false god- matthew sturniolo

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when matt dropped me home last night i
went straight to my room and fell asleep.
i didn't wanna even think about what could
of happened if chris didn't call matt.

it was a thursday which meant the hockey team
had practice. they had a game on friday night
which i could of course be attending. well
summer did ask because of josh. it was the
first game of the season.

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i wasn't focusing at practice at all. my mind was
running through last night. coach warned me
multiple times if i don't get concentrate that he
would put me on the bench. i didn't wanna do
that, especially not the first game of the season.

i didn't text summer last night and i hasn't seen
her on campus, well i never really do. josh
mentioned that her and summer were coming
to watch us. im hoping i can talk to her then.
the idea of her cheering me on could send me
spiralling. i needed to focus. the game was
tomorrow.

josh also told me where summer and tate will
be sitting, so i know where to look.

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it was friday night. me and summer were driving
to the game. i was nervous for some reason.
i had no reason to be nervous. well seeing matt
on the ice made me nervous. summer had one
of josh's old hockey jersey on, she made it look
so cute. i obviously didn't wear anything hockey
related even though my own father is the coach
and i could 100% find a jersey in my dads
closet, but i don't love hockey that much.

we parked the car and walked inside. cool air hit
us. god this wanna be a long night.

it was 6pm and the games normally take 2
hours, im pretty sure cause of breaks. i really
didn't wanna sit that long, but it might be
shorter.

they game was just about to end. matt scored and
looked at me, but that was earlier. i didn't even
know that he knew i would be here. i'm guessing
josh told him but i could see his eyes scanning
the crowd. i was always looking out for number
4.

the game was finally over. the boys actually won,
by one point me and summer walked
over to my dad. "i didn't you guys were coming"
my dad looked at me. "hello to you too father" i
rolled my eyes. "your boy was good out there
summer" my dad nodded his head at summer.
"i know" she giggled. "please don't call josh" "her boy" it's weird" "stop being so dramatic" summer stated.

all the boys walked off the ice and dabbed up
my dad. josh took his helmet off and kissed
summer. it made me think of matt. imagining
me doing that to him.

he walked up to me. his hair was wet from sweat,
his cheeks were red and he was out of breath.
"how did i do?" he asked. "captain for a reason"
i teased. "co-captain sadly" he shook his head.
i giggled. "we're all going out after this, you
coming with summer?" he asked. "i might."
i tried to hide my smile.

"that doesn't count!" "i'm only a new at this!"
i wined. "no, no, that's not how this works
tate i'm sorry" matt said. we were playing
pool. could not play for my life.

the boys comes to this bar/restaurant after
most of they're games. mostly because they
don't ID for alcohol. they had a pool table and
matt said that he would teach me. "that's not
fair" i pouted and crossed my arms. "fine, i'll
let you off" matt smiled. a smiled creeped up
on my face. "thank you" i went on my tippy
toes and pecked his cheek. his cheeks were
extremely red. i picked up my drink and
smirked while sipping it.

"me and josh are going" summer came behind me.
i turned around. "is everything okay?" i asked.
"yeah, he's just tired from the game" she put her
fingers through her hair. "alright, i'll call you
tomorrow" i hugged her. "okay stay safe" she
looked at me sternly. "matt take care of her, for
me?" "i will don't worry" he smiled.

i pulled myself up onto the pool table. "good
game" matt smiled. "mentally i won" i crossed
my arms. "what do you wanna do now?" he
looked at me. "we can go back to mine, my dad
is over at his girlfriends" i stood up. "sure."
he smiled.

chris didn't join us at the bar, he was too tired. im pretty sure matt came here for me, im surprised he
came alone too.

we got into the his car. "put your address in there"
he said handing me his phone. i opened maps and
put in my address. "here ya go." i passed it back
to him.

i loved watching him drive.

"welcome" i said turning on the lights throughout
the house. matt's eyes scanned around.

"you want a snack or a drink?" i asked him.
"no i'm alright, thank you" he looked at the
hockey related pictures on the walls. "your dad
was a hockey player?" he asked. "yep, pretty
much why he's a coach" i pulled myself up onto
the island. "didn't know that" he turned to me.
"no one really knows a lot about my dad on
campus, he's mysterious" i squinted my eyes at
him. "i guess so." matt was practically between
my legs.

he put his hand on my thigh. "your hands are
always so warm" i gave him a small smile.
we were at the same height, it felt good being
his level, i could really see his face.

"thank you?" he questioned. "well your rings
are cold" i looked down and touched them.
"yeah they usually are" i looked back up.
i felt bold. i put my arms around the nape
of his neck. "i keep thinking about what could
of happened last night if chris didn't call you"
i whispered. a smirk was planted on his face.
"me too." he whispered. "oh really?" i leaned in.
he smiled before softly pressing his lips
against mine.

it felt perfect. his lips perfectly fitting with mine,
like they were made for me. that's a little
dramatic but maybe true.

he inhaled and pulled me closer by my waist.
i wrapped my legs around his waist and
deepened the kiss. a small groan came from
his mouth. which made me wanna kiss him
even more if that's possible.

after a minute he pulled away and looked at me.
we were both breathless. he pressed a soft kiss
on my jawline and made his way down.
a soft whimper left my mouth. inbetween my
legs were throbbing. "matt" i whispered.
"mhm" he mumbled against my neck.
"let's go to my room." i was trying to get my
breath back. "okay."

he placed me onto my bed, our lips still
connected. he put his hand in between my
legs. i knew what he wanted me to do, i
wanted it too. i was touch deprived.

it around 25 minutes later. a lot had happened.
he touched me and i touched him. nothing
more than that. it would of been way too rushed
if we did have sex.

we were just laying down on my bed. i was
laying on his chest. my hands we're underneath
my chin, looking up at him. his lips were red
and swollen. "someone's very smiley" i teased.
"i never do that to someone i only hung out
with twice" he teased back. "oh you were
definitely obsessed with me before that"
i got off him. "you'll never know" he shrugged
his shoulders. "i think i might order pizza,
you down?" i asked. "yes, yes, yes." he pulled
me in by my waist and kissed me. like it he'd
being doing it for years.