Referees don't fall in love.

The list

This is a collaboration of items I wrote the first four times I saw you.
Enjoy:

Reasons why i shouldn't feel stuff for this man
-No sabe comunicarse
-I faked It everytime but I can hardly feel anything at aaaaall (it's a song about faking orgasms)
-Just ken (go watch a video if you don't get it)
-Doesn't ask about me (the first times it felt like I was doing a fun interview and you just didn't wanted to know anything about me but I told you anyway)
-I'm all the fun
-A little sexist (a lot)
-Does not know where the clit is (you are lucky that ur really hot)
-Wants a lot but doesnt give anything
-THE UNDERWEAR¿?
-Fuck boy
-Gross bathroom
-Apartment smells like old moldy paper and socks
-Does not meet me in the street, not a gentleman
-Fuckboy
-Though but traumatized like me (sorry)
-would never take me to a Halloween party (I'm still waiting for this one)
-He just Too american sometimes
-Does not want to Learn from a woman
-Does he really has his car at the repair shop? (We already cleared this up)
-He doesn't Talk actually, its just me talking and bringing all the fun
-narcisissistic tendencies
-He only likes rich Girls (I always feel like ur doing charity with me cause you always talk ab the rich girls you dated)

Good things:
Good dom skills
Good looking
Makes me feel beautiful
Does not seem judgemental
The eyes chico (why didn't you watch Scarface wtf)
Smart
Good chemistry
I feel a little TINY sparkle but I Will keep throwing water over it (denial queen)
I like the way he looks at me
He likes to cuddle
Hate to admit that I like that he IS protective
Not afraid of a little of romantic intimacy
He can handle me roasting him
Does not seem insecure
Makes me feel like he is crazily atracted to me even thought is not like that
Its so Hot that he speaks like 4 languages, but I WONT SAY THAT TO HIM

Here it ends the first part. I kept adding stuff on different occasions when I wanted to add things to the list but I failed:

Just left your House. I feel a little sad that I dont get to wake Up Next to you. Its my fault for seing most of your flaws and liking them. It's your eyes, i feel like you are looking at something inside me when you look at me. I like being seen. My heart IS doing this weird things. I wonder if that's the secondary effects of turning off the sparkle everytime I feel It.
I like spending time with you. I just hate the way I like you.and I hate the way I never understand what you want.
I wont Cook in your kitchen if you dont want. I wont keep hoping you ask me out. I am soft around you but I have to take care of my heart.
I fucking hate the way I want to say Habibi to.you and be special. I'm literally angry.

And that was the first time I felt hate. And you know what hate means to us.