*✿═══════════════✿* *hand scars* *Part :17* https://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2023/10/blog-post.html *✿═══════════════✿* https://instagram.com/she.is.dream.maker?igshid=ZGUzMzM3NWJiOQ== https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs "Hello.. Assalamu Alaikum Waalaikumsalam.. As soon as I heard the voice, I realized that it was Kadiyammai on the other side. As per Umman's request. To go with me to perform the seven-month ceremonywas the call. As they say go in the morning and come back in the evening, it is not your husband's house, don't you listen to anything they say.... Heard everything. After looking for health information, I said Salaam and hung up. Well, my husband's house... my house... but! Is just the ceremony enough? Is that all I need now? They can't even say a word to me... regardless of my condition... what are they all doing? Leave in the morning and come back in the evening...The word itself is so painful. That's how lonely I am for him, isn't it? People will start asking about the ceremony and then every new way of Uman to get honor is to call me with aunt.. But..! I know that this "Kathiyamai" is the biggest helper of Oomman and Vallitathan and the right hand of Oomman to move us forward successfully in life,... I still don't understand any of the games inside of them, But! The great one who is not built will not let us go anyway. Each of our downfalls will leave many signs for us to understand in advance. If we love Allah, He will love us in return. What held me up in this downfall was my faith that Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'ala will not abandon us. I have "Honey Ha.. Uncle is coming and calling, .. "What is it, father? "You were called by the little brother-in-law there,.. "Why is that dad.. "That.. One to Mol, "Mone" he calledSaid to talk.. "Didn't I call?? It's not like I can't take it. "That's Sarakanda, the mole of one more call, That should not be a reason anymore.. "Let's call, dad. I have no money in my phone, can you give me some money? "Here. Baby.. called I called uppantephone, but at first it didn't ring. Uncle again called brother-in-law and told him about the matter. (The brother-in-law then called Ikan and said that he had talked about things). A lot of us againI called and looked The phone was switched off. Uppa then left without saying a word, I don't know whether to laugh or cry. Because I don't think there is any good reason for us to be like this between four people But! Here I am trying to forget a lesson.. I have so much hatred for me in my heart, Whatever you do, Patachon must have seen something. Allah is with yous Days and months pass with heartache, what will happen tomorrow? It has become a bigger question mark every day. Difficulty getting up from a sitting position. I am not the same as I was when I saw you then.. I am today That was four months Didn't he come here when he was there? Please understand that I had no stomach at all, so I have to tell you that I am pregnant. But now I have a good stomach and it's a big time to get up. can't walk Anyway, I'm slowgot up and walked out Mom is waiting for me to walk. I can't In the last visit, the doctor told me to walk and do light work. As for me, my stomach and legs hurt when I walk for a while, but since mom is with me, I walk slowly around the house. "Hey, What's up with my lap? teasingly When I heard Molun's question, I smiled at her and said nothing,. Can't speak, very tired and leg pain "Umm, enough, um, I can't take it tomorrow. I'll go to bed. I'm very uncomfortable. I feel like I'm suffocating. "If you can't, go lie down for a while and listen to something "No, it can be a bit of a relief "Hmm I went to the room and lay down, mother, sister-in-law and Vallimma were still standing outside telling each other stories. Despite the stories I longed to hear, my tiredness and confusion kept me from itRejected. I don't know what it is when I am alone, it is a great relief to remember Ikan. For me, Ikkan's play, laughter and sweet words will make waves in my ears, then my world is the monchulla world of Ikkan and me, ha.. how quickly it all turned into a dream, Ikka would always say, "You should speak well, I like your speech. But! I didn't know how to hesitate to speak then.Today I want to talk about something but I know how to talk! I'm just worried that Ika is not here today waiting to hear my words.. I still remember each and every one of these words that Ika gave me and then a lie. "Don't tell anyone that I wrote it, don't be ashamed. It was a terrible laugh, a laugh that seemed like another world at that moment "That's it Ha Maluti is shouting for something, why is it still there?Will it be running?? "Nata Malo "Someone has come to see you, hurry up "Ah.. come now, She also said and ran away, I slowly got up and walked "Munshi is thinking that Molk is not well or something. I got a chance to come now Alhamdulillah, how are you, Zeenat, if you are the only one, no pearls or gold? "No dear, they are all outside and will come now "Ah... sit in a row I walked Sinathan and I into the cage room. Seenatha's mother'sIf you leave aunt, mother, pearl and gold as children, they will be able to do it. "Munshifa didn't call you brother-in-law, your face looks very tired Allah Ponnu's question, do they all know anything, I replied that I did not touch anything. "Oh, Ika called, the date is not close, I am very tired " Is Seenath's Vavachiye Enna Date? Senathan's counter question, "It's next week, you made dua, I haveLa is fear "Why does it frighten the child, May Patachon grant us righteous children, Ameen "Amen Everyone in the line has taken the tea, let's drink it, but by the time we finish telling the story, it will get cold Umm invited the guests for tea and I walked with them to the dining table Oh.. It takes a lot of talent to show happiness on the outside, and they believed that this was my situation. They drank tea while telling jokes, I sat listening to everything me too TheyI was invited for tea but I lovingly declined. If I still drink tea, I can't return the same. That's how it is for some people. There are those who stand even after three and four months. They also said the same as what Umma used to say. My stomach won't know anything about my four months, le.... ha I replied with a small smile. They each told stories and sat laughing and laughing, I was also satisfied with them. They do not know the mind of their eyesI am happy, and that happiness has not been extinguished by me, May Allah ease everything till the end of my delivery... Amen If you hear that she has given birth, she will come here to see us in Ponnomale "We are down, Munshi." It's been a while, I'll come to see you and the kid, in sha Allah "Why don't you go, we can talk, we can go tomorrow, isn't it fun, how long has it been like this... "No, let's go, They went on their journey, knowing what kind of chemical it wasOr if there is a function in the family, itathas and nieces.. That's all I am getting more and more tired every day. Isha also ate the hot dosa made by mother and I went to bed. Even if I lie down, depression stops me from sleeping, but if I am alone with a warm wind coming to my head, then it is my world, only me and this world. "I amDon't tell anyone that you wrote it with your eyes and don't be ashamed. All this life is enough for me to remember, the loving moments of this moment, the happiness that was only ours "I like you who speaks well. Those words you always say are still in my ears. His memories caressed me and put me to sleep.. That's how colorful dreams come to an end, when the 4: am alarm wakes up Sravanadi.The sleep has ceased, He slowly got up from the bed and we were all prepared! Again he took the tasbeeh necklace and lay there. It's still very difficult today, I can't see any juice but my legs hurt. Stomach is very thick. My mother came to the room looking for me after disappearing from the room. "Why, it's 10 o'clock, aren't you throwing up?? "I have been trying to get up for a long time. But the legs hesitate to move forward, it hurtsthe pain "Is there a problem?? Want to show off?? The date is not near now "No, The pain will come and go. I am getting more and more scared as the date approaches.. "Never mind, after a while we will go and see the doctor..'s child came and drank tea. "Ah.. Umm After Umm left, I got up and walked slowly. I think it's time to come to see my mother. These hardships are the habit of starting tears in life -That's itAnd our happiness will surely be in this world. "Um, I don't want tea, I can't "Don't say that, baby. If you haven't eaten anything, don't hesitate to eat anything at this time "Um, Let me take a short walk to get some relief. "Ah.. I can walk and I will come too So Umm and I walked around the house, trying to ease Umm's pain by telling each and every thing.. Sometimes dosa will also be put in my mouth, even today I am preparing to become a motherOomman's baby boy. He opened his mouth More than just food, it had a great feeling. "Has the mole gone now, Let me go and eat rice and if I feel difficult, I should say, delivery is near. Don't stay inside because of fear I slowly walked around the house again, There is no sign of any pain relief. More and more, I looked to sit down slowly, like a comfort somewhere. That's when I caught sight of the broom lying on the floor, I picked it up and started sweeping the yard. Ha, nowo There is good relief, the affected part is also beating again and again, a slight remission of pain In between he prayed and ate some rice and again took the broom and started sweeping the yard but this time the result was opposite. There is no relief, the pain is coming and going, I can't walk, I'm afraid to go to the hospital. What should I do if I tell my mother I will leave now, in any case, I started to drink a little bit….Like... Allah, I can't walk, what should I do, anyway I went and presented the matter to Umm, Umm was also very worried. Because now only me and umma are at home, I called uncle and informed him, my uncle brought umma's camel cart, By that time, Umm and Uppan's family knew about the matter and they were all waiting for us at the hospital even before we arrived, so Umm also felt at peace. Doctor RumiWhen I went to the doctor was not there.. Telling the family that the doctor will come now The sister took me to the room and after checking, the sister went out. I stood there clueless. "Honey Mom came to the room looking for me. "What's up mom, What did the sister say? "The doctor will come now and ask you to change your dress. Said to come "Allah, I'm scared mom "Why doesn't everyone give birth? And I didn't say anythingchanged, I walked with mom Allah.... That writing in front is clear (LABOUR ROOM) Patachone Anyway, it happened. The sister took me to the labor room and closed the door. I glanced around, silence, A few beds lie in many columns, They checked me together.. After A hide, I was given the opportunity to sleep in another kudzu room within it. There was another girl who was suffering like me. We met, they came yesterday. We talked. "Munshifa, I am very scared and they won't let me go even after I told them to leave "Um I muttered, what else can I say, she is in the same condition today, I can't sit and lie down because of fear. Only the silence struck me as the pain screamed in delight She continued again "You know, I still have 3 days left and no date I laughed at her words,What else can I say if it hurts after a few days? "Hey, both of you go and eat something and come back. There are people who came with you outside the labor room. We both got up and walked out like a freed from prison without waiting for the sister to come and tell us. Umma, Vallimma and all her family members were sitting outside, and when they saw us, they took the food and handed it to us. I cried and said I don't want anything.. "Don't say that, don't say anythingIf so, it will be messed up and will not be able to give birth.. My ears did not hear any of Vallimma's words,.. I bought a glass of black tea and drank it. "Ummachi don't tie anyone anymore Avula to endure this pain Everyone laughed after hearing Allah's speech " Chirikale, everyone can't bear my pain.. "What is my mole saying? Would this mother have had a mole if she had said that? All this pain will be forgotten now. And I said nothing.I lay with my head on Umman's lap and cried for a while, no matter how I lay, the pain did not subside. "Haven't you eaten.. Sister came and asked "Hmm She and I entered the labor room behind the sister. He went to the place where he was lying and fixed his position Sisters also slept in the beds next to us.. They especially reminded me before going to bed that they should say when the pain increases.. However I didn't say anything but the pain was too much for me Time 10:pWhen it was m, the sister came and turned on the light and woke us up saying that the doctor had come. After our examination, the doctor gave us permission to sleep. Whoa, we lay down, She who is with him turns and hides, Sisters are sleeping soundly.. I could not sleep, I went to the bathroom many times to relieve myself..I took the broom sitting there and looked at it. No, I can't do anything But I'm in bedHe spent his time sitting and lying down and getting up - Seeing the sister getting up, I lay down slowly They called us and bought bath towels and soap from the family Somehow after taking a bath he put on the dress they gave him and lay on the bed. "Here, have some tea My sister in the hospital handed me the tea, I bought it and drank it Good talk outside. "Munshifa, are you molested? " Yes She is good fun "What "Natta Pathiraku cleaned the bathroom "Ya Allah "UMm, she is a plaything for us, she is a good mole with play and laughter, why was she tied up so quickly? "It's been built, but it's too small to see "Hmm Their conversation was prolonged again. But! I just couldn't wait for it because of my pain. Hearing the conversation outside, I laughed, convinced that everyone had seen Apo's night walk. Sister took us both by the hand and walked inside it a lot "To meThere is no date yet, I will come when I am, sis Her words. Poor Nallon is scared "Sisters, she didn't sleep because of pain yesterday, I'm not in pain, I can come when I want to give birth. "What would you give to keep quiet?" Sister asked loudly and she didn't say anything again. I was so sick I lay down on the bed, made many noises, and cried loudly. "What is here? Allah doctor came, "Why are you crying "I don't want doctorScared. "What to be afraid of, this will happen now, don't be silent "I can't bear the pain, you do the operation. "Ha, good story, what are you talking about, I will give birth to you, just keep quiet And I didn't say anything, I cried and now I don't sound like before 5:44 AM Suddenly a baby cries. And then I lost consciousness... When the eyes are slowly opened, the tongue does not stick out. I have no baby. What happened... to ask anyonecan't Sisters walk back and forth through it… By Allah, I or she gave birth, I looked at you, yes, my stomach has decreased, the pain is gone and now I am relieved. The vavan in the sister's hand was cleaned and the sister gave it out. But I see it all! I could not ask or move. I looked a bit and it didn't show me, I didn't give birth, where is my child.... *to be continued* *✍🏻mihras koduvally* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ *ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾
