Holy shit, I am lapsing againg with my self perception on my body. Am I not doing enough? I wished I was a bit taller, maybe I'd look slimmer? Why is it that when I look at the mirror, I do think I don't look that bad, but why is that even tho I look slimmer than the average American. Why wasn't I born with a quick metabolism, or thin? Was it my fashion? Why do I look so fucking ugly? Why? I thought I don't care, but when I look at myself and then have the others to compare, I feel disgusting of myself. Fuck this.....

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A Writer's Block
AléatoireThis is where I rant because I don't want to bother people. They'll just tell me things that will worsen my thoughts on myself. I'm tired of people offering comfort, only to shit on you when you ask for it, and that is what became of this book. Mf r...