Kelani pov
"Lani come here" it's the weekend and I was laying down watching a
Radom show on Netflix but I quickly paused my show to see what Chris wanted so I quickly got up and walked down the hallway to his room to see him
Sitting next to hezzy both of them not having shirts on "yes papa" I'm still not use to calling them daddy and papa but I also don't wanna get punished so I'll compromise I guess "what been your problem lately"
I made a face of confusion "uhh what do you mean by that" hezzy sucked his teeth "Kiyah told us don't be fucking with her is that true" I huffed because like I have mentioned before Kiyah wants me to be ok with being her and I'm not
"It's not that I don't mess with her it's just she's very pushy" Chris raised his eyebrows and said "In what way" I was hesitant to say it making me step back one but I said "I really appreciate you guys giving me food and shelter and making sure I'm good
But I was still kidnapped and I don't know if I'm ever gonna be ok with that but I'm dealing with it I'm my own way like I don't hate y'all
Or anything I'm kinda just conflicted with myself but she wants me to be ok
With it and have sex with y'all
And stuff and yes
Y'all are attractive men but I'm one not ready for sex yet and two don't know how to do it and I feel
Like every-time we have a conversation she brings it up and it makes me uncomfortable
So I try to avoid conversations with her" Chris nodded but hezzy chuckled "I mean if we was to give your ass back right now they wouldn't take you they gave you to us and what would be the difference from us getting you the way we did you signing a few paper
With all your information giving you the title of a maid or we took you on a few dates and made you our bitch because no matter how we got you your job would still be the same to clean,cook,fuck,and shit the fuck up"
I huffed as I felt a tear hit my face because like I didn't say anything crazy or disrespectful but I already knew hezzy had a short fuse
"The difference is the other two I would have had the choice of some freedom I worked hard In school for years to get nothing out of it because I can't go to college I wanna be a normal person for once in my life and everything seems to stop me
And the thing I'm trying to deal with my is the fact that I'm going to be here forever I'm never gonna be in a relationship,get married,have kids,or even experience life" I was in full on tears at this point and they both had no emotions on there face so I guess I'm talking Into two big brick walls
"Well ima need you to deal with it faster because your making Kiyah upset now get out" I nodded and quickly walked back to my room
Chris pov
Kelani just walked out of our room In a pool of tears and I was furious with my husband "what the fuck is wrong with you" he looked at me and shrugged "she needs to get over it she's not going anywhere anytime soon so she need to just get into
The flow of how things work around here" I looked at him stupid "she literally just said she was trying she didn't say anything disrespectful she didn't even curse so the least you can do is give her some fucking slack and not tell the girl to get over being taken from her family
No matter how bad they were to her it's clearly some fucked up love In her heart for them" he huffed "baby all I'm saying is why keep thinking of the past and it's probably gonna be a long time before we let her outside so school is a big stretch so fro now I want her to get over
It and focus on her duties here and what good is being mean to Kiyah getting her almost nothing right yes she might be uncomfortable but Kiyah right" I rolled my eyes "hezekiah I'm not saying she's not but you could have been more gentle about it
You speak before you think and that's your problem one of the reason the girls are even here In the first place because you just don't know how to bite your fucking tongue bro damn" so me and hezzy go through stuff like any other married couple
Like because we have been together since we were in high school and yes he has always had the same big personality shit it used to be way worse but he kinda calmed down after he took his first accidental life
But the way he talks to people even me sometimes needs to stop because like said that why the girls are here now they kinda help us In a wash they don't know about they let us shake of steam from being mad at each other
Because I love my baby but I'm mad at him frequently "why are you protecting her feeling so
Much do you want to be married to her instead or something" he said aggressive trying to snatch his ring from his finger
"You take your ring off ima fuck you up out that mufucka back on because like i said the day you take it off is the day you don't wanna be with me anymore and that's the day you die now no I don't wanna marry her you just was way nicer to niyah and rose why be so fucked up to Kelani when she ain't did shit
But wanna be a regular fucking teenager" I said with a scuff before walking in the bathroom
