Change Your Life (Jam Fanfic)

Chapter 11

This was it the final week of the DNA tour and although not everything had gone to plan especially with Sam I was happy to be with my girls and singing to all the little mixers every night 

"Are you ready Jadey?" Jesy asked peering into the dressing room, we had a meet and greet with fans before we had to get ready for the show. 

"Ready as ill ever be" I smiled up at her 

"Let's meet some mixers" She clapped her hands excitedly, before I slowly walked over to her, grabbing her hand as she lead me outside to meet the other girls, we all found our seats at the table to start our meet and greet. 

"Excited" Perrie said softly 

"Of course" I smiled before taking the sharpie in my hand  

"Oh hello" I said looking up to see a young girl smiling holding her cd close to her chest 

"I can't believe I'm meeting you!" I saw her eyes glass over "your just such a huge inspiration to me"  

"Aww thank you" I couldn't help but stand up and embrace her in a hug, I felt her tears on my arm as they fell 

"I'm sorry" she said softly as I pulled back 

"It's okay, it means a lot to us" I began to rub her arm 

"Sorry move it along" our manager said trying to rush us 

"For god sakes just once can we spend a little bit more time with our fans instead of rushing! This is their big moment don't take it away" I grew annoyed as I turned to face my manager 

"Jade you can't say that" Perrie said standing up 

"Well it's true isn't it?" I turned back to face the young girl "I'm sorry" I said softly before holding out my hand to grab her cd 

"Oh yes" she said smiling slightly before handing me the cd I signed it and handed it to Perrie 

"It was nice meeting you beautiful" I finally said as she moved along  

"Jade we need to talk after this" my manger whispered into my ear as the next person came up I just nodded before turning my attention back to our fans they were the most important thing and I just wanted to give more to them!

~*~ 

"Come here right now" my manger said pointing at the spot in front of him, I rolled my eyes before making my way over to him 

"What is it?" I asked 

"We need to talk about how you acted in there and how you spoke to me!" He crossed his arms 

"I'm sorry okay" 

"Jade, I'm your manager you do as I tell you! You signed a contract therefore you have to do what ever I and the rest of management say!"  

"I said I was sorry" 

"Just don't let it happen again or else" as he said that I slowly turned and made my way back to the dressing room I was over the way management treated our fans, I just wanted all our fans to be happy! 

"You okay Jadey?" Jesy asked as I opened the door to the dressing room 

"Of course, just annoyed about earlier" I explained 

"Aww baba, I know what you meant about everything but you can't say what you said in front of fans" Perrie said as she walked closer to me 

"I know that but it's their special moment I don't want to rush it"  

"We kinda have to do what management says" Leigh chimed in  

"Yeah, yeah just forget it let's focus on getting ready for the show" I took a seat and looked up into the mirror. I didn't want anything to ruin tonight's show.

~*~ 

Jesy and I slowly made our way to the cafeteria to grab a cup of tea before we had to get changed, which was a good chance for us two to have a chat. 

"So Jadey talk to me what's going on?" She smiled sitting down opposite me 

"Nothing much really" I said taking a sip of my tea 

"Yes there is come on" 

"Fine, in all honesty I'm missing Sam a lot"  

"Aww poopy" she grinned up at me 

"Well it's true I know I broke it off with him but I was hurting Jesy but really all I need is him" I looked down 

"Why don't you call him?"  

"He won't answer you should have seen the hurt in his eyes, after everything there is no chance it would work" 

"How do you know unless you try?" She took a sip of her tea 

"I guess" I shrugged my shoulders "how's Jordan" I began to change the subject 

"Oh yes he is good I think he maybe coming to see me one of these shows"  

"Aw you two are just so adorable"  

"Oh stop" she giggled 

"There you two are, we gotta get ready" Leigh said rushing in 

"Relax Leigh we still have an hour" Jesy said 

"No only half an hour" Leigh pointed at the clock 

"Oh crap" I stood up quickly, followed by Jesy we rushed back to the dressing room and threw the door open 

"Finally" Perrie said standing up 

"Sorry lost track of time" I explained before grabbing my clothes and racing into the bathroom to change I was so excited I was buzzing!

~*~ 

The show was going great we were up to turn your face which was my favorite because it slows the whole show down 

"In my memory, all the small things, like daggers in my mind. In my memory, while my head bleeds the words i'll never find. That I always meant to say to you I Can't" Jesy started off the song so beautifully as always, but it was coming to my turn to sing my solo  

"Cause you Turned your face & now I can't feel you anymore" and as I sung those two lines I found myself locking eyes with a certain someone in the crowd it couldn't be? it wasn't was it? I blinked a few times before singing the next line 

"Turn your face, so now I can't see you anymore" I still found myself staring at the same person in the crowd I didn't want to believe it was him. 

"Walk away until you're not standing at my door. Turn your face, walk away and stay. Turn your face" as I finished my solo in the song I realized who it was in the crowd the familiar brown eyes staring into mine it was Sam! 

Thoughts began to race through my mind why was he here? Did he still love me? Was he coming here to say goodbye forever? I just wanted the show to be over so I could talk to him I needed to know why he was here! We hadn't spoken in two weeks so this was unusual, yes I missed him and I still loved him but not knowing how he felt was the hardest part!