Chapter 12

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Jamie's P.O.V.

I was sitting in a corner with Saskia waiting for the meeting to finish. She said:

-How's Y|n?

I looked at my phone and saw Y|n. She was laying in bed with her eyes closed. I smiled softly at the sight of her and handed Saskia the phone. She looked at Y|n and smiled. She said:

-Anxiety again?

-Yeah...

She sighed.

-Must be hard...

-It is. But I'm trying to be strong for her.

-You're strong for the both of you. But you have your own emotions too, Jamie. And it's ok to share them. Y|n would be more than happy to know she's helping you. She needs you to be open with her like she had been with you.

I thought for a second and nodded. She was right. I was growed up to be a partisan. We don't show our emotions. We focus on doing our job and shut down everything else. But Y|n is my girlfriend and I trust her. I can be myself around her.

I was looking around the room when I heard Y|n's voice trough my Airpod:

-I love you...I wish you could hold me right now...

I smiled and wanted to answer her when Ellie touched my arm.

-Hey. We're done for today.

I nodded.

-Let's go.

Ellie said she'd ride in Anastasia's car since they needed to discuss something about tomorrow.

I nodded and started my car, eager to get to the hotel as fast as possible. I had my camera open all the time so Y|n could see me if needed. I unmuted myself and said:

-How are you feeling, baby?

-I'm good...

She opened her eyes and looked at the screen.

-What did you tell my teacher earlier?

-Nothing...I just told her that you're having a hard time and you need some days off. But I didn't give any details.

-Mmm...Ok.

She didn't seem too convinced so I said:

-Baby, she doesn't know about your anxiety, I promise.

She smiled softly and nodded.

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