Change Your Life (Jam Fanfic)

Chapter 10

Jades POV

"Baba wake up" I heard Perrie say softly as she shook me

"What? What is it?" I asked half asleep

"Someone is here to see you" she explained

"Who?" I asked opening one eye

"Sam" as she said that my heart began to race, why would he be here after the magazine and last night

"Why is he here?" Was all I could say

"He said he wants to talk"

"I don't know if I want to"

"Do you want me to send him away?" I just nodded my head in response to Perrie's question "okay baba" I heard her walked to the door

"Well?" I heard Sam's sexy voice sending a shiver down my spine

"She doesn't want to see you" Perrie explained

"Just let me in I can change her mind" he replied I just buried my face into the pillows

"She said no now go" Perrie said sternly

"God dammit, JADE!" He called I stayed quite "please beautiful let me in, let me explain I promise if after we talk you want this to be over ill go and I won't ever bother you again" as he said that I felt my heat break again, I slowly mustered up my energy and stood up walking to the door

"Perrie let him in" I said softly taking a seat at the table

"Are you sure baba?" She turned to face me, I just nodded before looking down

"Give us a few minutes please Pez" I said as Sam walked in

"I'll be just outside okay if you need anything call me" she narrowed her eyes at me

"I will" I forced a smile before she walked out leaving me and Sam face to face

"Jade you look-"

"A mess, I know" I cut him off finishing his sentence

"I was going to say beautiful" he said smiling

"Hmm" was all I could say

"umm about the other night you have to understand that I love you and no one else. The magazine had no right to print what they did" he rubbed his neck before sitting opposite me on the table

"That doesn't change what happened" I looked down trying to avoid eye contact with him

"I know but Jade I love you, I don't want anyone else" he reached out and placed his hand on mine but I quickly pulled back, I saw the hurt in his eyes.

"You hurt me Sam"

"I know but you have to know all I wanted was you. I never wanted that girl to kiss me and the photos this morning they hurt me too" he bit his lip before looking down

"I just don't think I can trust you again" I fiddled with the necklace that hung around my neck

"I see you're still wearing my necklace" I froze and looked down remembering it was his

"Mmhm" was all I could say again

"Please I promise if you give me another chance ill prove it to you how much I truly love you"

"I don't think I can" I felt a tear fall from my eye but just as quickly as it fell Sam caught it

"I don't like seeing you like this, I love you with every single part of my being and I just want to make you happy"