"i realized i crave pity/when i retell a story, i make everything sound worse/can't shake the feeling that i'm just bad at healing/and maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed/which is ironic because when i wasn't honest, i was still being ignored/(lying for attention, just to get neglection)"
↳ i relate so much to songs that sometimes i lose where my feelings and their words meet. same w tiktoks. if i originally felt these feelings or thought this way, why couldn't i just say it or think of it myself?
— am i a fraud?
