"Don't hate me more than i hate myself", Vegaspete Fan fiction

CHAPTER 6

Don't be that way
Fall apart twice a day
I just wish you could feel what you say
Show, never tell,but i know you too well

" I'm taking venice with me ", Tankhun stated calmly

Vegas stood, his fists clenched by his sides, muscles tensed. He glared at Tankhun. "Care to say that again?"

" It's for his own mental health ve-

" Don't you fucking dare. I-i t.. thought i-it was all sympathy y.. you were g.. giving me b.. but no i.. i should have known there was a hidden agenda. I won't let m.. my son be a.. away from me, n.. never", Vegas said shaking his head as no, taking heavy breathes to calm himself down

"Vegas calm down", Tankhun said but Vegas wasn't in any condition to hear that. His breathing got rapid, suddenly the room became too small for him. It was suffocating, he had to get out of here

" dad, are you okay",?

Vegas looked through his blurry vision to see a distressed and worried venice looking at him

" i am okay venice" vegas said wiping away his tears ,trying to put himself together

" you are not okay dad,did uncle scold you ? tell me i will scold him too.I am your son,not afraid of anything",venice said wiping vegas tears from his face

" its okay venice , something had went in my eyes" vegas said wiping away his tears but suddenly out of blue venice hug him and kissed his forehead

"papa said hug makes everything okay" The thought of pete just made it more hard for him

Only if pete was here to hug him

To tell him it's okay

To hold him

vegas closed his eyes, melting in the warmth . But when he opened his eyes,he saw pete holding him . There was no one else beside them,the room was empty except for a small candle lightening in the corner,making the room warm

"I-I C..can..'t s..stop...i am sorry...pete i am really s....sorry..."

"It's okay ,its okay.Just breathe .You don't have to be sorry for anything. I've got you" pete said hugging vegas

"please don't stop loving me , i am trying really hard...really"

"my darling, you will never be unloved by me. You are too well tangled in my soul"

"will you ever come back pete",? vegas asked quietly while hiding his face in pete neck.

But the reply never came

"DAD!!!!"

venice voice brought vegas back to reality,he looked at venice with his tired eyes

"i think i need some rest" vegas said getting up,making his way to stairs but he stopped looking back at his cousin and son

"and if you want to leave its okay venice you can. Everyone leaves? so Yea it doesn't matter to me as long as you stay happy there. Just Remember if you need anything.... i will be here right for you.Take care son", vegas said with a bitter chuckle as he left the room

" uncle? what did Dad mean? where I'm leaving? tell me uncle? ", Venice said bombarding questions on tankhun who was too stunned to reply

Taking a deep breathe, tankhun knelt in front of Venice. " do you want to live with us Main Family ", Tankhun asked and Venice reaction caught him off guard

" I'm not leaving dad ", he said pushing away tankhun hand

" but venice -

" Uncle, I don't care how my dad is. I don't want to leave him alone. He is already upset? was the reason me? i should go to his room. ", he said but tankhun shook his head as no

" venice, your dad needs some alone time. Let him rest, you will come with me for now. . . . Ah before throwing a tantrum, listen to me. We both will go to main compound and convince kinn to let your papa stay with us too. Here, i doubt he will take care of himself ", tankhun said and for a moment

venice let himself believe his uncle and Hesitatingly said yes. Before leaving he look at vegas door, wondering what his dad must be doing

cause no one knows,

The darkest history are created behind those closed door

Think I forgot how to be happy
Something I'm not,
but something I can be
Something I wait for
Something I'm made for
Something I'm made for

Vegas slammed the door tight as he slide against the door gate.His shoulders dropped and his big eyes glossed over with tears. His cheeks, lips and eyebrows drooped slowly as everything disappeared from his presence.

The only existence he exhibited was that of pure sadness and loneliness. He was on verge of panic attack and this time there was no one to hold him and tell him it's gonna be okay

Now... now he is going to be alone

His Son will also Leave him

There is no reason left for him to breathe

Suddenly everything is snatched away

from him...

It wasn't the anger that took it all

He deserves it, he said in his Mind

But still it hurts..

It hurts to know that he isn't good enough

for anyone to stay with him

He is a villain in everyone story

and a villain never have happy ending