*✿═══════════════✿* *hand scars* *Part :12* https://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2023/10/blog-post.html *✿═══════════════✿* https://instagram.com/she.is.dream.maker?igshid=ZGUzMzM3NWJiOQ== https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs If only the roaring waves of the sea had caressed me?! How blessed would it be if the lapping waves of the sea washed away my sorrows, ofMaluti is playing and laughing with them, what does she know? So if Uman's problem is solved, I swallowed all the questions in my mind into a suppressed view. It seemed that it was better now. After the celebratory flushes, everyone got into the car with wet feet and dusty sand. When the light and darkness spread, the car sped home, I didn't see much change, I didn't stop for anything.If you keep quiet, you will be happy, otherwise you can't bear it. So let's stay home and ask what is the reason for all this, what is this to stay like this thinking that I didn't sit with them to eat a rice....It's not life but a football ground. I quickly lay down, Ika was already asleep, The night was very long because I did not sleep. However, when it was dawn time, we prayed thereIt was a silent journey, no one spoke, and we reached home by about 10: AM. I am so tired that I have not felt anything till now, my feet are not sleeping on the ground, my eyes are not obeying me, my vision is blurry. In any case, I washed myself and lied still close and said nothing. I just looked at her. Lying with hands over eyes. Is it sleep or what am I doing?Did you think he would ask? don't know And if I get up and go to the kitchen and go to this bed to sleep, if I go here, I won't get it all. Although my limbs were shaking, I stood slowly and cut the fish. A bad fish can't be skinned, even a big fish. "Do you want to go today, Munshifa... Hearing Ikan's question, I looked back. "Um, Maluti has school tomorrow and has to go" eat a quick meal and get ready. "Umm... I hummed. He knows how to keep quiet. I don't want to go, but I can't bear this distance from him. If I go to my house for a couple of days and come back, the sadness will go away. I will be relieved if I change this quarrel... It's like I'm completely alone here now.... After finishing the work and eating, we came down, I cried a lot and sat there blaming myself. " Why do you have a good time Ummana?I'm tired, you're taking away my peace, you're the reason why I don't even want to come home day by day... I didn't say anything, it was clear that Umma had said something serious, I thought it was the rice problem, but it's not that, it's some new story of Umma and I won't say anything like that. Do you ever ask me if I have something to say... what is my problem but how do you know me like this... insideAs if the iron sorrow could not be broken. "Why are you crying Munshifa? Stop crying and you should talk to everyone. Everyone complains that you don't talk. You misbehave with those who come. What's this? It's enough to help in the kitchen only when I come, and you can help Umm. I'm not doing everything to see... What should I say, Ika looked at the confused eyes and then laughed, then Ika didn't say anything, reached home, left me thereKa went and pretended to be happy in front of Umman's uncle and talked for a while, then he said that he was tired from the journey and went to his room and closed the door. It is very difficult to get up from the place of lying down, tiredness, dizziness, Allah falls when he walks, somehow he stops me and lies on the sofa. "Nta Molle, it's been a while, the bed came down from aboveAre you lying here now? "It's nothing, Ummm, I'm so tired, my head is spinning, Getting tired of traveling? "Mole, go eat and it will change a bit. "I can't help it, Ummm. "What's up, I'll bring it here." Unable to get up, I lay there, mother cooked rice, ate some and lay down. Dr. Don't take it now, don't know what it is, let it be tomorrow and then call me. One for what Umma saidI snorted and lay there again. I don't know how I spent that day in bed Unbeknownst to me, Umm called Ikka. Umm's doubt saw my tiredness and said Ikka came to Subhi. I kept my head down to look at Ikka's face. I came running happily thinking that I was going to be a father. Maybe he is not telling me anything important?! I may be squeamish like I am, but I'm more than happy to hear wordswanted Just expected a bit. Ika Subhi prayed and slept for a while, then got up and drank tea and said goodbye to all of them and we went down. The joy of becoming a mother filled my heart, but Ika's silence hurt me so much, Ika did not speak anything until I reached home. I didn't speak because I didn't know what to say. When I reached home and rang the bell, mom came and opened the door. Mon with a full smile " Umm, Munshifa Povato to become Rumma, IkantaThe words that were uttered with laughter, the sorrows of many years ago, melted away in a single smile. Even though she didn't say anything to me, the look on her face made me feel cold. "Yes, Munshifa." I gave a smile to Umman's question and walked upstairs. It was clear from the expression on his face that Umma didn't believe the words. "You should drink this all the time. It is good for us and the child.I smiled and bought it and walked to the kitchen, where I looked at the work and turned back to the work with a sigh. Ika and Umm are talking very well because they are right next to me so I can hear them well. Every word is filled with the joy of becoming a father. When I hear that, I am very happy, I am a mother. Another life beats in me. Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah... "Ummm, I'm going to be a father, I still have my waysshould be changed. I need to change all these childish things and become a little stronger. The words Ikka said to Oomman, I realized how happy Ikka was on that face, and I realized that my Ikka is completely happy even though she didn't show me much love. Everything else will be fine. I was very tired, my eyes were getting dark every time I walked, even my sitting position changed, I sat on the floor instead of a chair, and when I realized that I was losing my rhythm, I quickly leaned against the wall.I went to a small room not near the kitchen and lay down, probably due to poor health, pain, fatigue and blurred vision made me very difficult. While I was here, mother gave me porridge, cut mangoes and somehow I ate some and left the rest there. Ika left early in the morning, I was alone at home with my mother, I had a hard time getting up from the bed, and when Ika was there, she came and looked at her mother after Ika left.I didn't see it. I had to take a bath. I couldn't get up. I slowly grabbed the wall and took a dress. *to be continued* *✍🏻mihras koduvally* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ *ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾
