Obsession

part 41

Jk look at jihoon who is still alive ... Jk look at tae ..
Jk; I can't be cruel like you hubby ... I become powerful like you wanted but I can't be cruel you can do whatever you want ... (Tae look at jk And groan in pain ... Jk picked him giving him support by his shoulder ... They come to the car and bg drive rushy way soon they come to the hospital ... Tae and bg was taken to the ot ... One hour was spent like one eternal... Eun was crying and jk felt guilty for this mess ... After 2 hours the doctor informed eun about bg who is all ok but no news about tae ... Eun goes from there to meet bg and jk was hopelessly looking at the OT door ... His eyes didn't even blink he didn't want to close his eyes what if the doctor comes when he blinks....he is feeling lonely in all of the ppl ...

He needs his husband so badly at this point ... Hours passed almost 5 hours and jk feel restless ... His eyes were longing to see his hubby ...soon the doctor came out and jk looked at him he is losing his strength... But with a heavy body he came to the doctor and  tried to talk but his trembling voice didn't allow him to speak further ...
Doc; we can understand Mr Kim actually you know Mr Kim was shot by 5 bullets we successfully take out all the bullets and he is fine but (jk look at doctor when he said but )
Jk; what happened to him doctor??
Doc; he needs more time to
heal .. And Mr. Kim is in a coma we tried our best but couldn't do anything... It can be one day 1 week 1 months 1 years ... We really can't say anything about it ...

Jk; he is alive and it's ok for me .. (jj gulped down his saliva and looked at the doctor) can I meet him now doctor ?? (He asked with his emotionless voice ignoring his all injury... Doctor look at him with pitu as last time when they come for meet with jk's doctor he was totally baby to tae even tae was picking him ... His state is clearly showing how much broken he is .. )
Doctor; mr Kim pls come and let nurse do your dressing it's bleeding a lot ...
Jk; can't I meet my hubby now (his voice was clearly showing desperation)
Doctor : sorry but for 48 hours we keep mr Kim in observation we can't allow you (jk nod his head and sit there without getting any way nurse did his dressing even in some injury they stich but jk is not in his sense to feel all the pain )

48 hours passed and jk is still sitting in outside of tae's cabin ... Soon namjin come there and saw jk ... Jun sit beside jk and try to hold his hand but jk back away ...
Jin; how did this happened?? How is tae now ... No one tell me anything...
Jk; why you wanna know ??
Jin; what you mean by this Jungkook?
Jk; he might be make you guys ashamed again ... (His words stab
jin's heart badly)
Jin; Jungkook you are saying something which isn't required tae js my son ...
Jk; whom you always abandoned badly... Whom you always insult ... His team manage the news but let me tell you something he have gang war and for that he is here ... It might be drag your pride down so it's good to leave him alone ... Pls leave from here I don't want to hear any kind of embarrassment for my husband...

Nj; Jungkook you can't talk with him like this ... He is taehyung's mother... (Jk look at nj with his cold eyes and inhale later again look at tae's cabin door .. )
Jk; the same parents who doesn't even know that they kill him everyday ... At least leave them for now (his voice showing disappointment towards them which they also understand.. Jin didn't said anything and left from there while crying meanwhile jk was just waiting to pased the venomous minutes... Soon doctor came there and found jk ... Uncountable times he try to make jk understand to leave at least eat something but jk didn't listen to anything just looking at the door ..one passing second is feeling like 1 thousand years ... Ppl can say surely we can understand but the thing is can they really understand.. can someone understand what is going on someone mind ..  can someone understand what is hurting...

Can someone understand the pain of poison who didn't consume it .. What pain will make him understand who didn't stand in the same situation...
No one can understand pain no one can understand jk ... His fragile heart is in worst pain and most filthy thing is he also can't able to take it... No matter how strong you are but things will wreck you if you saw your most important person is in death bed even tae too broke down who know for gus heartless nature... The doctor informs JK to go inside the cabin room .. jk literally ran to the room and saw his love laying in bed lifelessly... He console himself saying his hubby is alright at least he is alive... Things will be ok and beautiful again... His hubby will come back to him ... But how much you try you can't console your most disloyal part in the body ...