Chapter 10

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Liked by Dyncan_, hi_Daniel, iamm_Trent, and 47,529,491 others
strange how I got this text last night but you've been with her for what, the last 2 weeks or was it the last month of our relationship. Gaslighting asshole!

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3rd POV

Mar laid in the middle of her bed looking up at the ceiling, while her head spun with different ways to kill her ex.

When she went on Jason Lee's show, she was under the impression that her and Austin were fine. He had absolutely no reason to despise her after the relationship ended. If anything, she should have hated him, threw dirt on his name and let everyone in the world know how disgusting he was for what he did to her, but she didn't. Mar has a image to uphold and it can't be ruined by ex she most likely won't remember in 10 to 15 years. She was mature like that, especially for her age. Some would say that being on the road and having to make most decisions for yourself is part of it.

Mar watched the podcast. The entire thing and to say she was fuming would be a understatement. The lies that spewed out of his mouth were absolutely pathetic. Then bringing the girl he cheated on her with into the public's eye was just bold, stupidly bold.

Mar's thoughts were interrupted when there was a soft knock at the door then it slightly cracked.

"Mar?" Trent asked poking his head in.

"Yeah?" Mar replied falling back down onto the bed once she sees Trent.

"How are you doing?" Trent asked walking in completely and shutting the door behind him. He feels his way throughout the room and towards Mar's bedside table to flick the light on.

"As well as I can be," Mar shrugged lazily as she makes room for Trent in the bed.

"Wanna talk about it?" He asks laying beside her.

"No," she replies shortly with a shake of her head. "If your looking for D, he said he was stopping by the store to pick up some fruit,"

" I'm not looking for him. I'm here for you, not him. Where's your head at?" Trent asks softly while turning his head towards her.

"A mess. I really really hate him," Mar said closing her eyes to stop herself from crying.

"I do too. If it helps, no one believes a thing he said. Not your family, friends, and fans. The big F's," Trent said making Mar crack a smile.

"Good," Mar said with sigh.

"So that was the girl he cheated on you with right?" Trent asked feeling for her hand.

"Yep," Mar said letting Trent trace her hand on the bed.

"Yikes," Trent said making Mar laugh.

"Right," Mar said with a small head shake. "I lied. When I said it didn't hurt when I caught them,"

"Mar, of course it hurts. There's nothing wrong with that," Trent reassures her.

"I know that. It's just, I don't want him or anyone to even think in the slightest that they get to me, when really everything gets to me. I overthink every single tiny detail that happens and sometimes I get so mad and angry and I feel like- like dying!" Mar said getting louder and angrier with each word.

"Hey hey, everything is going to be okay. You've got so many people in your life that you can trust. You don't have to carry this huge load on you," Trent says softly while caressing her hands to calm her down.

"What goes on in my head is dark as fuck and this isn't me saying I don't love them and they don't love me but why would I want to put my load onto someone else? I don't know, I just don't feel all that comfortable with telling it," Mar shrugged while rubbing her head and pushing her hair back and out of her face.

"You're telling me," Trent says facing her with a shimmering glint his eye.

Mar looks back at him with a small smile. She has been talking about how much she doesn't feel comfortable telling people everything that goes on inside her head, yet she is laid beside Trent unloading it all to him in hopes of understanding.

"I guess so," Mar says looking away for her phone to check the time. "Hm, same time next week?"

"Oh, am I supposed to be your therapist now? I thought I was giving you some friendly words of wisdom," Trent said playfully.

"Oh, that too. Wise words from a wise man," Mar said sitting up to lean back against her head board.

"On a serious note, do you still have feelings for him?" Trent asked looking up at her.

"Honestly, no. I don't miss him, I think I just miss being held," Mar with a realization while looking ahead at her door.

"Understandable," Trent nodded resting his head on Mar's leg.

"Thank you for taking the time out of your day to have a chat with me," Mar said ruffling his hair.

"Anything for you," Trent said placing a small peck on her leg. "Oh and I'm definitely staying overnight here,"

"Sure, thanks for asking,"Mar said.

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