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✩𝗞𝗮𝗵𝘀𝗮𝗻𝗶 (𝗦𝗮𝗻𝗶) 𝗭𝗮𝘃𝗲𝗮𝗵 𝗔𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆
𝗕𝗮𝘁𝗼𝗻 𝗥𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗲, 𝗟𝗼𝘂𝗶𝘀𝗶𝗮𝗻𝗮 𝗦𝗲𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗺𝗯𝗲𝗿 𝟮𝗻𝗱
After finding out I was pregnant all people do is baby me. I'm not saying ion like it but not being able to do what I want when i wanna do it is annoying.
"I'm going to the store" I said getting up from the couch
"No it's okay I'll go for you" Zay said getting up
"I wanted to go by myself.." I mumbled
"We can go together" she suggested
"I just wanna go by myself! I don't understand why yall are babying me like I can't do things for myself." I said stomping my foot
Zay was about to say something but I continued to speak cs baby I was about to let everything out.
"I'm already scared bc we're having a fucking baby. I still can't wrap it around my head but it's happening. What if I turn out to be like my mom if my kid has a mental illness?.." I said tearing up
"Baby shh..I promise you won't be anything like her. You'll be 100 times better" Zay said kissing her forehead
I looked up at her with tears in my eyes and something flickered inside me.
-𝗙𝗟𝗔𝗦𝗛𝗕𝗔𝗖𝗞-
10 year old Zay: "when we get older I wanna have a family and marry you."
9 year old Sani: "I would actually love that.." she giggled
They then shared a kiss which was soon broke off by Sani's older sister.
12 year old Deja: "Let's go, mom has been ready to go!" She said scared
Sani frowned and gave Zay a quick peck on the lips. After that they never saw each other again.
-𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗥-
"It's you.." I mumbled
"Huh?" Zay said confused
I grabbed her and kissed her passionately. I was so happy that I couldn't form words. I just looked at her.
"Mama what was that for?" She said laughing
"Your dream of having a family can now come true" I said
She looked at me shocked then a big smile appeared on her face.
"You remembered" she said as she picked me up and twirled me around
"FUCKING FINALLY" Mani said
"Bitch you knew? And didn't tell me?!?" I said
"Now yk you wouldn't have believed me" Mani said
"You right I would've told you stfu and yo ass crazy" I said
"Wtv now yk" Mani said
"We have to celebrate!" Zay said as she grabbed my hand pulling me out the house
I think life was finally working in my favor.
Thoughts??
Idk if I should keep the title "Her Mind". Lmk if I should keep it or change it and if so drop some ideas.
