Part 22: Than and now

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I can't belive it. Yoongi really fell for      Y/N?! "Yea, I know what you think. What? Yoongi? I can fall for someone? I was suprised also.,, Suga says still looking down. "Yea, actually you are right. I am suprised. But not because you fell in love. It's Because you are the third member that fell for her. I didn't think she is your type.,, I try to explain. Now Yoongi finnaly looks at me and his eyes are teary. "I didn't know either. And I didn't know it would hurt so much.,, Yoongi says and hides his face with his hands. Wow, I- It's really unusual for Suga to cry. I don't know when I last saw him crying. I hug him and try to comfort him with that. "God, look at me. that's so embarassing.,, he says trying not to cry. "No, it's not. That are your feelings and you should feel your feelings. Don't try to hide them.,, Now he really cries and I hold him a bit more thight. "Does Y/N know what you feel for her?,, I ask and Yoongi backs up and I let go of him. "Yes she does but she talked with me today. She told me that her feelings for Jimin got stronger but also that she dosen't want to hurt me. I told her to agree to be Jimin's girlfriend and played it cool. She also said that she talked with you already. But earlier when jk said they should kiss I felt so uncomfortable. Luckily Y/N said no. And when I went here in my room I started to realise that it's much harder for me to let go than I thought.,, he stops to cry and whipes away his tears. I nod in understanding and say:"Yea, I know exactly how you feel. I had this breakdown too. But it was more worse than your breakdown right now.,, He looks at me suprised and asks:"Really? How can it be worse?,, I chuckle and say:"I had my breakdown infront of Y/N.,, Suga now looks even more suprised. "Oh god, how did this happen?,, he asks with big eyes. "Well, we were watching a movie together. I don't know why. It was a random idea and than we decided to really watch a movie. Y/N chose 'Crash landing on you'. I was suprised because it's my favorite Kdrama and however, we had a great time. With snacks, Sprite, the nice movie, and when the movie ended we were close to each other. Too close for me. I asked Y/N to back up and so she did. But she was scared. Because of this Doyun and she told me that so I hugged her. I just wanted her to feel better and than it went out of control. My feelings and hormones all together, this situation. Everything drove me crazy and when I let go of Y/N she was so close to my face. I wasn't able to control myself and started crying because I knew it's too hard for me. I said sorry and than kissed her. After this broke down.,, Yoongi looks at me with his mouth open. He dosen't stop to stare at me and I can already feel the tears in my eyes. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. "Wow, that's really worse.,, Suga now says making me chuckle. "Anyways, she forgave me and I can tell you, it will be alright. I needed a bit time also and  Y/N helps me a lot. She promised me that she won't kiss with Jimin infront of me.,, I smile thinking about this. Y/N is so kind and understands me. "Yeah, I think I will be alright. Thankyou for comforting me Hoseok.,, Suga says and even smiles a bit. "Do I see a smile on your face?,, I ask teasing him. "Nah, I don't smile.,, he says and gets a even bigger smile. I notice the papers on the piano and ask:"By the way, what are you doing?,, "I prepare myself for next week.,, Suga says relaxed and I remember about next week. "Don't say you forgot what's next week.,, Suga now laughs and I roll my eyes.
Y/N POV:
Jimin and me decided to go outside. Of course not on the srreets but in the garden. The garden is really beautifull. Here are not much flowers but it doesn't smell like in the City. It's much better here. We walk around a bit and now sit on the Hollywood swing. Jimin takes my hand in his and I look at him. "I am so happy right now Y/N.,, He says lovely and I replay with:"Yes, me too.,, Jimin smiles at me and comes closer. He puts one hand under my chin and asks:"Can I? I wasn't allowed a few minutes ago but can I kiss you now?,, I blush a little bit and say:"Yes, you can.,, Just a second later his lips lay on mine and I kiss him back. He moves his hands down on my waist pulling me closer. I rest my hands on his neck. Jimin gets more passionate and puts his tounge inside my mouth. I feel like he's enjoying this way too much. But I can't resist him and continue kissing him. After a little more time we stop and I stay close to him. "I love your kisses.,, he says with a deeper voice making me blush again. We look in each others eyes and my heart goes crazy. "Jimin,, I say quiet and he asks:"Yes        Y/N?,, I can littary see hearts in his eyes and it makes me smile. "I love you.,, I say a little shy. He smiles soft and says:"I love you too Y/N.,, We kiss again for a little moment and than he asks:"Would you like to go inside? It's getting cold.,, I nod for yes and we stand up. "Although, I feel warm with you.,, I say and he smiles and takes my hand in his again. We lock our fingers and walk inside. We go upstairs and walk into his room. I sit on the bed and he walks towards me. I look up at him. I blush a little making him smirk. He sits next to me and lays one hand on my thigh. "You like my touch. Don't you?,, he asks with the little smirk on his lips. I look down shy and smile a bit. Jimin now takes away his hand from my thigh and places under my chin, making me look at him. He smiles soft and I place one hand on his cheek. "Now, you're the one blushing.,, I say and giggle. I take my hand away from his cheek and he takes his hand away from my chin. We laugh together and it's so nice. I feel really good with him. We stop laughing and look at each other again. His Jimin efect is too strong. God, he's just so cute. I can't descripe what's happening with me. My heart beads so fast and my hands feel shaky. Just like my legs. But still, I like that feeling. Jimin now lays his hand on mine and we again lock our fingers. He comes closer and kisses me one more time. I kiss back and suddenly someone comes in the room. We pull apart in shock and I look at the person who now stands infront of us. It's Taehyung. "Have you ever heard of knocking?,, Jimin asks sounding a little angry. "No, sorry. Come in the living room please and you too Y/N. RM Hyung said so.,, Tae says and with that he goes out the room again. "I guess we have to go.,, I say and Jimin agrees. We stand up and go out the room again. We walk downstairs and go into the living room. Everyone exept the maknae line is here already. Jimin and me sit down on a sofa and no one is talking. It's a bit awkward. Finally the last three come in and sit down also. Now Namjoon starts talking. "Ok, so the reason I called you all here is next week. We have to disscus some things. Suga and Hoseok were reminding me that we will start filming next week. I guess that almost everyone forgot about that.,, Now I ask:"What are you filming?,, and Yoongi replays with:"Run bts,, I get exited as I hear this and smile bright. I look over to Stacy who is also smiling happy. Namjoon continues to talk. "We will have to stand up early and now we also have to take Y/N and Stacy to the filming. That's actually nice. We will have to take two Vans but that won't be a problem.,, Now I get more exited and could scream in happines. "Will Y/N and Stacy stay in the backround or should they do the challenge with us?,, Jungkook asks and Namjoon giggles a bit and replays with:"I am sure that Stacy and Y/N won't do the challenge with us. No one knows that Stacy is with us.,, Now Jimin says:"Yes that's right, but everyone knows about Y/N.,, Now Namjoon seems to think and so I ask:"Should I call my uncle? I mean Bang Si Hyuk? He can answer that question for sure.,, Everyone agrees and so I quickly go in my room and get my mobile. I nearly run back in the living room and sit down next to Jimin again. I switch on my mobile and call my uncle. He picks up after just a few seconds and I put him on speaker. "Hello Y/N, what a suprise.,, "Hi uncle, we just have a quick question.,, "We?,, "Oh yes, you are on speaker. Everyone is here right now.,, "Oh well than hello guys. So, what is your question?,, "I or we wanted to ask if I should do the challenge next week on run bts. Or if I should stay in the backround.,, "I guess you could help the staff and prepare the things for run bts. You are not a member of bts yet so I think it's better if you stay in the backround for now.,, "What do you mean with I am not a member yet?,, "You will see Y/N. Just trust me.,, "Okay and my sister Stacy? She can help me to prepare the things or?,, "Yes she can.,, "Ok, thankyou,, "Yourwelcome, call me whenever you need something.,, "I will. See you,, "Yes, see you,, I hang up and say:"Ok, that's done. What else do we need to discuss?,, The members look around and think. "Actually nothing or?,, Hobi asks. "No, not really.,, Tae says and Namjoon replays:"Alright, as no one knows what to talk about we can end this meeting.,, I suddenly get a idea and say:"How about we play something together? We didn't do this for so long. Do ya'll remember this little papers you made? On every paper was one activity to do and we never did all things.,, The members seem to remember and much of them are smiling. Even Stacy grins a little bit. I told her everything we were doing. It was really important for me to tell her what I am doing with the members. She wasn't at the bts house in this times. "Oh wow, it feels like it's been so long ago.,, Jin says sounding a bit lost. "Hey, do you remember our truth or dare game?,, Jungkook asks and laughs. "Oh my god. That was legendary.,, I say and laugh also. "Or the karaoke night.,, Jimin says and looks at me. I blush a little remembering this night. "That wasn't the best. I liked the day when we played twister together.,, Hobi says sounding happy. Jin now says:"Oh god, I remember Jimin's and J-Hope's fights about Y/N. Thank god that it's over now.,, Namjoon agrees with:"Yes, that was annoying.,, "I also want to play something now.,, Hobi says making me giggle. "What about a round of twister?,, I ask and Stacy shouts:"No! I want to play truth or dare with all of you. Y/N told me so much about the one time you played truth or dare and now I want to play with you also.,, The members look at me a bit shocked and I say:"What?! I tell my sister aka best friend everything. I didn't tell her about the thing with Tae and you know who.,, They look more relaxed now but now Stacy looks confused instead. "Can't I just tell her? She will find out any way.,, I pout and look at Namjoon. "It's a risk.,, he says and looks at Stacy who is next to him. He ads:"But I trust you.,, I look at Hobi and he also looks at me knowing we are the only two who know that they are in love. We look back at Stacy and she blushes. "Okay, should we leave you both alone?,, Yoongi asks making Namjoon chuckle. "No, umm, what did we talk about?,, Namjoon asks a bit confused. "We discussed if we can tell Stacy about Tae and you know who.,, I say reminding him. "Oh yea right, so do we need to vote for this or anything? I trust Stacy that she won't tell anyone.,, Namjoon says and the others agree. "Ok, who wants to tell her?,, Tae asks and Jungkook directly answers with:"I will.,, he makes a short break and looks at Stacy. "So the thing is, Taehyungie Hyung and me are a cupple. We just can't tell Army about this. Because of complicated reasons but, we all trust you that you won't tell anyone.,, Now Tae takes Jungkook's hand and they look at each other happy. "Aww, that's so cute. I am so happy for you two.,, Stacy says with a lovely voice. "Alright that's clarified. Can we start playing now?,, Hobi asks impatient. Everyone laughs a bit and agrees to start the game. Jin, Jungkook and me get some Snacks and Hobi carries the Drinks. Namjoon helps to make the living room a bit more dark so the mood gets more intense. We turn on little lights so we can still see everything and everyone. We sit in a Circle. But not on a sofa. We all sit on pillows and in the middle are the Snacks and Drinks. We have one juce, one Sprite, two little water bottles and a bottle of  alcohol. The Snacks are in bowls and now I say:"Let's start!,, Everyone agrees and Stacy asks:"Can I ask the first question?,, We agree and so she asks:"Okay, Jungkook! Truth or dare?,, "Dare,, jk answers selfconfident. "Give Taehyung a kiss on his cheek.,, Stacy says exited and happy. Tae sits next to jk and jk doesn't even think about it and gives Tae the kiss. "Aww, so cute.,, Stacy says and now jk says:"My turn! Y/N, truth or dare?,, "I go with truth.,, I say unsure. "Do you like being kissed by Jimin?,, JK smirks but I replay without hesitation. "Yes I do. I enjoy every moment.,, Everyone goes:"Ooooh,, at the same time making me blush. "Ok, Jin truth or dare?,, "Truth please,, "Do I annoy you sometimes? It feels like I annoy you because I often text you full with my problems or worries.,, Jin looks a bit shocked and says:"No, you don't. You never annoy me and please don't think that. It's really cute that you ask me this but you can always talk to me. Dosesen't matter about what or how long you talk.,, I am relived. I thought I annoy him somethimes. "Alright, Jimin. Truth or dare?,, "Of course dare.,, "Than, give Y/N the kiss she likes so much.,, I get shocked at this. That can't happen. I look at Hobi in panic but he looks at me calm. He smiles soft and nods for a ok. I smile back at him and suddenly Jimin takes my face in his hand and looks in my eyes. I blush a little and he lays his lips in mine. I close my eyes and feel a bit more relaxd since Hobi is okay with that. Jimin starts moving his lips a bit and I kiss back. It feels so good. We stop the kiss and Jimin backs up again. We smile at each other shy and now Jimin sits like bevore and asks:"RM Hyung, truth or dare?,, "I take truth.,, "What's going on between you and Stacy?,, Namjoon blushes and smiles shy. "Since I have to tell the truth, I will tell the truth. I am in love with Stacy and we already had a Date. It's going really well and I feel good with her.,, Everyone exept me, Jin and Hobi are shocked at this and Stacy is blushing so much. Just like Namjoon. "How come we didn't know you had a Date?,, Jimin asks in disbelive. "Well, we said we will keep it as a secret and so we did.,, Namjoon simply replays. But why Jin is not shocked? It seems like he knows Namjoon's secrets. "Let's continue the game please.,, Stacy says amused. "Okay, Suga, truth or dare?,, "Only truth,, "Do you actually want to play this?,, "Yes of course. I m waiting for the more dirty questions and dares. Can't wait for it.,, Yoongi says and looks at me with an evil smirk. This is it. I'm going to suffer later for sure. "Now Taehyung. Truth or dare?,, "Mmm, dare,, "Give me a bowl with Snacks.,, everyone laughs at this and Tae gives a bowl with Snacks to Yoongi. "Hoseok, truth or dare?,, "Truth!,, "Okay, do you still feel something for Y/N?,, "Yes, I do and she knows that. But it's okay for me. I am just happy that Y/N and me stay as good friends.,, Hobi smiles at me and I smile back happy. "Okay! Jimin, truth or dare?,, "I'll take truth this time.,, "We also stay as friends right?,, "Yes, of course, definitely, hell yeah and everything else that counts as yes!,, Jimin says enthusiastic making Hobi giggle. "I never thought you could ask me such a question.,, Jimin says acting dramatic now. I laugh a bit and so Hobi does. "Stacy, truth or dare?,, "Finnaly someone asks me. Truth.,, "Did you ever drink alcohol?,, "Yes but just a little bit. At a school party.,, Stacy ads:"Now my turn. Namjoon, tuth or dare?,, she asks and looks at him playfull while blinking fast. "I take dare baby.,, Namjoon says making much of us smirk. "I want a kiss also. Give me one.,, she pouts and so Namjoon kisses her without thinking. I smile bright and wow, they really enjoy this. They finnaly stop kissing and Namjoon gives Stacy a seductive look. "Should we start the more dirty questions and dares now?,, Namjoon asks with a little smirk. "Anyone who is in favor of it raises their hand now please.,, Yoongi says while raising his hand. I also raise my hand and look around. Everyone wants to start with the more dirty rounds. "Okay, seems like everyone agrees. Than let's get a bit dirty.,, Yoongi says and right now, I really don't want to look at him. I take the alcohol Drink and open it. It's a Gin. How funny. Jin will drink a Gin and I will too. I pour some of the Gin in my glass and Jin who is left from me now asks:"Can I have some too?,, I nod for yes and give him the bottle. Suddenly Yoongi asks me:"Y/N, truth or dare?,, I blush and ask:"What? It's your turn already?,, Everyone nods for yes and I say:"I guess I take dare this time. Even though I will regret it.,, Yoongi now smirks and says:"Yes you will. Your dare is to kiss my neck. At least four times. And you are not allowed to give such little kisses.,, I gulp and look at Jimin. He looks as shocked as I feel and I say:"I have to. And you know that I only love you. This kisses won't change anything.,, he now looks at me and smiles. "Yes I know. I was just worried that it could be too much for you but if it's okay for you than do it.,, Wow, he is really awesome. I stand up and walk towards Yoongi with shaking legs. I can't belive I'm doing this now. I get on my knees and Yoongi looks at me with a evil smirk. I roll my eyes and get closer to him. My lips touch his neck and I start kissing it. I close my eyes and imagine it would be Jimin's neck. It really makes me feel better and kiss his neck more passionate. I suddenly hear a moan and stop. "Stop moaning. I'm not this good.,, I say and blush. "Oh yes, you are this good. Your dare is completet now.,, Yoongi says with a husky voice. I go back to Jimin and Yoongi now says:"Jimin, you're so lucky. Belive me you will be satisfyed when    Y/N kisses you like this.,, He giggles and Jimin replays:"Yes, I'm sure it will be great. But for now we continue the game.,, And so we do. You can imagine what dares they give each other 😉

After a long time, they play togheter again. How loveley ^^ and lets not forget about next week. Run bts! I am missing this Show so much. How about you?

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