Taylor POV
Charlie seemed taken aback by this new information. "You've known...this whole time?" A curl had fallen in front of her face, causing me to gently tuck it behind her ear. "I have. You never noticed me keeping an eye on you? I know a lot more than most people think. Ask Taylor. I'm nosey." This made me giggle "she's not lying. Tree knows things before I do, things about me." Charlie laughed quietly, covering her mouth. "I uh, fuck it I don't know what to say. Sorry? Thanks? I don't know." I could practically feel the anxiety radiating off my girl. "I get it." My publicist pulled her shirt off her shoulder, revealing a few small burn scars. "Trust me, I get it. It was a dark time. I'm working on the pictures right now but there's not much hope. Could I ask you to do an Instagram live today? To cover the rumors that'll start any second now?" Charlie nodded softly "Thank you Tree. For everything. I'll do one soon." She assured and when we got home immediately pulled her phone out and set it up.
Charlie POV
"Hey everyone! So I'm actually on here to cover something. Today, my sleeves had come up while Taylor and I were walking. Many people noticed the bandages, and if you haven't seen the paparazzi pictures yet, you will soon I can guarantee. I'd like to say officially, yes I relapsed. I'm working on it, but self harm is an addiction and just like alcoholism or anything else, your bound to have a few relapses. Don't ask Taylor about my struggles guys, it's weird. I'm comfortable sharing my struggles to some extent, but Taylor has her social medias for her career and I have them for mine. If you have questions send them to me." I said, eyes scanning over the comments
Taylorlovesme: ew gross
Swiftie4eva: attention whore
TaylorSwiftshand: selfish truly
Taylorsversion: just shush
TaylorSwiftlover: love you Charlie <3
Taytaylover: thanks for choosing to share this with us! Brave <3
Naomi(Taylorsversion): your beautiful!
Hannahtheswiftie: love you <3
I sighed, smiling a little when I read the positive ones but going right back to negative. Maybe I really should just shush. The world might be happier if I was quiet. No way I can be selfish if I don't talk right? They're right, I should be quiet. "Alright well um....bye guys." I spoke quietly and ended the live, simply laying my head on the table afterward. Why do all the swifties hate me? Are they right? Am I not good enough for Tay? Maybe I should leave, prevent Taylor from finding out how horrible I am for herself.
Hi! This is my next chapter. I'm sorry I haven't written in so long, motivations just been gone. A family friend passed recently as well as some academic things, but hopefully I'll get back into it soon. Suggestions? Opinions?
-Brooklyn
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Your Losing Me
Fanfiction[BOOK 2 OF TIED TOGETHER WITH A SMILE] It's been a year since Charlie left Taylor at the alter, and it's safe to say neither girls are getting on very well. With Taylor's fans becoming more and more worried about the star's health and Charlie having...
