Spring is green | Kim Gyuvin

A visage of lies. (GYUVIN KIM)

30/08/012

It was my birthday. I ran home from school excitedly, daddy was gonna be here! I went to his office to see nobody there. Suddenly mother came and she smiled at me and wished my happy birthday. I smiled and thanked her before hugging her.

I asked her where my father was as we are the red velvet cake. She looked at my sadly, I wondered why. She told me he was at work, I felt bad but didn't show it because I am a big boy like mommy said!

11 PM

It was already eleven now. When will daddy come? Did he forget? Maybe he's just busy. Daddy works really hard for us to live a good life. I hear the door click open, is daddy here? I heard the sould of heavy footsteps, He is here! I walked over to him and called out to him but he didn't even look at me, I don't think daddy heard me. I walked over and grab the cake and rush to him but suddenly I tripped and accidentally got it on his file that he was holding. Uh oh, daddy's angry

"Are you stupid?? Do you know how long I wrote this?? Why were you even born? Such a mistake, good for nothing brat"

Daddy pushed me really hard, I was quite hurt. My arm hit the spikes on the fireplace and was bleeding really hardly so I cried. Daddy picked me up from my collar, I could not breathe. I got locked into that dark,cold room. I cried as I hit the door, the monsters in here scare me. I heard mommy coming here from the door

"Don't do that! He's a child, Yohan"

"Eight years and you're still after that mistake??"

"That's my fucking son you're speaking to"

"If you love him so much then why don't you go inside too!"

"Yohan I swear-"

A loud slap echoed through and everything went silent. The door opened and light reached the room. I saw mommy come in with a first aid kit and a candle. I run upto her and hug her, she hugs me back. She kneels down and takes care of my injuries. I look at my mommy's face to see a purple mark on there, I suddenly hug my mother, she was taken aback. She hugged me back as she cried, hands caressing my hair

"Gyuvin ah, in this place, it's only the two of us. So, let's get along well" she told me through her cries and I nodded.

I knew mother was hurting, she was a bird trapped in a cage. She married my father, it was ridiculous.
Kim Yohan was not nice. I don't know what she saw
In him but it was all falling down. The fairytale my father tried so hard to build was over, and I was the cause of that.

I could not let him know I loved her one bit. He was not a good man. Naeun lived her life surrounded by people who treated her good, was i ruining it all by liking her? Liking someone, it was a rare thing in the industry.it could not take place, especially with all the money hungry people in this industry, I will not...I could not like her.

She was a princess, rumours had it that her grandmother gave her a mansion as soon as she was born. She was loved by all, what would she say if she were to live in my life? It was horrible. It could not happen.

She was honestly, too good for me...

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