Fallen for another one || Jimin ff

Part 12:Much emotions

I stand there, a bit in shock, and look at Jimin speechless. "Did- did you really say that?,, I ask and he looks at me with his cute eyes and smiles shy. "I- I know it's suprising but, I thought about it for the last two days. I thought about asking you to go on a date with me or not. You can take your time and think about it too. I don't want to put you under pressure.,, He now looks down on the ground shy. He really asked me to go on a date with him. I don't know what to say. Actually I want to say yes right now, but, I feel unsure. Jimin is really amazing and I feel something for him. I know that. So, what is stoping me from saying yes? Jimin now slowly lets go my hands and looks at me again. "I am sorry. I shouldn't make you feel uncomfortable.,, He says a bit sad. "No, Jimin I am not uncomfortable. I just never were in such a situation. Okay, one time, but this was not real. You don't know about this and not even Stacy does.,, No one knows what happened last time. I think I am just scared to get hurt again. "I would never make fun of you Y/N. I fell in love with you for real and I am even ready to tell Army about it. That I fell in love, with the most adorable girl ever. I want the world to know about it, if you want it too.,, Jimin says and looks at me with his loving eyes. No one ever said such words to me. My heart is beading like crazy and my cheeks are red. He really loves me. I didn't think that someone could really like me like that. I slowly get tears in my eyes and say:"That's the most loving thing someone ever said to me.,, and the tears slowly start falling down. Jimin sees this and takes me in his arms. He whispers:"I will never hurt you. I promise.,, I feel so comfortable in his arms. I can feel how warm my heart gets and how I love him more and more every second. "You can tell Army.,, I say to tell him that I agree to the date. He slowly let's me go and looks at me. I can see the sparkle in his eyes and he asks:"You really go on a date with me?,, I smile and nod for yes. "I know people usually don't kiss bevore a date but, can I kiss you? It wouldn't be our first time.,, he smirks now and I again nod for yes. He puts his arms around my waist, pulls my body closer to him, and kisses me. We close our eyes and I put my hands on his backhead. He kisses me soft and we move our lips a bit. I smile in the kiss and we stop kissing. He still has his face close to mine and we look into each others eyes. Our noses are touching and I can feel his hot breath on my face. "You don't have to worry about anything. I will handle that with Army and with your uncle too. I am sure they will support us.,, Jimin says loving and we back up again. "We should tell the others. The question is, how?,, I ask unsure and ad:"I know I can tell Stacy. She will keep the secret as long as you don't tell anyone. But I am very unsure about J-Hope. I don't want to hurt him again. He went trough so much allready.,, Jimin smiles at me and says:"We will find a conclusion. Maybe you could tell J-Hope a bit more carefully. He is really sensetive when-,, I cut him of by saying:"When it comes to love. I know. That's the problem on the whole thing. He told me he loves me. I mean, he littary said 'I love you' to me.,, Jimin looks a little shocked and says: "Okay, that's making it even more worse. For now we should go to the others and think about how to tell J-Hope about this.,, I agree and we go outside to the Van. The others stand there allready. JK, Tae and Stacy are holding an ice cream in their hand and RM looks at us with a fake smile. "Finnaly you are there.,, RM says and the three with the ice cream laugh evil. "Okay, what happened?,, Jimin asks and RM replays with:"Just get in the Van.,, Everyone, exept me and Stacy, is going in the Van. "It was so nice seeing you again.,, I say and Stacy smiles at me. We hug for a goodbye and Stacy says:"I will tell you what happend. I'll text you when I reach home.,, I agree and we hug a final time. She goes and I get inside the Van, next to Jimin. I sit down and go between Jimin and Jin. I look at Jimin and see that he already is looking at me. We both blush and look down. "Oh kay, what did we miss?,, Jin asks giving me such a 'I know' look. Yoongi, who is sitting infront of Jin, now smirks and looks at Jimin with an all saying look. Tae and JK next to Yoongi, also seem to think to know what happened. Just RM and J-Hope seem confused. "Can you start driving please?,, I ask Hobi shy. He nods for yes and starts driving. After almost one hour we arrive and I directly go out of the car and walk to the door. This silence was so uncomfortable. No one spoke for the whole time. Just Tae and JK were starring at us, Yoongi fell asleep and Hobi looked a bit hurt at me sometimes, trough the little mirror in the car. That really was the worst car drive ever. Jin was the only one who was trying to comfort me and make me feel better. I even layed my head on his shoulder to rest a bit and escape Taekooks looks. Jin now finnaly comes towards me with the key in his hands. He opens the door and I directly want to run into my room, but Jin seems to notice and grabs my wrist, bevore I can start running. "Jin, please let me go in my room.,, I say whining. "You first take off your shoes, bevore you run trough the house.,, I do as he said and even remove my jacket. For that he lets go my wrist and also takes off his shoes and jacket. He again takes my wrist in his hand and I ask:"What is it now? Can't I just go?,, He smiles soft at me and starts walking. I follow him because I have no other choice and he leads me to his room. We go inside and he closes the door behind him. "Y/N, I can see that you are uncomfortable. Don't you want to tell me about what happened? You know, you can tell me everything.,, Jin is really kind. He always is so cute and tries to comfort me. I smile a litlle bit and say:"I tell you. Can we sit down?,, He agrees and we sit on his bed. We lean on the wall that is right behind the bed and our legs and feet are on the bed. We sit next to each other and Jin now turns his head and looks at me. I look at him too and suddenly my heart starts beading faster. I look away again and he says:"So, what did happen with Jimin?,, I calm down again and tell him what happened. I tell him about the date I will have with Jimin and how this happened. After I finnish telling Jin asks:"And how do you feel about this?,, I blush abit and say:"I feel very happy. I mean I know I fell in love with him. But I am still scared to show my feelings  or just tell him          'I love you'. I am sure he won't hurt me. I feel bad cause I can'tell him. I feel like I hurt him with that. I don't know what I can do, so I can tell him how I feel.,, Jin listens to me without saying a word. I look at him again and he seems to think about it much. "Did anything in the past happen?,, He asks and looks at me also. He ads:"I mean, did you ever tell someone you love him?,, I look away again. I hate this. I hate this question. I hate this situation. I can't hold back my tears. This idiot dosen't deserve a single feeling. But the more I try to hold back my tears, the harder it gets to hold them back.  I don't want to think about it. But now I  can feel a tear running down my cheek. I directly remove it but the next ones are comming out. I can't stop them and can feel this pain in my heart again. I can't hold back and start crying. I pull my legs to my upper body and hide my face. I cry silent and Jin lays his hand on my back. He now stokes my hair with his hand carefully and sits close to me. I look up again and see Jin looking at me worried. His hand still on my backhead. I whipe away my tears again and he says:"It's okay. You don't have to talk about it.,, He puts his other hand on my cheek and also whipes away a tear from my cheek. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. He takes away his hands from my backhead and my cheek and I open my eyes again. "Should I leave you alone for a while?,, Jin asks and I replay with:"No, don't go. I need you.,, I say sad and so he agrees to stay. I just feel like cuddling with him. Jin again leans on the wall and looks around his room. I need to cuddle now. I slowly get closer to him and lay my head on his chest. My one hand is even touching his chest but it dosen't feel romantic, it feels just nice and comfortable. Like with a good friend. He now lays one arm on my shoulder and rests his head on mine. We stay like this for a time and I am so thankfull for everything. Jin is truly always there for me. "Thankyou Jin,, I say a bit shy. Suddenly someone opens the door and runs inside, making me and Jin flinch and scream in shock. "God, you scared us!,, Jin shouts at Jimin who is standing infront of us scared. "Oh sorry, did I disurb you? What were you guys actually doing here?,, He asks curious. Jin wants to say something when I lay my hand on his. Jin looks at me and I shake my head for no. Now he says:"It's nothing important. We were just talking.,, and I let go from his hand again. Jimin now looks a bit angry and asks:"Nothing important. I see. What were you really doing?,, Jin wants to say something when Jungkook suddenly comes in. "Is Jimin-,, Jungkook stops talking by himself as he sees Jimin. "Jungkook, I can explain. How long were we friends?,, Jimin asks even more scared. Now I whisper to Jin:"This would be even more cool, if we had popcorn.,, Jin giggles with me and now Tae runs in. "Jungkook!,, he shouts scared. "Don't worry. I got this.,, JK says serious and Jimin looks like he is gonna d!e. "No, you got this wrong. Nothing happened. You know that Jimin loves Y/N.,, Tae says and blushes. He looks at me and ads:"Sorry, but it's the truth.,, he says with his boxy smile and Jimin says:"Yes, he is right. I am not even gay. Tae is my best friend. Nothing else.,, Now Tae slowly goes to JK and grabs his hand that is formed into a fist. "Yes, that's right. You know that I only love you.,, JK seems to relax and just now I notice how hot he actually looks. JK turns to Tae and says:"I know. How can I ever think something else? It just really looked like you were kissing. I don't know why I belived you really did this.,, Jin and me look at each other with the same lovely aand confused look. Jimin now bumps down on the ground relived. Suddenly JK and Tae get closer and start kissing. They seem like they don't even notice us anymore. I don't know how long I can watch this. Jin suddenly covers my eyes and says: "Guys, could you please continue doing that in your room?! It's shameless to kiss this wild infront of others! Go into your room. Now! Or else I will kick you out! You have 5 seconds to leave!,, Jin raps angry and Taekook start running out. I laugh a bit and look at the place where Jimin lays. Oh, he dosen't lay there anymore. He sits infront of the bed and comes up to me and Jin. He now pushes Jins hand away from my face and Jin asks:"When did you get here?,, Jimin just smiles and sits infront of me. Jimin and me sit cross-legged and look at each other. "Okay, bevore you start kissing, please tell me so I can look away.,, Jin says with an dissgusted face and I blush at this. "We weren't going to kiss.,, I say shy and Jimin argues:"You sure? I actually wanted to.,, and with that my heart explodes. Did he really say that?! Of course he did. He is Park Jimin. He now grabs my face with his one hand and says:"Let's talk in my room.,, I agree and Jimin stands up. "She will come after you. I just want to tell her something.,, Jin says and with that Jimin goes outside. As soon as he is outside, Jin says:"You know, you don't have to do what he says.,, I smile and say:"I know. But I want it. I fell in love with him and I tell him if I feel uncomfortable. He knows when to stop and he can be gentle with me. I trust him.,, I say calm and Jin just nods in understanding. I go out of his room and go to Jimin's room. He is already sitting on the bed, with his feet touching the ground and looks at me. I close the door behind me and he says:"Can you lock the door please? I don't want to get dissurbed.,, I do as he said and lock the door. He smiles cute and says:"Don't worry. I won't kiss or touch you, if you don't want it. Come here.,, he is honest with me. I can hear that in his voice. He taps beside him on the bed and I sit down next to him. "I got an idea for our date and I wanted to talk about this with you. It may sound childish but, I really thought about going to a playground. In the night, when no one is there. I even have an idea how we could eat. But first of all, I want to know, do you like this idea?,, omo, that's just so cute. "Yes, that sounds good. It will be an special date. I really like this idea.,, I say and try to sound as honest as I can. He again smiles at me and I just can't handle the eyecontact. My heart starts beading faster and I blush. Jimin also seems a bit lost and sits closer to me. "We have to do something or else I have to kiss you. And I actually wanted to save the kiss for our date.,, He makes me blush even more and so I quickly ask:"What did you plan with the food we will have?,, He giggles, backs up again and says:"I would do it like a picnic. We'll search for a good place on the playground and eat there.,, I think about it and ask:"But, what if we don't find anything?,, "Don't worry. I know this place very well. We will find something.,, He comes closer again and says:"Y/N, you have to keep me away from you. I want to kiss you so bad.,, I giggle and stand up. He follows me to the door and suddenly puts his arms around my waist, giving me butterlies. He comes close to my ear and whispers:"Stop me. I can't control anymore.,, and with that I can feel his lips touching my neck. I close my eyes for a moment and he starts kissing my neck. "Jimin, you should stop. You are not my boyfriend and we are not on a date. Stop. It's not easy for me to control either.,, I say and so he stops. "Sorry, I didn't think you can't hold back too.,, he says and something is telling me, that he is smirking right now. He let's go my waist and I unlock the door again. I open the door and suddenly someone bumps into me and I land on the ground. "Oh god, sorry.,, The voice says and I look at the person. "J-Hope, why were you running like this?,, I ask and he laughs shy. "I wanted to talk with Jimin. It's something good.,, He smiles and we stand up again. "I'll go to Jin. I feel like talking with him a bit more.,, I say and so I go to Jin. I knock on his door and I hear a "Come in,, and so I open the door and go in. "Ah, Y/N, I am glad you came back.,, Jin says with a smile. I sit on his bed again like bevore and he again sits next to me. "You know what?,, he asks and makes a short break bevore continuing the sentence. "I am pretty sure you will enjoy the date.,, I smile and ask:"How are you so sure about this?,, He looks at me and says:"Let's say you don't have to worry about anything. You'll get to know in a few minutes for sure. Trust me.,, he smiles at me and lays his arm around my shoulder again. I lay my head on his chest like bevore and close my eyes. "Y/N?,, He asks quiet. "Hm?,, is the only thing I can say right now. "Don't fall asleep. Ok?,, I agree and try my best to stay awake. After a few minutes someone knocks on the door and Jin again says: "Come in,, but he sounds more happy and a bit exited this time. I sit up and see J-Hope. "Hey again.,, I say and smile a bit. J-Hope smiles so bright and says:"Come with me Y/N.,, He says and takes my hand. I stand up and Jin says:"See you,, "See you Jin.,, J-Hope says and takes me with him. He takes me to Jimin's room again and as soon as we go in I see an smiling Jimin sitting on his bed. J-Hope lets go my hand and closes the door behind him and I ask:"Okay, what is happening here? Why do you act so weird?,, J-Hope stands infront of me with an now serious face and says:"I think I am over it. I thought about it for long and I realised that I surely don't have a chance to win your heart. It will be hard, but I guess I can get used to just being a friend to you. That's the best gift you can give me. If we can be good friends. I am really happy for you and Jimin. Truly, I mean it.,, and he smiles a bit again. "J-Hope, I don't know what to say. Of course we can stay as friends. And it's really okay with you?,, I ask again a bit sceptical. He nods for yes and we hug. "I know how hard it is to let go. I am proud of you Hobi.,, I say and we let go again. "Thanks,, J-Hope says and now Jimin is standing up from his bed. He comes towards us and asks:"Is it ok to tell him about what we planned together?,, I know he means the date and I think about it for a few seconds but agree. "What is it? Don't tell me you two will have a date!,, J-Hope screams exited. Jimin and me blush and J-Hope freaks out. "Oh my god, I can't belive it! How nice. I am happy for you two.,, he now says and we make a group hug.

Isn't this nice? I really hope ya'll like my ff and enjoy reading it. Borahae