Evan's Point of View
I'm on my way home coming from the office to take care of what I need na ayusin for student visa when my phone suddenly rang. When I look at it, it's Cee. I answered the video call and saw her crying.
"Are you crying?" alalang tanong ko. Nakakinis naman, ayokong makita siyang ganto pero eto na. Nasaktan ko na siya ng sobra.
["What if I told you that I am?"] she asked weakly and hearing that made my heart shattered into pieces.
"Why? What happened? Are you okay?" tinanong ko pa talaga, alam ko namang ako ang dahilan ng pagluha niya.
["What do you think huh? You think I'm fine sa situation natin? Where did I go wrong, Evan? Why are you doing this to me?"] I hate how I already know the reason, sa pagkita ko pa lang sa mga luha niya.
She shouldn't blame herself for what is happening to us, ako dapat ang sisihin. I am the one who should be blame for, ako naman yung may kasalanan bakit kami nagkakaganito. Walang mali sa kanya, na sa'kin ang mali. I keep everything from her, and now she's hurting because of me.
"Cee... I-I am sorry... babawi ak-"
["It's always sorry, lagi na lang babawi. Pero ano... bumawi ka ba? Nasasaktan na lang ako e... kakahintay sa'yo!"] after that she hanged up the call.
The anger was visible in her voice. Okay lang... magalit ka lang sa'kin... pero wag mo sana akong tigilang mahalin. I know it is selfish to wish for knowing that loving me is just hurting her. Pero, I can make thing right naman 'di ba? But the question is... when?
I drive fast as much as I can so that I can talk to her, kahit sa chat lang. When I already parked my car in the garage ay pinatay ko muna yung car at chinat muna si Cee.
Evan: let's talk about this...
Ilang oras din ako naghintay sa loob ng sasakyan habang nakabukas ang pinto but my message was not delivered and she even didn't seen it.
Evan: please, let me make things right...
can you please talk to me?
please Cee...
I will explain everything...
And that's when I realized that pwedeng naka-restrict ako sa kanya. Sinarado ko ang pintuan ng kotse ko at pinaandar 'yon. I drive going to Dari's house because based sa background kanina ay kina Dari 'yon. As soon as I arrive there ay bumaba na ako at sakto namang nakita ko si Dari na naka-motor at may dalang foods. When she saw me ay agad namang nag-iba ang itsura niya.
"Why are you here?" bumaba siya sa motor niya at nilapitan ako. She's looking at me with anger in her eyes.
"Kamusta siya?" I asked worriedly.
"Why won't you ask her?" she asked me in intimidating tone. "You had the courage to go here, ang lakas ng loob mong tanungin kami pero siya hindi? Siya ang makakasagot niyan."
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