My Sunny day (remake)

Minor key.

It was the day before the recital. Everything going well, but one thing. I couldn't do this anymore. I couldn't deal with the blisters, the hand cramps, and all the time I could have been with my friends watching cartoons or playing with them, but I had to sit in a cramped room with my hands falling apart in-front of me, and all I could hear was the dreadful screeching of my violin. Not only that, but Mari was always nagging me on how it needed to be "perfect" and how we can't make any mistakes on the big day. I couldn't do it anymore, even if it ruins our relationship forever.
And so I told her that.

But she got angry.

And all of a sudden...

BAM.

Once I had this beautiful instrument , that made wonderful sounds and was full of memories, and next a pile of wood shards that dented the floor. Then all of a sudden, I heard yelling. I turned around and saw my older sister screaming, all up in my face. Her tears stained her pale, smooth skin, her eyes staring blankly, I could see the anger in them. Her long black hair covering one eye a bit. The eyes that once looked me in my own and told me it would all be okay.
"What were you thinking?! Everyone spent so much on that! And you just throw it away like garbage?!"
"I'm sorry-" I try to speak, but my tears and hiccups overcome it.
"I don't want to hear it. You ruined everything."
I just want to run away. I tried to leave, I try to run, but she blocks my path and violently asks where I'm going, I couldn't think, I wasnt thinking, my brain was foggy, and i felt like nothing mattered anymore. I put my hands on her shoulders and shoved her out of my way, forgetting we were atop of the stairs, I close my eyes, as I hear loud thumps, screaming, and horror. As it ends, a loud scream and thud hit the floor. I open my eyes, and see Marilyn's once brushed out hair, which.. is now is knotted and scattered with wood chips. What did I do? I run down to check on her, the once beautiful violin was stabbed through her chest. I checked her pulse.. but there was no beat.. she was..

Dead.
It's over. All the laughs, all the cries, all the memories we shared were over. And I caused it. It's all my fault. I killed Marilyn Suzuki, I'm a murderer. I should have just pushed through it!! Why did I push her?! Why did I do it?! I should have just done the damn recital- I'm such an idi-

"Sunny..?"

My eyes whip open.

Shit.

I know that voice anywhere. It's basil.. my friend. Did he witness it? I raised my head to check.. yup, it's him. He witnessed it all... and he took photos. I didn't mean to... I swear I didn't.. but...  and that's what I told him! I told him I didnt mean to- but... he cut me off. he asked something. Something sick. And fucked up.

"Sunny, this might seem awful, but I want to help you.. what if.. we uhm.. frame.. it? As a suicide?"
What the hell? Why was he asking this? I can't do that.. but what would Kel think? What would hero think? What would Aubrey think? But what else am I gonna do.. go to jail!? I can't do that! I'm only 12! I will get hurt!! So.. like i always do..I caved in. My mom always told me I should give in when I'm being peer pressured but.. Yknow what, this is a exception!!!

"..ok.."

So we took mari's corpse.. her body feels so cold.. but so light. We carried her body outside and placed it beside the tree, and I sat beside her. I curl up into a ball and cry, and basil ties the noose.. am I really doing this? Everything will be over.. what if they find out? All the memories the friendgroup shared are gone..  how does he even know how to tie that?! how am I gonna see them again if they don't know what I did?! I ruined everything for everyone just because I didn't want to play the stupid violin. What if they find out?! They'll all hate me!!

"Okay, the jump ropes ready." Basil was so ready for this.. how did he know how to tie these?! Did he practice?! I pick mari up carefully and hand her to basil and she places her head in the neatly tied rope. Then let go. My sister who i once came to for comfort was now hanging in front of me and the blood of it was on my hands.

As we walk back to the house, I look back once more. Her long knotted black hair covering her right eye and her left eye revealed and looking me dead in the eyes... basil told me not to look back.. but how could I not?! What was I thinking?!
I will make things worse.. but.. nothing can get worse then this..
My sister is gone.
My friends are gone.
My innocence is gone.
My life is gone.
I pushed it away. I pushed it all away. I did this.

This was all my fault.

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