Part 5: Almost time to leave

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The time went by fast. I only have two days left where I can be with bts. My room is done since they said they start making my room. It didn't took long and we had much fun. A bed was inside there already and so we actually just had to bring all the stuff out, that I don't need in this room. We got a few new furniture, like a night table a cute lamp so I can see in the dark, a tiny mirror for my Idea table where I write all my thoughts in my secret book and that's it. There was a wadrobe in the room too and I use it now. It looks pretty good. We dust off the room and cleaned the window. Now it's a bright, big, tidy room. I feel very comfortable in there and that's why I am sitting on my bed right now and just stare outside the window. The boys even allowed Stacy to come here once and she brought me clothes. She will also bring me home the day after tomorow. She made like three pictures with Namjoon and just one with the others. I quietly look out my window and think about Taekook and get lost in my thoughts when someone suddenly knocks on my door.
J-Hope POV:
I am on my way to Jin's room right now. I really want to talk with him. I knock on his door and he says:"Come in.,, friendly. I go inside and close the door behind me. "Jin, is it ok if I lock the door?,, I ask unsure. He just nods for yes and so I lock the door. "Why did you came Hoseok? What happened? Did you kill someone?,, Jin says amused. "No, I didn't kill anyone. Or maybe I'll kill myself.,, I say unsure. "No Hoseok, don't do that. Our Choreos will be a only mess if you go. So tell me, what happened?,, He asks again and pats next to him on his bed. I sit down next to him and say:"Ok, I just say it. I- I feel somthing for Y/N. I guess I fell for her.,, "I know.,, Is the only thing Jin says to this. "What? That's all you have to say? And why, how do you know?,, I ask curious and confused. I never told anybody about this. "Hoseok, I already knew it because I saw the way you look at her. I know what happened between you and Y/N in Jimin's room and since then I knew you fell for her. You never do things without thinking about the concequence.,, I think about what he said for a moment and ask:"But how did you know I fell for her bevore I did?,, "I just know you too well and I am happy for you. Y/N is an awesome girl.,, I smile at this but my smile disappears when I think about Jimin and that Y/N is actually here because of him. "You know what? I tell Y/N that I like her right now. I mean she will leave the day after tomorow.,, "You sure you can just tell her?,, Jin asks skeptical. He continues:"I wouldn't do this now. She went trough so much in the past few days. She found out about Taekook and I am sure she still doesen't know if she is really happy about this. She is living here now, she can't tell her sister about Taekook, Jimin is around her all the time and she might be scared because of the Paparazzi. They still keep taking about what happened in the Park.,, "You are right Hyung but when I can tell her than? I want her to know abot my feelings.,, I say and Jin thinks for a few seconds bevore he says:"Give her your number. It doesen't matter now anymore. We already broke so much rules, so just do it.,, I smile at this idea and say:"Yes, that's a great idea. Thanks Hyung. I go to her now or else Jimin will be there bevore me.,, I quickly hug Jin and unlock the door. I go straight to Y/N's room and knock on her door.
Y/N POV:
"Come in.,, I say and turn around to see Hoseok comming in. "Hey, Hobi. What's up?,, I ask and smile a bit. "Hey Y/N. I- Can you give me your mobile real quick?,, he asks and looks nervous. "You alright?,, I ask while giving him my moblie. He just nods for yes and after a few seconds he gives me my mobile back. "Call this number.,, He says and I do. I hear another mobile ringing and Hobi says:"Wait a second, I am getting a call.,, He takes out his mobile from his pocket and picks up. Now I realise that I called him and that he gave me his number. "Yes? Who is there?,, He asks and it's funny to hear him on my right and in my left ear at same time. "Here is Cupid.,, I say playfull and we giggle togheter. I end the call and we put away our mobiles. "Thanks for that Hobi. I really needed to laugh right now.,, He comes towards me and sits on the other side of the bed. I turn around to him and again think about Tae and Jungkook. I just can't get over it. "Y/N, you alright?,, Hobi asks me worried. "I don't know. I still think about the Taekook thing. I just don't know how I should feel. My emotions are so overwhelming and that mixed with my period is not easy. I am happy that it's over soon.,, I say without thinking and quickly add:"I mean, I am happy that my period is gone soon.,, I look at Hobi who is just looking at me with loving eyes. "What? Why are you looking like this?,, I ask shy. "It's nothing. You are just pretty.,, He says smiling and I blush. I look away and suddenly I become really tired. "Hobi, I am tired but I don't want to be tired. I want to do somthing fun.,, He thinks for a second and says:"How about playing a game? Something where you have to move.,, "Yes, that's a great idea. Let's tell the other members and play togheter.,, I say and quickly stand up. "I go to Jimin and Jin and ask them to play with us.,, I say and Hobi comes to me. "Okay. I get Twister and ask jk and Taehyung to join.,, He knows that I don't want to ask them. It's so cute of him to ask them for me. "Thanks Hobi.,, I say and give him a short hug. We let go again and I go to Jimin's room. I just go inside without knocking. "Hey Jimin, Hobi and me are playing Twister in the living room. Want to join us?,, I ask and he jumpes up from his bed. "Yes, ofcourse. I am comming in five minutes.,, I nod for yes and go to Jin's room. I knock on his door and the usual friendly voice says:"Come in.,, I go inside and say:"Hobi, me and a few others are playing Twister in the living room in a few minutes. Would you like to join us?,, He thinks for a while and says:"Does Jungkook play also?,, I nod for yes and he finnaly agees to play with us. "I go and ask RM if he wants to play too.,, Jin says and goes to RM's room. I go downstairs in the livingroom and see Taekook exited sitting on the Sofa. "Hey Y/N. It's cool that you play too.,, Tae says friendly and I just try to smile. I stand there and somthing tells me to go outside again. I feel uncomfortable and say:"I am getting something to drink for us all.,, and go out again. I walk to the kitchen and get lost in thoughts again. I walk while looking at the ground and suddenly bump into someone. "I am soory. I didn't see you.,, I say rubing my head. I look at the person and it is Yoongi. He stands up and asks:"Should I help you standing up?,, I nod for yes and he gives me his hand. I take it and stand up again. "Why were you so lost?,, He asks and I replay with:"I am playing Twister with Hobi, jk, Tae, Jimin and actually everyone plays exept you. Come with me and join us.,, "I don't want to move. I want to sleep.,, He says tired. "Come on Yoongi. You can just join us without moving. You can spin this thing and tell the others how to put their hands and feets,, He smirks a bit thinking about htis and than says:"Okay, I am joining you.,, "Cool, I just get something to drink. You can go in the living room already.,, I say and go to the kitchen. I take glasses and get some water when I notice that someone is comming in the kitchen. "I thought you might need some help.,, The person says and comes cose to me. I feel his front body on my back and I can't turn around. "You will need Sprite too.,, he says and I just feel his breath on my neck. He takes out the Sprite from the little wadrobe infront of me. I am a blushing mess and after he put the bottle on the table he grabs my waist and turns me around looking straight in my eyes. My heart feels like it's exploading and he is still being so close to my body. He wants to say somthing when another person comes in the kitchen. "Hey Y/N when are you-,, Tae stops himself from talking and just looks overwhelmed at me and Yoongi. "Sorry, did I interubt you both?,, He says shy and Yoongi says:"What does it look like? I am helping her with the Drinks. We will come in two minutes.,, Tae nods and leaves again. "We can talk later. Let's bring the drinks to the boys.,, Yoongi says and puts the glasses on a tablett. "Why are you doing this to me?,, I pout and he replays:"I just like making you blush. Come on, take the bottles. I take the tablett.,, I do as he said and we go in the living room togheter. We go inside and everyone else is sitting in there already. After a few more minutes we start playing. Tae, Jimin and me are the first ones. Yoongi spins this thing and says:"Jimin, left hand on red.,, and Jimin does. Yoongi spins the whole time and now we three surely look like idiots. "My hand is hurting spin faster Yoongi.,, I say and he does. "Tae, left feet on yellow.,, Tae does and hovers over me. I can feel he tries to put his weight on me and I shout:"Tae, use your own muscles to stay!,, and so he does. "Jimin, right hand on green.,, Yoongi says and Jimin does. "Y/N, right feet on red.,, He says and I try to reach red. My feet was on green bevore. "Can anybody check if my feet is on red?,, I ask beacause I can't see it anymore."Yes it is.,, Jin says. "Tae, left hand on blue.,, "How is that possible?,, Tae asks and tries to reach blue. I can see his hand and it's now on blue. "Jimin, right hand on red.,, Jimin tries his best to reach red without touching me anywhere. It actually looks fun. He can't reach red and falls. "Jimin is out!,, Yoongi shouts. Tae and me still 'stand' there and Yoongi quickly spins again. "Y/N, left hand on green.,, I try to reach green but I bump Tae's arm to hard and we fall. Now we lay there laughing and the others giggle too. "Tae, please stand up. You are heavy.,, I say and he replays:"I would but your body is laying on my arm.,, With RM's help we finnaly can stand up again. Hobi now says:" JK, don't be jealouse. It's just a game.,, We play a few more rounds and it's getting dark. I am sitting next to Yoongi and Hobi and the darkness is making me tired. "Yoongi, can I lean on your shoulder?,, I ask tired and he just nods for yes and so I lay my head on his shoulder. I watch how Jin and Jungkook make crazy poses and gestures to not fall and it looks really funny. After a few more minutes I fall asleep.
Yoongi POV:
It's fun watching Jin and Jungkook suffer. Y/N's head lays on my shoulder and I try to not speak too loud. I noticed that Y/N fell asleep and now I say:"Jin, left feet on green.,, quiet and Jungkook asks me:"Why are you talking so quiet?,, I simply point at ths sleeping Y/N and they seem to understand. I can't concentrate anymore. My heart doesen't stop beading so fast anymore and it feels like I am going to have a heart attack. "Namjoon, can you spin this for me?,, I ask and so he does. I give rhis thing to Namjoon and it seems like he is having fun while spinning. I look at Y/N and my heart even beads faster. What is happening with me? "Hoseok, can we bring Y/N into her room? My shoulder is hurting.,, I say as excuse and he agrees. I actually don't have a reson to bring her to her room. Hoseok says:"Should I carry her, or do you want to?,, he giggles. "You can do this.,, I say and he takes Y/N in his arms. We walk upstairs and I open Y/N's door, so Hoseok can go inside. He lays Y/N on her bed and I just watch her. She actually is really pretty. Her lips are full and her hair is so pretty. Her body shape looks really good and when she looks into my eyes I forget everything around me. "Yoongi? You still there?,, Hoseok asks bringing me back to reality. "Huh, what?,, Is the only thing I can say right now. "You are starring at Y/N the whole time. Do you like her?,, Hoseok asks teasing me. I just replay with:"I don't know. Maybe.,, and actually is that the truth. I don't know. "You know what?,, Hoseok asks and continues:"I actually really like Y/N but I guess It's just friendly liking.,, He smiles but I know him to well, to belive that. "Really? Just as a friend, yeah?,, I ask with a smirk and he slowly blushes. "Actually, it could be that I like her bit more and it seems like you do too Hyung.,, I am a bit speechless after this and it becomes a bit awarked between me and Hoseok. "We should go down to the others again.,, Hoseok says and I replay:"I am going to bed. I am tired.,, He just nods and we go out of Y/N's room. Hoseok goes down again and I quickly go to Y/N again. I didn't even close her door. I go in her room and lock the door behind me. I slwoly and quiet walk to Y/N and sit down on the side of her bed carefully. I look at her and she just lays there peacefull. What am I even doing here? Why I didn't just go in my bed and leave her alone? Why? I don't know. I think about this moment in the kitchen, when we looked in each others eyes. I felt somthing. I don't know what it was, but I know I like when she is blushing because of me. I actually don't like being close to others, but when I am close to Y/N I like it. I feel good when she is around and I forget my worries. What am I even thinking? Can it be that... I fell for Y/N? This can't be. I can't fall for her. She is leaving soon and Jimin loves her already. I can't do this to him. But actually, no one has to know about this. I will give her my number when she is awake. I mean, why she would refuse? It would be too much for her if she finds out. I mean, Hoseok fell for her too, obviosly. Hoseok is bad at hiding his feelings. I won't tell anybody about this. Not even Y/N. This will be hard, but I can do this. I look at Y/N the whole time and she is now opening her eyes slowly. She yawns and now her eyes are open. It's too late to run away. "Hi Yoongi. Where am I?,, She asks tired and I replay:"In your room. Hoseok and me brang you here.,, "That's really cute of you. Thanks. How long have you been sitting there?,, She asks curious. "Umm, I- It- I- Just a few minutes. Hoseok went down already. I just...,, I stotter and this is so embarrasing. I don't know what to say. Y/N giggles a bit and says:"Wow, I never knew I could make you stotter with such an easy question.,, She smiles cute and I feel my heart beading faster. "I am hungry. But I am too lazy to stand up.,, She says and I have to smile at this. "That's my line. I always say this.,, I say pouting. She sits up and comes close to my ear. She whispers:"I know. That's why I said this.,, She goes away from my ear and looks shy at her blanket. It looks so cute. I can feel how my cheeks are getting warm and I blush. She looks up again. "Yoongi, are you blushing?,, she asks in disbelive. "What does it look like? Yes, I am blushing. I'll go and get some food. You stay here.,, I say and stand up.
Y/N POV:
I am really suprised. I made Min Yoongi blush or what? He stands up and goes to the door. "I am comming back in a few minutes.,, Yoongi says and goes outside, closing the door behind him. I lay down again and close my eyes. Yoongi is actually really kind. He just doesen't show it so often. I relax a bit and someone comes in my room. I leave my eyes closed and ask:"Yoongi, is it you? Or who is it?,, "You can guess three times.,, The voice says and I know who it is. I open my eyes and say:"I knew it's you Jimin-ssi.,, He smiles and comes towards me. "I wanted to see if you still sleep.,, He says and now sits infront of me on my bed. I sit up too and my stomach makes sounds. "Are you hungry? I can make you some food.,, He says worried. "No, it's okay. Yoongi gets me some food already.,, I say smiling. "Yoongi is getting the food for you? I met him downstairs and I thought he is sleeping, since Hoseok told us he is going to sleep. I asked him why he is still awake and he said he gets some food. But he didn't say he gets the food for you.,, Jimin says confused. I just laugh a bit at this but stop after a few sconds. "Did Yoongi say what food he brings?,, I ask hoping it's anything I like. "No, he didn't say anything. He just said he brings food.,, I am a bit disapointed but I just let it be. Now another person knocks on my door and I say:"Come in.,, expecting Yoongi to come in now, but it is Taehyung who comes in. "Tae, what do you want?,, I ask friendly. "I wanted to look after you, but Jimin came first as I see.,, He says and Jimin replays:"You can join us. It's not like we talk about any secrets.,, and I agree. "I actually wanted to talk to Y/N alone.,, Tae says shy. "Okay, I will go out then. See you for dinner Y/N.,, Jimin says cute and I say goodbye too. Jimin again closes the door behind him and Tae comes towards me. "How you doing? You seemed very tired.,, He says. "I feel okay. So, why you want to talk to me alone?,, "I just want to make sure you don't feel so uncomfortable with me and Jungkook. I mean, we already talked about it I know, but it sometimes feels like you are not so comfortable with that. I don't want you to feel uncomfortable with me.,, I stand up from my bed and hug him. "Tae, it's okay. I am not uncomfortable. I just have to get used to it. It's new for me to see you both kissing somtimes, but Tae, don't feel bad about this.,, I say and he hugs me back. "I am happy that it's okay for you. I love you Y/N. You are like a little sister to me.,, He says, I smile and a little tear falls down my cheek. I can finnaly be happy for them. Now I know it's a happy tear. We let go and he sees my tear. Bevore he says somthing I do. "Tae, don't worry. It's a happy tear. I cry in happiness.,, I smile and he smiles with me. "You can come to me whenever you need somone to talk.,, He says and I nod for yes. He whipes away my tear and rests his hand on my cheek. It feels nice having him as big brother from now on. "Taehyung, Y/N what are you both doing there?,, Someone suddenly says and we turn around.

That's it for Part 5. I hope ya'll enyoed reading this. Let's find out what is going to happen next in Part 6. Byeeee Sarangheo

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