false god- matthew sturniolo

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"i feel like i never see you on campus" matt
laughed. have i mentioned his laugh makes me wanna crawl in a ball and scream??

"i don't take many courses" i look down at my
feet. "yeah i feel you" he stopped in his tracks.
"also do you wanna hang out later?" he was
looking at me. i finally looked up and my eyes
met his. "sure" i smiled. "bet, i'll pick you up
around 7?" "you need my number first" i
put my hand on my hip. "good idea."

it had been really hot the last 2 days. we were
finally get the last few really hot summer days.
i did love fall but i really did love summer it
made me happy.

i threw on carhartt camo pants with a simple
white baby tee with converse and of course
big hoop earrings. they were my signature along side baggy jeans.

matt had texted me 10 minutes ago saying he
was nearly here and he was stuck in traffic.
anxiety fled my body. it was just going to be
us two alone and i couldn't bare the thought.
we had only hung out with people there.
i don't think it was a date, we're just hanging
out as friends.

matt pulled up 5 minutes later. i said bye to
my dad giving him some fake excuse that i'm
going to hangout with summer and josh.

"hi" i flashed a smile as i got into the car.
"hey" he gave me a pretty smile. i died.

"where do you wanna go?" he said stirring
the wheel. he was wearing a ring on his index
finger and on his pinky, which made him 1000%
more times attractive then he already is.
"i like your rings" i looked at him. his eyes
we're still on the road. he smiled. "thanks
tate."

"oh and i think we should go get pizza and
watch the sunset, that's my only idea" i
moved the bracelets on my arms up and
down. he looked at me and smiled for the
100th time since i gotten in the car.
"we can do that."

me and matt sat on the hood of his car while
eating our pizza.

"i feel i know nothing about you, so tell me"
i covered my mouth with my hand as i chewed.
matt put his pizza slice down and wiped his
hands. "what do you wanna know?" he sipped
his drink. "anything" i took a bite out of my
pizza.

"well im from boston" "no way!" my eyes lit up
"i wanna go to boston" "really?" he chuckled.
"yes really, maybe you should show me some-
day, huh?" i nudged his shoulder. he laughed.
"maybe, maybe." god i cant believe i just said
that, it made me cringe. "anyway tell me more."
i cleared my throat

"your turn!" matt finished the last piece of
his pizza slice. "okay!" "i'm originally from
seattle but when i was around 11, me and
my dad moved out here because of his now
job, my birthday is the 7th of june,
my favourite colour is red and i'm studying
film in college if you didn't know, well not that
you would know." i finished. he was smiling the entire time. "what else, i told you so much more!"
he wined.

after we both finished our pizzas we talked
from awhile, while the sun was setting.
we were driving back to matt's apartment that
he shares with his brothers.

he parked the car in the garage.

he quickly got out of the car and opened my
door for me. "thank you" i smiled. "of course."
he smiled back.

"CHRIS, NICK!" "i'm home" matt yelled.
he let me walk in front of him. his hand hovered
over my back as he let me walk first. "just up
them stairs." he pointed the left.

we walked up the stairs. nick was sitting on
the couch, with sunglasses on while looking
down at his phone screen. "why do you have
on sunglasses inside?" we walked past the kitchen
and into the living room. it was an open plan apartment and it was really nice. i definitely didn't expect this.

nick jumped and pulled the sunglasses off his eyes. "you scared the shit out of me matt!" he wined. "sorry for my brother" matt looked at me.
i laughed. "all good." "i didn't know tate was
coming over firstly i would of cleaned the place
and secondly i would of not looked like this"
nick glared at matt. matt walked in the kitchen
"we we're hanging out anyway" matt said opening the fridge and grabbed a water. "you want anything?" he said. i looked in the fridge. "dr pepper?" i gave him a small smile. "mhm, here."
he passed it to me. "thank you."

me and matt were in his room. god this feels
like something you would do in high school.

he was sitting on his desk chair that was facing
his bed, that i was sitting on. his arms were
crossed showing off his tattoos, it looked like
he got more. "did you get any more tats?" i
asked. a smile creeped up on his face.
"yeah i did, come here" he said.

i stood up and walked over to him. "these 4" he
moved his t shirt sleep sleeve up revealing the
first 2 new bee tattoos, eeyore and a ladder.
"they look so good!" i sucked in my bottom lip before asking. "can i touch them?" i blurted out. matt let out a nervous laugh. "go ahead." i pulled my hair over my shoulder and held it so it doesn't fall in matt's face. i leaned over and touched them.
his arms were soft. i pulled away, i caught
his eyes with mine. "i really like them, all
your tattoos" i technically whispered.
matt let out a breathless laugh. "thanks tate."
i looked down at his lips. they were right there
in front of me and they looked so kissable.

we both leaned in our lips hovering over
eachothers. my thighs were throbbing and
my stomach had insane butterflies.

"MATT!" chris yelled. we both pulled away.
he leaned his forehead against mine. he groaned.
"it's okay" i whispered and pulled away from
him. i sat back down on the corner of matt's
bed. he was staring at me. "WHAT CHRIS?"
he said still staring. i was literally melting here.

chris barged through the door. "my s-" he stopped
when he saw me. "oh sorry." he said awkwardly
and closed the door. matt rolled his eyes.
"he's such a idiot" "can you drive me home?"
i asked. he looked angrier when i said that. i only
said it because i didn't want it to be awkward.
"yeah of course." he took the keys that were
hanging off his jeans and stood up.

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i was going to kill chris.

i just dropped tate home and i was clearly pissed.
i was about to kiss her and then chris yells my
name, it was probably something small and
stupid. after that happened she asked me to
drive her home. which made me more pissed
because i was gonna kiss her when chris left.
i wasn't angry at her, i was just angry at the
fact it didn't happen. i would never usually
kiss a girl like that.

"matt say something!" nick whined. we were
currently filming a video. "i have nothing to
say!" i snapped back. "woah, calm the fuck
down" "his mattitude is a showing." chris
teaser. i shot him a glare.