"Don't hate me more than i hate myself", Vegaspete Fan fiction

CHAPTER 9

The feelings got lost in my lungs
They're burning, I'd rather be numb
And there's no one else to blame
So scared, I take off, and I run

"vegas, there is something i want to tell you", Pete said in cold voice

Vegas sensed pete tense body and nervousness in this tone. He wasn't having good feeling about whatever pete was gonna say, so he mentally prepared himself as he kissed pete forehead and squeezed his hand as assurance

"Have some Food first, our talk can wait", vegas said with a small smile

He slowly Get Up from chair, bringing the Spicy curry he prepared for pete. Because despite everything, there's one thing which will never change, that's pete Love for food made by Vegas. Keeping the bowl in front of Pete, Vegas sat beside him again

But Vegas bubble of Happiness burst when he saw the hesitation in Pete Eyes. Pete slowly took the spoon and stir the curry. Bringing the spoon slowly to his mouth, he opened his Mouth and ate that with a forced smile. Vegas heart dropped at pit of his stomach watching the scene unfold.

Did Pete Got tired of his curry already?

Don't pete want him Anymore?

But Pete said He would stay!!

"Pete, Do you want to eat something else. I will Make it for you", Vegas said with determination but pete shook his head

" I'm tired Vegas "

Vegas could hear his heart shattering in Pieces. His Heart was aching, His Lungs weren't cooperating either. Feeling his chest tight, he tried to stop his chains of overthinking thinking maybe Pete is tired due to work, not because of him

"Your Pet doesn't want his owner anymore, It Wants Freedom. Tell Me vegas will you fulfill your Pet wish",

" P.. pete, You Aren't my pet", Vegas said in firm voice ignoring the anxiety building up inside him. The Nagging voice in back of his mind taunting him. His hands were shaking, breathing heavy but when he look into pete eyes. There's wasn't any empathy. The eyes were emotionless and Blank Just Like That day During Fight

"I Am Done with You Vegas, I can't deal with you antics anymore. I can't deal with your insecure ass who keep crying over some shitty Childhood trauma. I CAN'T DEAL WITH YOUR DADDY ISSUES AND YOU. My Love wasn't enough for you, it was never enough Vegas. I'm tired, I don't know whom I am anymore. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO LIVE ",Pete said throwing the bowl of Curry away

The Bowl broke Into Many Pieces just Like Vegas Heart. He didn't know what to say anymore, he couldn't breathe. It was too suffocating, he wanted to speak. To Tell Pete he will change but it seemed a impossible task. His knees gave up, he screamed but didn't even tried to stop Pete

And Slowly Pete started disappearing just like his hope for living. He looked at Pete fading body with a broken smile. Once there was no sign of pete anymore, vegas screamed again letting out all pain inside his Body. Throwing everything which comes in front of him, there was broken glasses everywhere. He didn't cared about the glasses which went inside his foot

There was Blood everywhere.

Again

Once again

He is All Alone

There's No one for Him

He got abandoned again