Never the one Never mine | VSOO

Painful nights

*Endless night

Love trapped us in a windowless room (Love)

What can we say?

Long for love even though it hurts every time (Love)

Get hurt and break down, I

Don't know what's making me hold on

If I leave anyway, I'll hate you in my pained state

We can't end it before it's over

It's as if we've been waiting for this agony*

*lovesick girls by blackpink.*

__________________________________________________

"AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

"WHYYY, HOW CAN THIS HAPPENNN UGHH"

Tears strolled down jisoo's face, it was evening, and she just found out so much, she was very quite for some days, trying to keep herself together for the exams. 

She was quite, not aware, and so was her whole little group.

They didn't know something like this could happen.

It all goes back, To when Jungkook had a fight with people in the school, those hooligans now complained on it, and so...

Even though Jungkook was given a warning by the school, but he was scolded hard by his parents.

All this stuff, and Jisoo's parents never being calm.

She was done.

So fucking done with the whole world.

She was angry about it, but she was more angry that it affected her so bad, while it meant nothing to taehyung. 

She was more sad about that.

Didn't he care about him?

What was this "no reply only talk when I need shit".

She hated it.

Didn't he get she was sad?

or anyone was sad?

How angry could she possibly be, her best friend being away from her, her other bestfriend giving her dry replies, and her parents scolding her. 

What did they mean by she did no work? She was suffering and still keeping herself together.

She was a beautiful mess still kept together. 

And no one knew.

How was she so broken yet so perfect, it was always a mystery.

-Some hours later-

-AnnoyingTaehyung: HELOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

-Jisoo: Heyy

-AnnoyingTaehyung: wyd?

-Jisoo: nthing

-AnnoyingTaehyung: Ofc u are lmfao.

-Jisoo: -_-

----------------------------------------------------

How did he not get I was sad? Does he actually not care?

Jisoo was raging and crying, and the worst part was, she didn't know why she was crying? who was she crying for? That boy who always only talked to her for work? the boy who always annoyed her? the boy who never had good replies and always texted dry? 

The one who ignored her messages?

Was it him?

Did she actually cry so much for him?

That was the last thing she wanted to do. 

But she didn't get it and nor did he.

He was tangled in his own thoughts. 

He thought Jk was just joking and didn't care about him.

He was always like that wasn't he?

Unbothered.

That one word was enough for him to pop up in Jisoo's mind.

She really killed herself with her own thoughts.

Maybe she could try to not care.

But it wasn't possible for her, such a pure soul couldn't do it.

She was ruined but also well kept, for whom?

No one cared.

But she did.

She felt like she was in hypnosis.

But it triggered her so bad.

Nothing helped her in that moment.

No music, no talking, no sleep, nothing.

She could not,

Just could not.

It wasn't the first time she was crying for her best friend.

But it still stung just as if it was.

She felt so alone and done. 

And the one whom she wanted for to understand did not get her. 

 Well that was just here. 

And her lonely night.

With unstoppable tears.

Just trying to study, but that didn't work too.

So she slept, rather she tried to.

But she knew it was just gonna be a painful, teary night.

But it wasn't any new for her too.