Tears flowing from his eyes and I couldn't figure out the reason, he was looking down and he wiped and looked at me.
*Anaya, my heart is empty, it's as hard as stone, this surah just made me feel a emotion which I haven't known, I don't know what I am saying but I truly want to experience this emotion, I don't know why I am depressed, I have been feeling depressed lately, my life's one incident took everything away from me and I want to feel happiness for one, true peace, I want to get that thing, I wanna feel peace, why my life doesn't feel easy, zindagi kasay insaan hogi* zayan bahi asked this and I replied.
*زندگی کبھی بھی آسان نہیں ہوتی اُسے بنانا پڑتا ہے
If u are thinking k yaar yeh cheez mil jaye tou mujhy sukoon ajayega, probably nahi ayega us cheez k milny k bad kisi aur cheez ki tamanah be-sukoon rakhegi apko! Yaar yeh bara zarori hai k ap Khush rehna sekhein, zindagi ko jeena sekhen, hadsy tou hoty rhegy. Hadson ko apki muskan nahi chenny chahye balky hosla banna chahye! Koshish karein, balky Ehad karein k khush rahegy*
*you are saying right Anaya but kushi ayie gi kasay, kuch log asay hotay Han Kay woh apnay sath humri kushyia Bhi lay jatay Han*
*agar Kasi Kay chalay janay se Zindagi ruk jaya karti na toh Ap (SAWW) Kay janay Kay baad her sahbah Islam ki taleem dayna chor daytay aur bus Hazart Muhammad (SAWW) Kay ghum lo lay kar bhehtay rehaty, magar ni uhein ne zindagi ko jari rhaka, agar baat yeah Han janay walay humri kushyia sath lay jatay Han, toh main yeah baat ghalat manti ho, kio apki kushyia apse ni chenta, ap khud ussay yeah Haq daytay Han woh apko gumrah Karie, udaasi meri nazar main Gumrahi Han, kukay udaasi toh naumeedi mangti Han, aur Islam main toh naumeedi ka kio concept hi ni Han, agar Allah pay yakeen Han toh phir yeah udassi se kiya talaq, hum insan yeah baat bhool chukay Han Kay humray har ghum ki dawa Quran Han, aur Quran Kay Elwa humre pass kuch ni Han Jo humh sakoon day sakay. Ap namaz parha karien, kukay namaz woh wahad waqat hota Han jaha insaan apnay Allah Kay qareeb hota han aur sab se zaida qareeb sajday main hota Han, jab kio sawal bahut tang karie toh zaida sochay bahir Quran khool liya karien ya sajda kar liya Karen, kukay insaaan kintna hi duki ku na ho, Allah ki baatie sun kar woh sakoon mahsoos kar hi layta Han, yeah Jo sakoon Allah ne Quran main rhaka Han na woh shayad kasi main ni rhaka.
Allah toh kehta Han *aur jab dunyia se thak jao toh mere pass a jaya Karo*
( If someone's departure brings a halt to life, then after Hazart Muhammad (SAWW) departure, you would expect the companions of Islam to cease imparting teachings and simply immerse themselves in the grief of Hazrat Muhammad (SAWW). However, they continued life; if the case is that those who leave us take our joys with them, then I don't believe this, for your joys do not elude you; you willingly grant them the right to lead you astray. To me, this melancholy seems misleading because sadness seeks hopelessness, and in Islam, there is no concept of hopelessness. If you have faith in Allah, then what connection does this sadness have? We have forgotten that the remedy for every sorrow is in the Quran, and besides the Quran, we have nothing that can bring us peace. Perform your prayers because prayer is that unique moment when a person is close to their Allah and closest in prostration. When a question troubles you, either open the Quran or perform prostration; because after listening to Allah's words, a person often feels peace. The tranquility mentioned by Allah in the Quran may not be found elsewhere. Allah says, 'And when you are weary of the world, come to Me.'")
