Guys, I cursed A LOT this time
I FUCKING HATE MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE RIGHT NOW! I WOULD CUT MYSELF IF I DIDN'T CONSIDER HOW MAD EVERYONE WOULD BE!
THERE IS WAY TOO MUCH DRAMA IN MY LIFE FOR THIS!
MY MOTHER AND HER FUCKING LECTURES GIVING ME FUCKING HEADACHES AND MAKING ME BAWL LIKE A 2-YEAR OLD! WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?!
WHENEVER I GET IN THE DAMN CAR WITH HER SHE STARTS ON ME ABOUT MY HOMEWORK AND GRADES AND HOW I CAN MANAGE MY TIME!
THE THING I REALLY HATE IS WHEN SHE ASKS ME HOW LONG AN ASSIGNMENT IS GONNA TAKE.
HOW THE HELLL SHOULD I KNOW?! DOES SHE THINK I CAN SEE THE FUTURE OR SOMETHING? "What can you get done in 20 minutes?" I DON'T FUCKING KNOW! BESIDES I JUST WASTED 5 OF THOSE 20 PLANNING POINTLESS TIMETABLES THAT ARE GONNA CHANGE IN THE NEXT 15 MINUTES ANYWAYS!
And now for my new plans for spring break next week:
I am apparently going to be waking up at 5:30 am every fucking day, and going to be ready by 6:00 am so I can start work. Then at 9:00 am I am going to a soccer day camp, but I DON'T EVEN LIKE SOCCER! It ends at 3:00 pm, after which I have to walk to the fucking library and work more until my parents decide to come get me. (probably 6:00 pm) After that, if it's my dad we'll come home and I'll have to work even more, but if it's my mom she'll be all interested and GET UP IN MY GODDAMN BUSINESS! and ask me... I'm not gonna repeat myself. see the above part of the rant.
I DON'T WANNA WORK MY WHOLE ENTIRE FUCKING BREAK! Not to mention the fact that this all means I PROBABLY WILL BARELY GET ANY TIME ON HERE! THE ONE WEEK I THOUGHT WAS GONNA BE EASY AND FUN, FULL OF STORIES AND RPING WILL NOW BE FILLED WITH FUUUUUCCCCCKKKKKKKIIIIINNNNNGGGGGGGGG WORKKKKKK!
Seriously guys, I am still crying and have a headache and somehow SHE managed to make ME feel bad about it... my life just fucking hates me.
by the way guys, I don't hate my mom, i really do love her... I am just really REALLY pissed off right now.
