*✿═══════════════✿* *hand scars* *Part :11* https://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2023/10/blog-post.html *✿═══════════════✿* https://instagram.com/she.is.dream.maker?igshid=ZGUzMzM3NWJiOQ== https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs Although I hoped not to Mother has come to us. Two days ago, the driver of the house was told to a family member...” There is no money (gold).She has no home and is not a suitable girl for us to walk with... Ummm When I saw it, I immediately remembered it. Oh, the acting is so shocking that I am shocked In any case, we entertained the poor man's hospitality, If I say this you'll think I'm exaggerating but those who have seen it know the true story... that's all I have to say. Those who feel the pain inside should understand this... Life is just a story... Sometimes we see each life in the news and newspaper clippings.I will sincerely pray that this will not happen. Guard from Iblis no matter what comes... Only Cheriatha and Umm came. There is no one like I thought but there is Umm who I didn't think. "When are you coming?" Ika replied to Oomman's question "We'll get there in the evening and you walk there." Well, we'll go and come back. Let's go out and send them on their way. The poor man is such a good man, mother, this monkey.Just kidding, we both have a lot of reluctance to talk about something face-to-face. But if all this changes, I will look at it a bit more, but this is something that bothers me. Especially when you rub your eyes together, then you reach out to look at that face . However It is a Kalah miracle of Allah that He gives us a life partner whom we have never seen before and without His knowledge we get something in this world and it is not His decision.No one can overcome it. In life, we will have to play many roles, be it good or bad, we will make it through each situation, but life is our hope. The true leader Mut Nabi (s) will never fail us who take the truth, whatever it may be, it will be good. "Hey, Namak Ponte, (don't go) where are we going tomorrow, we can't go anywhere after marriage,If you stop today, it's alright "Um, I'm ready to go anywhere with Ikan of Uppad Paddali. "Um, don't worry. The truth is not. Not listening to what I said, Ikka laughed and walked to the room, and I went to Oomman. We said goodbye to Umm and Uppan and took my little sister-in-law Maloon with us. She also thought it was a good trip and came down with us on 5/5:30 pm Arrived home, anyway first long with Ikka and familyThe trip and the moments we get with Ikan are really special, so Subhi told us to get down, but by the time we got out of the house, it was 10 o'clock in the morning, so we went back. Because they have come before and had successful ways, they are making us yearn for the previous images, because I did not know, I heard everything and hummed.Oh, we're just ghosts, I enjoyed looking around and seeing good places in stories and pictures. I just don't see any other house nearby. I drank a good black tea, the journey can be tiring, the black tastes good, and a Sulaiman's Monch is nearby. Umma and aunty said they were going to the market to buy fish, but when they came down and prepared to go, they said that everyone can go out at night, so they avoided it.Or spelling mistakes, gesticulations between them and taking things behind the house without us seeing them. Aah, what's up... Why did Umma leave without changing the tiredness? We all talked. I'm sorry that I can't go with you, Ika didn't say anything anymore. Hours later they came. Then there was a rush to eat, Balya had eaten fish and rice and smelled super.) whose name is Nammak Kaniyaavane Bhagya ullu. Everyone grabbed the food quickly and called me too. Somehow I found that call difficult. Males and females together Because my background is different, I said that I will eat again and stayed away. All my aunt's children are strangers to meis But we will be the family to say! Let alone eating together....even in front of my own aunt's son, I have never been naked. Ikan's aunt's children and husband are there... I can't tell what will happen in the future... But I can't let you think that the rules I have learned are because of communalism. If you want something like that now, you need some time. Ummm everythingHilarious. I consoled her if she pretended not to see it. Even if you study religion, it is difficult in this period to continue the way you learned. Now is the time when even Muslims are bringing up their children in a modern way, so what can I say, but Ika, who is a Muslim (Ustad), felt that he should never have faced me for that. It hurt me a lot that they couldn't understand me. to hereIt's been a problem ever since I came in, like this silent feud of Ikan's left me totally isolated. By nightfall, everyone was ready to go out. Even though my heart is wounded, I went, a beautiful park full of people, a colorful world full of play, laughter and children. Something made Ikan's presence very happy, but! Ika is in trouble He doesn't even look at me, even though his eyes are full, I try to hide from anyone.... I don't know if he sees me anymore.came "If we get into it, are you afraid?" "Why am I afraid when you are there... We looked into each other's eyes. I could see helplessness somewhere in those eyes. Mum is beside us after hearing everything "None of that, just something everyone can get on board with." I looked at her and realized that I was in trouble too, so she patted me without anyone seeing.The elder stood aside and all of them walked on a machine that could not be moved and got off after the time had passed, but they did not put me in one but looked at everything and saw them laughing. I, as one of the spectators, was watching the ekanem spot view claim from there. Everyone had a good time and got down from there and drank a good juice. What about the present time...a juice is enough to change the life of some people. Again, my house and family are mineEven when I was beside myself, I felt someone pressing and holding me by the neck. He looked around but saw no one. Suddenly, the smell of blood entered my nostrils without showing any shapes... As if my head was spinning, like my whole body was shaking, no one looked at me for their happy celebration. Or they forgot to look at me in their busyness... I stood back a bit as I suddenly felt my eyes blur. I sat on that sand regardless of place, time or time. WhichBecause I was on the other side of the car, suddenly no one could see me... As if darkness spread in the eyes... I tried to call someone but no sound came out... As the red hands pressed hard on my neck, the terrible figure full of many colors that I did not know how to say appeared in front of me... Ya Allah... My hair started to tremble... My lips trembled. The name that appeared again and again within Ya Sheikh Ya Muhiyuddin Abdul Qader Jilani... appeared again and again within.came... later my eyes cleared... as if my legs were sure... I got up and walked over to them. They are still playing, laughing and joking... I don't know when I'm gone or come. Thoughts raced through my mind. When everything was done and he reached home, he spent a lot of time eating food and praying. Ika quickly got up and went to sleep. I don't know if she fell asleep because she put her hands over her eyes. "Here, No replyIf you sleep, you will be tired from the journey. I got up and went to bed "Um... Ha didn't sleep "No. Ikka held me close and I lay down next to her. When I heard that voice, everything inside me became clear. My throat choked and my lips quivered with utter sadness. Is love only in the bedroom? Know my situation and behave with me... One by one, lunch came to my mind, it hurt me a lot, the fall in the park... those red hands... and others... Let's go...it's not normal, poor meWhy was it just hurting him? I lay next to him again, but he pushed me away and I realized that he was very angry. I tried again, old man. Try to understand me... I cried for my peace until I heard something Subahi Bank and told me no one to cry. When the sound of the bank rose, I called Ikan, who seems to have not slept yet.He immediately slapped his hand and told me that I had given the bank and went to take it Suddenly, I took the vulu and groped and searched. I was afraid to turn on the light to see who was lying in the hall. Still not up, angry with me. Poor thing, I know nothing of my pains, and it is better that I cry alone. I spread prayer on the ground and prayed to AllahKenu is not the only one who is enough to give us a solution but all the rest are illusions created by the enemies for us. When I finished mine, I was nowhere to be seen, and I could hear the commotion of everyone getting up from outside. By that time Ikka came and sat on the bed and didn't say anything because of his anger towards me I got up and arranged my Ikka to pray and then I walked out of the room, everyone was looking at me like a criminal but I approached them.I went and sat down and pretended I didn't see Uman's aunt's eye games but I saw nothing, I drank black tea and looked outside the house and then walked out. An old dilapidated house, there was a huge tree full of sapota saplings beside it, and a huge tree full of sapota, the nature that creates a lot of beauty, because there are no houses nearby, I went out of the house and enjoyed all of them without fear of being seen, somewhere in my mind there was a shadow.Allah, the creator of such a beautiful world, who created me and them, will answer the calls of each of them at the right time, so why should I mourn? If he gave me a man whom I have never seen anywhere, it is not that he did not answer my problems, it is only because the time for the good has not come. When that time comes, my problems will end. They will do it, and those who tried to separate us are the best to answer themN is the same Tawakal Tu Allah... "What are you doing here aunty come in. Her question made me come in, I walked behind her laughing silently, she talked a lot but I didn't hear anything because I didn't see Ikan anywhere, I just hummed at everything. My eyes were staring at me a hundred times He is the one who comes and looks. Now, in a few days, Ummyang has changed all his habitsIcak became distant from me without any obvious reasons. "Munshifa, let's drink tea "Um, I went with my aunt, everyone was having tea, I sat, Ikka, Ikka didn't even bother to look at me, I got so upset, I ate to convince them, I got up and walked to the kitchen, where Bais has some dishes and started washing them. "Ah aunty, that's itMaybe I will come one more time and I will wash you standing aside now "Isn't this what it is? "Never mind, you're gone." I changed and she washed the rest. "Aunt. "Hmm "There's a beach nearby, it's beautiful, we can all go, you tell him. I saw the face of Ika who did not even try to look at me or hear me. Laughing her question I… "You said, let's go. She said nothing more. (This is who she is, sorryI forgot to introduce, Seenu is Katiyaamma's daughter) I also don't know how to tell you more, I saw her at the wedding and now I don't really see her, I didn't ask anything more because of my bejaar, anyway she went there to tell Cheriyathan. "You take a quick bath, Munshifa, you all have to go out (Umm, you know what love is when you think that people will see, Ummm, if you had me as a daughter, today would be a problem.And there would not have been, selfishness is not what makes people go astray. "Um ah ummm I'll take a shower I looked at my mother helplessly. I wanted to see Ikka. Even if you don't say anything, somewhere inside... "Where is Ika?" " He will see you there anywhere, you go and take a bath. Then I silently laughed. Took a dress and went to take a bath, everyone was waiting to take a bath so I took a quick bath and went to the room.Lying there to play on the phone, he didn't see me. I stayed for a while. I didn't seem to see him. I sat next to him. By that time, he quickly jumped up and left. He looked at the way I went. How far has he gone in just a few hours? Something... then I didn't sit there, I walked behind her, she was outside the house, everyone was ready to go, I put on my veil and got into the car behind them, a lotPeople slowed down the car but chatter and noise reduced the length of the journey and we started to see the quiet beach a beautiful quiet place no crowds of people or birds chirping just the waves of the sea here and there small meadows absolutely beautiful area everyone got out of the car and I slowly walked behind them still ummm Ikanem is looking from side to side, Ikka came to my side and I didn't look at it and walked away alone with the wound in my mind.I thought if I walk I will get dry, everyone tells the story of the sea shores and not me but all I have to tell is the story of tears maybe because I didn't pay attention it didn't follow me anymore I just sat there enjoying the beauty of the waves of the sea…. *to be continued* *✍🏻mihras koduvally* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ *ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾
