Natasha's little dove

part 12

nat "did you have a good time on the date?"
you "ess!! me kay kay good chat."
you "den kay kay kiss my cheek!"
nat "huh!! she did?" nat says matching your energy
nat "does kay kay like baby dove"
you "baby dove hopes"
you snuggle into her neck
nat "you want to nurse?"
you "no fanks. me otay"
nat "alright, you want to go with kay kay?"
you nod and scurry off.
you launch yourself into the couch as best as you could with the boot and cast.
you lay there patiently waiting for kate, but kate brings a yelena, bucky, nat and wanda
you "me rouble?"
yelena "no your not in trouble, kate invited us for movie night."
you look confused at kate
kate "you need your baba and mama tonight cupcake i can tell"
you curl up sad thinking that little you ruins everything. every time you and kate have time together you alway slip.
kate notices the mood change but decides to try and cheer you up
kate "come here cupcake, why don't i do your hair so your more comfy"
you nod and sit in her lap while she takes your your hair and pulls it into a loose braid
at the point your slipping further and further into little space, but nat has forgotten to change you. uhh ohh.
you looked around the room and saw that everyone was comfy and watching the film, but you needed to put on a nappy and get changed.
you quietly scurried off and went into your room, you pulled out a nappy, and a baggy tshirt.
you managed to sloppily pull off your clothes.
you "oh no, me need potty!"
your now butt naked trying to get to the bathroom, you scurried to the other end of the room, you open the bathroom door and scurried to the toilet, you had a little accident on the way but for the most part made it to the toilet.
you cleaned yourself up and scurried back to your room.
you opened the nappy and sat in it. the nappy was covering everything it needed to but those darn sticky tabs you just couldn't get the hang of
you saw the door open, yelena was stood at the other side. you immediately started apologising to yelena as she knew she was uncomfortable seeing you without clothes and you alway respected that
yelena "did natshas forget to change you?"
you nod with tears streaming down your face
you "me no wan sturbe mama or baba, by me need potty. so did myself"
yelena "did you make it?"
you "mostly"
you "me do it myself. no baba sad mad"
you couldn't quiet grasp the word uncomfortable so you made up sad mad to compensate for the word
yelena "im not sad or mad about seeing you like this little one, you needed help and that's okay"
yelena "lie back and i'll sort this for you"
you lie back and yelena helps secure the sticky tabs
yelena "you want a comfy bra or non?"
you "nu uh"
you "make me mad!"
yelena "yeh bras make me mad to!"
yelena helps you put in the shirt
yelena "you want socks and shorts?"
you "comfy shorts"
yelena pulls out some loose pj shorts and helps you into them as well as some knee high fluffy socks
yelena had no took you downstairs and snuggled up with you in the sofa with wanda, nat and kate

you "baba. foot urt"
yelena grabs and ice pack
you "me no wan baba. baba wan buck buck. buck buck make baba happy"
yelena "no i wan spend time with my sister"
she picks you up chuckling and the creature in your hair and sits back on the sofa with everyone.
she takes off your boot and puts ice in your ankle making you shiver.
you "me tupid. no wittle. wittle ruin everfing"
wanda "why do you think that sweet girl"
you "buck buck make bubba happy. wan wan make mama happy. but tupid baby girl get in du way ruin it. baby girl no serve baby and mama."
yelena "bucky does make me happy but so do you"
you whine frustrated
you "no me not make happy! me no serve happy or baba or mama or wan wan or kay kay or buck buck. we no wike"
after everything dreykov had done to you the one thing that alway stuck was that you aren't good enough, you didn't deserve happiness and you only brought sadness to people.
so when you got the chance you push everyone away to people who you think can make them happy.
pushing nat to be with wanda, pushing yelena to be with bucky
nat "you do deserve is baby"
you flail your feet about and cry frustrated and confused. it was all too much.
then tony walks in.
tony "alright come to uncle tony"
you make grabby hands for him, he picks you up and sets you on his hip, as you hide your face in his neck
he takes you outside to the balcony.
tony "what's wrong baby dragon."

you rest your forehead on tony's and he sighs trying to understand how truly overwhelmed you where,thinking about everything you could've possibly gone through with dreykov
he gently bounces you
tony "it's hard huh? being told something your whollleeee life then it all being wrong and a lie. that's got to be confusing for your head."
you "mmhm!"
tony "and everyone telling you all at once isn't fun huh? too much?"
you "mhmmm!"
tony "uncle tony understands don't worry baby dragon"
you "me tay wif un'ce 'ony"
tony "yes you can stay with me"
you "du moon unce ony"
tony "very pretty huh?"
you "ess"
tony "how about a bot bot?"
you nod.
tony makes you a baba with some milk that nat had pumped as you had pretty much been refusing to nurse as you where trying to distance yourself from everyone due to the memories of dreykov
tony then sits down on the balcony, cradling you, rocking you while feeding you a bottle.
you held one of his fingers as he lulled you to sleep.
refusing to put down his new favourite girl.