starts wandering, what's going to happen when you shower and get clean, will yelena recognise you then? what will she think?
nat "alright little dove, can i carry you into the house?"
you nod she picks you up and you hide in her neck.
nat and yelena knock on the door, alexi and melina open the door.
Alexis loud and boisterous manner instantly terrifying you.
y/n "no hurt. no hurt. good 'irl me a good 'irl. no hurt pwease no hurt"
nat gives alexi and pissed off look.
she wanders a little away from the house to try and calm you down.
the stress has sent you to an even littler headspace.
so you couldn't self soothe, you where just screaming
nat "shhh little dove it's okay. i promise it's okay."
she pats you bum and lightly bounces you, you suck on your fingers.
nat would've pulled them out of your mouth but it was soothing you so she didn't mind.
nat "alright wanna try again.. maybe we could have a bath and get you all nice and clean see what you really look like?"
you giggle and jump in her arms
nat "ohh we are really little aren't we. very very small."
you fiddle with your hands and blush
nat "my cute little baby dove"
she kisses your cheek causing you to squirm and squeal.
she takes you into the house, with a new found calmer manner.
nat chuckles knowing melina probably told alexi off.
nat "hey melina could we use the bathroom, have a bath please?"
melina "yeh towels are under the sink with other stuff you may need."
nat "yeh thanks"
she takes you into the bathroom and rubs a warm bath for you with bubbles.
you giggle and clap your hands.
nat "alright can you do this by yourself"
you started screaming and crying at the thought of being left alone.
nat "alright it's okay..."
nat strips you down and puts in the bath.
she grabs a cup and fills it with water rinsing all the blood and dirt out of your hair
nat "looks like you have ginger hair like me."
you giggle and splash water soaking nat
nat "looks like my little baby dove is a water baby huh?"
you look at her and blush.
she strokes your cheeks
nat "alright let's get you smelling likkkkeee.."
she checks the shampoo bottle
nat "strawberry"
she lathers the shampoo in your hair and massages your scalp sending you almost to sleep.
she rinsed the shampoo and lathers you thick hair in conditioner, revealing a slight curl pattern
nat "huh you have curly hair."
she rinses the conditioner out and wraps your hair in a towel.
she then wraps you in a towel and goes to her back pack and grabs the spare outfit she has.
but then it clicks you little. very little you need a nappy, she rummages through the cabinets looking for one. thankfully you where small and this nappy was big enough to fit even tho it was a kids one.
she shows you the nappy and you don't react, so she takes this as you don't mind.
she puts you in the nappy and you don't react, you seem fine.
nat "your an easy baby huh?"
nat "alright clothes"
she puts you in one of her hoodies and her tight shorts, luckily the hoodie covers you as you loves to be comfy, nuzzling into the comforting smell of Natasha.
nat "you like my hoodie"
you snuggle into the hoodie.
she sits you in her lap, she puts a little bit of oil through your hair, scrunching your hair bringing out your curls
nat "wow little dove your hair is beautiful

(your hair)
nat "alright let's go down stairs"
she takes you downstairs to alexi, melina and yelena.
nat "alright can we ask you some questions baby girl?"
you nod
you cuddle into nat
nat "alright. how long have you been at the red room for?"
you whimper and hold nat a little tighter at the question.
y/n "me 'as 6. big siser go bye bye den me go bye bye."
nat "you where 6, you sister went then you went?"
you nod
nat "alright what your name?"
y/n "me ready said."
y/n "y/n"
nat "your full name little dove"
you sigh defeated, yous till hadn't taken you head out of natasha's neck
y/n "y/n Juliette Belova "
you hide you head with your hands and hide in natasha neck even further.
yelena puffs out a breath, tears threatening to drop.
nat " baby dove. can i see your pictures?"
you nod.
jump jump out of nats lap and scurry up stairs you grab your pictures and scurry back downstairs.
you show them to nat
nat "can i hold them"
your bottom lip wobbles
nat "you will get them back i promise."
y/n "promise."
she nods and you hand over the pictures.
you watch your pictures being handed around the room.
you slowly get up panicking, thinking your going to get wrong. you open the front door and wander outside and sit on the hill, sobbing.
today had been a really hard day for you. lots of people, a whole new life style, being little properly for the first time and seeing your big sister.
you pulled you knees to your chest and rest your head you your knees watching the sun go down and hearing all the animals. trying to grasp on to any kind of calm.

nats pov
nat "y/n!! where are you going!"
nat follows where you went and sees you curled up on the hill
yelena "is she okay?"
nat "she's had a tuff day, she's just out on the hill trying to catch a moment of calm"
yelena "should i go talk to her?"
nat "i think she needs that"

your pov
you feel someone come outside.
you turn and see yelena coming towards you
yelena "hey can i sit?"
you nod.
yelena "how's your headspace?"
y/n "stuck. no little no big"
yelena "that's alright you can be whatever headspace you want to be ."
y/n "you no mad?"
yelena "im not mad. i'm sad i didn't find you sooner."
y/n "it otay"
y/n "how you know tasha?"
yelena "well when i left you, i was taken to natasha, alexi and melina l. i lived with them for a year before i was sent to the red room."
yelena "so natasha is like my sister."
y/n "she's no my sister"
yelena "no she's not your sister. she's not really mine, but i still love her like a sister"
y/n "okay."
y/n "you want a tuddle"
( you want a cuddle)
yelena chuckles
yelena "you really like this whole cuddle thing don't you?"
y/n "me neber had loves fore"
(me never had loves before)
(loves meaning cuddles)
you sit on yelena you cuddle her.
yelena "i like cuddles to"
you wraps her arms around you waist and cuddles you back
yelena "i missed you mini belova"
y/n "me miss big lova big much."
yelena being you into a more secure cuddle.
yelena "you want to be little?"
you nod
she rocks you back and fourth
yelena "you safe baby girl. i promise"
yelena "no one can hurt you."
she strokes your cheek and plays with your hair.
she stand up with you wrapped around her like a koala and plays with your hair as she walked back into the house