Yeah, me just rant and in distress and period and he just says oof. No wonder I will probably never confess. He may be the one I have feelings for, but I don't think he is the one who will give me what I need. I might be very selfish in saying or thinking about it, but I feel kinda sad that I might have to fix myself first, before I can truly see myself being together with him, and the fact that goes with all my fictional delulu stuff.
I wish I had someone who can help me, or comfort me right now. But I think... I might be bothering people if I even asked. It could just be me in my period, that's why I'm acting like this. But yeah... I hate it. I really wished someone would see me as more than just the second option or someone who they can push around and give high expectations. I really just want someone would just comfort me genuinely. Why am I so selfish? Why am I even asking for something like that in the first place? God... I hate myself.. Im so awful...
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A Writer's Block
RandomThis is where I rant because I don't want to bother people. They'll just tell me things that will worsen my thoughts on myself. I'm tired of people offering comfort, only to shit on you when you ask for it, and that is what became of this book. Mf r...
