Natasha's little dove

Part 4

once your done nursing, nat sits you facing her on her lap.
nat "little dove, what's wrong talk to mama"
you "no wan you mad"
nat "i won't get mad i promise"
she kisses your forehead
you let you a shakey sigh
you "du man do bad, no no touch. me hab cary reams bout du no no touch. den me did big bad be hab mama i'll without aiting."
( the bad man did bad touch, no no touch. me have scary dreams about no no touch. then me did big bad and have mama milk without waiting)
nat "ohh my sweet darling dove. is that why you alway wait for permission to nurse? because the bad man never waited for you to give permission"
you "me neber gib mission. he ust ake no no touch"
(me never give permission. he just take no no touch)
yelena "im so sorry sister. you shouldn't have gone through that."
you "it otay."
you "me sorry mama. me did no no touch to mama. me no wan mama to feel yike dis"
(me sorry mama. me did no no touch to mama. me don't want mama to feel like this)
nat "you didn't hurt mama, mama is okay, you didn't do no no touch i promise."
nat "you don't need my permission to nurse, you the reason i have the milk."
you just kiss nat in the forehead
yelena "alright little one, what do you want to do today?"
you "nofin."
nat "why don't we head back to the avengers?"
yelena "yes finally get to go back to bucky!"
nat "yeh i know how you feel. i'm missing wanda so much"
you head pops up
you "mama gay?"
nat "yes mama is gay. why baby?"
you hide away in her neck"
nat "are you gay?"
you giggle
nat "it's okay to be gay, you can tell us."
you "me gay"
yelena "well done sister i'm so proud of you!"
she kisses your cheeks
( yours and nats relationship is strictly mama and baby, nothing sexual. she doesn't see you that way as she's in love with wanda.)
nat "well done baby. it took me so long to say it out loud"
you "mama keep it private please"
yelena "don't worry we will"
nat "ok dumbo she said mama no yelena"
you "baba!!"
you motion toward yelena
yelena "im baba?"
you "es dumbo you baba!"
nat laugh and so do you
you "little dove lubs mama baba"
nat "we love you to"
you snuggle into the pair.
you quickly fall asleep and they both pack your things and head to the jet.

once you wake your your in big headspace, you have been in big slave many times around nat and yelena

you "hey"
you go to get off nats lap
nat "oi im comfy, i was enjoying my cuddles from my babygirl"
you blush "nattt i'm not little"
nat "so."
you "so little me tell all my secrets huh?"
nat "can we ask how that works you know having me as mama, and being gay?"
you "sure. i see you as a mother figure someone i would want cuddles and all the little things from, in and out of headspace. but a gf or my gayness is attracted to people i see as possible sexual partners, people i would want to be a different type of vulnerable with, someone i would want to have kids with and marry. as for the sex stuff i'm strictly against any mommy kinks, any sort of sucking or breastfeeding kink i don't like, as it's something i do for comfort not to get myself off to"
nat "alright, we'll that was something else"
you "ohh and erm.. for you know the nappies."
nat "aw don't get embarrassed"
you "i only want you changing me not any possible gf. ever plz"
nat "alright, only me."
you "thank you."
you fiddle with your fingers
nat "do you need to be little was that a lot?"
you nod.
nat "come here baby."
you crawl into nats lap on the jet and she cuddles you.
you "it's not working nat."
nat "alright yelena can you not look please?"
yelena turns around and nat puts you in a nappy, and wraps you in your blankie.
nat "you can turn around yelena"
yelena "has she slipped"
nat "come here."
yelena scotts right over next to nat
nat "notice anything about her?"
yelena "she has a different type in innocence in her eyes, and her movements are much slower and sloppy"
nat "so what does that mean?"
yelena "that's she slipped?"
nat "yes, yeh just look for those signs and you will know."
you babble and play with nats lips, pulling them
nat "alright alright baby."
yelena "she's really small."
yelena looks over at you
yelena "is the little one a really small baby huh?"
you giggle and blush
yelena "she's so cute. it also nice for me that she's a little because it's like i get to see my baby sister again"
you giggle and pull the blanket to hide your face
nat "aww don't get embarrassed little one"
nat hears you yawn
she rocks you back and fourth until you fall asleep.

time jump
you get to the compound, nat and yelena have a room right next to each other.
they announce you and that your no harm and then sit in the main room with you laying on the sofa still asleep wrapped up.
you wake up not knowing where you are and you can see your mama or baba.
you start screaming and sobbing
y/n "Mama. baba. no go. no go. pease come 'ack no wike lone!"
you sob and scream
nat comes running
nat "hey hey little dove it's okay, i promise your fine"
y/n "me no no am"
(i don't know where i am)
nat "it's at the compound with your mamas gf and your sisters bf, and lots of potential friends"
you tug at her top
nat "alright upstairs we go"
you "no no. wook mama"
you point to a girl around your age and has a beautiful smile, long curly black hair, sporting a purple outfit that hugged her figure.
nat "what little dove?"
you point to the girl
nat "that kate what about her?"
you "she's pwetty mama."
nat "aw, someone's got a crush"
nat "hey kate come here!"
you slam your hands over nats mouth.
you "mama no pwease. in nappy, baby"
nat "actually kate stay over there"
nat quickly gets you to nats room.
where you scold bay for embarrassing you.
nat hasn't told wanda about you and yelena hasn't told buck