March 21st, 2024
Dear Diary,
I am going to be 100% honest. I am at the point where when I go to sleep, I wish to never wake up.
I feel like it would be easier if I just disappeared. I will no longer be a burden to my family.
Every time I see the old pair of scissors sitting on my desk, I want to grab them and slit my wrist until I pass away. The same thing when I look at my medication.
The only reason why I haven't resorted to self-harming again is because I have been almost a year clean. I don't want to relapse and go back to that dark path. But it is just so hard when I feel rejected and alone all the time lately.
I just want the pain to go away.
Yours truly,
Kora Darden
