My ideas have been used
My mental abused
My energy spent
Tell me where my time went
But don't you dare tell me
That it isn't true
When looking at you
Makes me wish it were through
I've tried
I've lied
I've died
Inside
But why can't I find
The end?
I hate people
I hate trees
I hate the sun
I hate my shaky sanity
I hate clocks
I hate the knocks
That rattle my door
Rattle my windows
Rattle my floor
I don't want to talk
It's not safe anymore
I hate sadness
And madness
And gladness
And pain
I'm lonely
I'm troubled
And maybe not sane
But what is sane
When all the word is
Is something we use to
Describe different?
When different is something
Society fears
That tolls on the minds of
The sane through the years?
I'm dying alone
But nobody cares
I've asked for help
And told how I fare
I've walked beside death
As close as I've dared
BUT NONE OF IT MATTERS IF NOBODY CARES
I'm sick
I'm tired
I want to go home
I hurt those I love
Now where is my home?
I'm leaving you
To protect you
Yet who will be there
When my payment is due?
I'm leaving you
Because it is right
I deserve loneliness
This is my fight
This is my fate
It is not yours to share
It doesn't much matter
If it isn't fair
It doesn't much matter
That nobody cares
Or that no other person
Will ever be there
Just as it doesn't
That I am alone
Just as it doesn't
That I have no home
Just as it doesn't
That I am insane
Just as it doesn't
That I can't feel pain
Just as it doesn't
That I can't have you
Just as it doesn't
That my love was true
Just as it doesn't
That no one listens
Just as it doesn't
That I'm indifferent
Just as it doesn't
That I feel observed
Just as it doesn't
That I have no words
Just as it doesn't
That my smile is fake
Just as it doesn't
All they do is take
Just as it doesn't
That I wear a mask
Just as it doesn't
This suffering will last
Just as it doesn't
That I have been hurt
Just as it doesn't
That they all desert
Me
They all left
Me
They all leave
Me
Just as you have done
Just as others will do
Just as it always happens
It's the same story
The same song
The same record
The same scene
The same wound
Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and-
So what does it matter then
If you never see me again?
BINABASA MO ANG
My Poems
PoetryA bunch of poems that I've written on various topics. Most of them are a bit dark, so if you get triggered easily I wouldn't suggest reading them. The reason it's rated as mature is because I don't know whether it would be too much for certain audie...
