Change Your Life (Jam Fanfic)

Chapter 12

As we finished the show I raced off stage ignourng everyone but I heard a voice from behind me 

"Jade wait!" I kept walking trying to ignore them I knew it was Sam but I wasn't ready for this "for god sakes Jade Amelia Thirlwall stop being so stubborn" I felt his hand on my arm turn me around 

"Why?" I asked looking down 

"Because I-" he stopped and looked around "come here" he grabbed my hand and pulled me into a spare dressing room no one was using. "Listen to me okay" he leaned against the door 

"Why Sam it's been two weeks you haven't called! We are over aren't we?" I asked looking up with tears in my eyes 

"I didn't call because I knew you were upset and you know what I was upset too! All I want was to hold you and tell you everything will be okay" he took a deep breathe "we weren't over and we still aren't over" as he said that I felt his lips crash into mine and right in that moment it felt like the world had stopped like we were the only two standing in it like nothing else mattered, I felt that spark I felt the first time he ever kissed me! 

"You have no idea how badly I wanted to do that" he smiled pulling back 

"I'm sorry for everything and freaking out and pushing you away" I felt a tear slide down my cheek but he instantly caught it 

"No beautiful, it's me who should be sorry! I never should have let the boys and those girls into my room and none of this would of happened" I felt his hands wrap around my waist his strong arms making me feel safe 

"I just-" he cut me off with his lips on mine again 

"Beautiful don't say anything, I love you okay" his hand slipped into mine and our fingers slowly intwined, as he kissed my nose. I slowly rested my head in the nook of his neck and took in his scent god how I missed this.  

I stayed wrapped in his arms for what felt like hours before I slowly pulled back and looked up into his brown eyes 

"Sam" I said softly 

"What is it Jadey?" He smiled tucking a piece of hair behind my ear 

"What did the boys say about you coming to see me?" I quizzed 

"Well Ash took me to the airport and spoke to me about everything so I think they were cool" 

"But what about your shows?" 

"I already missed eight of them" as he said that I began to feel terrible 

"Sam you can't miss your shows what about your fans?" I looked down 

"Hey now, babe they will understand I needed to be here with you" he slowly lifted my chin so I was looking back into his eyes 

"I just don't want them to hate me, especially for everything two weeks ago" I explained 

"They could never hate you if anything they will hate me! Don't ever think badly about yourself I love you and our fans love you" he smiled before wrapping his arms around me tight one more time. 

"I better get back to the girls they will wonder where I am" I slowly pulled out of his arms 

"What are you going to leave me here?" 

"No your coming with me" I smiled grabbing his hand and leading him to the door 

"But wait before we go" I felt him pull me back into him and his lips crash into mine "okay now we can go" he smiled again as I slowly made my way out and back into the hall way. 

"Beautiful I have to go get my stuff can I meet you at the bus" Sam asked stopping and turning to me 

"But I don't want you to go"