i miss you,
but not in the ways you're supposed to miss someone.
i miss your consistency;
breaking my heart a new way, everyday.
i miss your ghosting;
it matched this vacant thing in my chest that's supposed to be my heart.
i miss your jealousy;
i mean, at least it showed that you cared,
right?
what i miss most, though,
is being dependent on you and you only.
because, ya see, it's scary out here in this world.
especially when you're facing it
a l o n e.
but when i was with you,
it's funny how facing you,
was even scarier.
i'd rather be alone forever if it meant i never had to miss you, ever again.
— ode to my toxic relationship
𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗: 𝟶𝟹/𝟷𝟻/𝟷𝟿
