Our Realization. // BL

- TELL. -

LUCAS'S POV
".. tell me who. Now."
Elijah said it so strictly.. I'm kinda scared.. but it's kinda.. LUCAS STOP WITH THOSE THOUGHTS!

"But I can't-"
Elijah pinned me against the bed and was on top of me. He was so close to me.. omg. He's so perfect. His facial feature. His light freckles.. his tan skin. Oh..-

"Lucas. Tell me. Now."
He's still so close.. too close. But.. I'm not complaining. Being so close to my crush is.. making my heart beat so fast.. too loud. How do I tell him.. that.. I..-

"You like me? Hm?"
He.. figured it out. Once again. I'll tell him! Straight up! Yeah! Keep it up Lucas!!!!

"I.. I like .. uhm.. I like."
I'm.. so.. shy. I hate being like this.. oh my god, he's so pretty.. I can't see him in the eyes. Okay. It's okay. I'll just tell him.

"I like.. I like.. I LIKE YOU!.. I know it's gross to like your friend and shit and I don't know how to express my love for you and I didn't know how I'd tell you that I love you.. you're so pretty.. I just thought you'd never like me because imagine.. is being in a relationship.. even though we're best friends we nev-"

I didn't care if I cursed.. I never thought I'd curse while confessing.. he's the only one I'd curse for. I love him so much.

"LUCAS!"
Oh.. my.. god..

"Lucas.. I don't know how fucking blind you are but you were the one I loved ever since we were kids.. you never realized. Ever.. you were the one I was jealous when you had other friends in 5th grade. I was really jealous when you said you had a crush on someone, and I thought you liked someone else other than me.. I never knew how much I liked you.. more than a friend.."

Elijah.. confessed too??.. but..

"Wait.. what?"
I'm so confused.. he was.. sure that he never liked me.. but, he confessed.. I kinda, wanna kiss him again.. I wanna.. go further. Than kissing. With him. Specifically- wait. Too far Lucas. Too far.

"So.. uhm.. wanna.. be my boyfriend?"
Wait.. did he really ask me to be his boyfriend?..

"Is that.. okay with you? I mean- if you want to-"

"I love you.. and yes. I wanna be your boyfriend. So.. what do you say? My love?"
Omg.. he just called me his love.. he's so sweet.. I wanna kiss him again so bad..

"Elijah.. can I.. uhm.."
Oh god.. I'm so nervous..

"Can I kiss you?"

Elijah chuckled.. is he laughing at me? What? What's happening-
He.. kissed me, he's using his tongue.. I can feel his tongue piercing. Oh my god.. I wanna.. do.. more. With him.

"Can we.. do it?"
Elijah.. asked first.. oh my god he's so straightforward.. i like it. My heart is beating so fast.. I just nodded to him with no hesitation..

Let's see what he'll do.. next..

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HOLA.. I know this is very 😈 but TRUST.. there's gonna be more ⚠️⚠️ OKAY BYE ILY STAY SAFE