Natasha's little dove

Part 3

a/n - the relationship between you and nat has blossomed beautifully, you are now her baby, and she's your mama.  it yelena doesn't know because your too scared. and nat respects your boundaries

you and your mama had a ruff night last night, you didn't sleep well at all, you woke up screaming 5 times. you refused to nurse, you refused to be touched. which was heart breaking for nat, she had this motherly instinct to help her baby, but her baby wouldn't let her mama help.
you are currently suckling on your mamas collarbone, sleeping, nat is just playing with your hair watching her baby sleep. she did need to wake you up to change your nappy as she knew if she left it any longer you would have a rash.
she thought to herself to just change you while you where asleep.
she lay you down on the bed grabbing creams and baby power as well as a nappy.
she unclipped the onesie, noticing you shifting
nat "shhh baby girl it's mama."
she took off your nappy
you started crying in your sleep
you "bad touch. no, no more"
nat "shhh baby girl it's mama. okay it's mama baby girl"
she quickly changed your nappy and clipped the onesie back up and settled you by patting your bum while you suckled on her collarbone.
she covered you with your new favourite blankie.
after a few more hours you woke up.
you just stared up at your mama in awe
nat "what you looking at little one"
you gigged and cuddles into your mamas neck.
nat "aww you like the name little one."
nat "how about little dove"
you jumped in her lap and squealed at the nickname.
nat "my previous girl"
nat "you feeling better?"
you nod
you start tugging at nats shirt
nat "ohh so now you wanna nurse?"
you whine and continue tugging and nats shirt.
she laughs at your antics and pulls of her shirt and bra.
you stared at nat waiting for her to give you the go ahead
nat was always unsure of why you always waited for her to tell her it was okay.. she had made it clear 1 million times that you didn't need to ask or wait for her permission but every time you did.
nat "alright baby girl, you can drink"
your try to latch but struggle,. you whine a little deafened.
nat "here let me help"
nat helps you latch.
she just sits and listens to her baby girl drink her milk that soothes the baby instantly.
the sounds of you drinking her milk filled the room.
nat smiles down at her baby drinking
(i just want to make this 100% clear, we have no prior relationship with nat. we had no sister like or family like relationship with nat. we grew up with yelena. we never knew nat until the days she saved us)
once you where finshed, you where very sleepy but not asleep.
nat "alright baby, can i take this off?"
she motions to your onesie
you nod
she takes off the onesie and smiles down at the small amount of pudge that was forming. you where severely underweight, nat had a really hard time helping you gain a healthy amount of weight, so by her breastfeeding you helped a lot. it helped bond the pair of you as well as help you put on weight.
nat tried to put any sort of clothes in you,  but you point blank refused
she laid you on the bed
nat "do i have a nakey baby? huh?"
she tickles your tummy
nat "me precious nakey baby!"
you kick your legs excited and giggle
yelena walks in nat quickly pics you up to cover herself and you
yelena "clothes Natasha!"
she says as she's turned around
nat quickly puts a tshirt in but you scream when she tries to put clothes on you
she just holds you against her chest to protect you modesty
yelena "why doesn't she have clothes on?"
nat "i don't know ask her"
she looks at you waiting for a response
you "me nakey baby!"
yelena cant stay upset and chuckles at you while ruffling you're hair
you "tash tash. me go lelena"
nat "yelena won't hold you until you have a tshirt"
you hold your arms i. the air waiting for the shirt
nat chuckles at your silliness and places a tshirt on you and passes you over to yelena.
yelena takes you downstairs,  alexi and melina aren't in
little you if feeling rather confident
you "lelena. you no lebe"
yelena " i won't leave "
you "me has somefing to say you"
yelena "okay little one tell me"
you "promise you no mad"
yelena "i won't get mad"
you "tash tash is my mama."
she kisses your forehead.
yelena "is that it?"
you "me has mamas milk"
yelena "alright.. i love you"
you "i yube you big much"
(i love you big much)
yelena "can i do your hair?"
you nod, she sits you on the floor and wait for what your feel is hours. you get scared thinking that they have both left and let out screams and cries of a scared baby.
no one comes running, so you curl up in the corner and sobbed.
an hour later they both mama and yelena come downstairs and see the state of you.
nat "what happened little dove?"
you "y-y-you g-gone l-lena g-gone. no back wed woom"
nat picks you up, you need any type of comfort, you pull the one side of nats top and shift her bra out of the way and begin drinking her milk
this took nat by surprise, as this ain't something you would normally do this left her worried. really worried.
nat adjusted the top to cover her  to make sure  that yelena wasn't uncomfortable.
yelena "is she okay.. what wrong you look worried"
nat "erm you don't want to hear this"
yelena "please it's my sister"
nat "usually when i nurse her, she waits until i have my top half bare and until i've told her she can nurse, no matter how much i tell her she can just nurse she never does, and when she does nurse she's careful and slow. right now she feeding like there no tomorrow and we'll you saw how she just took her milk. i'm worried it's not like her. my poor baby must be so scared"
yelena moves closer and combs your hair with her fingers
nat feels your suckles slow down and feels your breathing even out.
nat "keep doing that, she likes it. she calm"
yelena "your safe little one"
nat "we love you so much"