Fallen for another one || Jimin ff

Part 16: Too much happening

I still can't belive what Y/N told me. Wow. I hug her tight and she hugs me back. "I am so sorry that I wasn't able to help you.,, I say guilty. "No, it's not your fault. I didn't tell you, so it's actually my fault.,, Y/N says sad. We let go again and I ask:"Is it okay if I tell Namjoon? I mean, he said he has to know about this guy so we can get more information about him.,, I try to ask it carefull. I don't want her to cry. "Okay, but don't tell him how horrible I feel.,, She says and I nod for yes. I stand up and bevore I can go out Y/N says:"Hey Stacy, thankyou,, I smile at her and go out her room. I close the door quietly and go to Namjoon's room. I knock on his door and he opens it. "Hey Namjoon,, I say shy. My heart beads a bit faster and he smilees at me. "Hey Stacy, come in.,, he says and so I do. It's a bit akwared standing in his room. The silence is making it akward. "So, why did you came?,, he asks cute. "Y/N allowed me to tell you what happened with this guy Doyun.,, Now he looks curious and says:"Good, come and sit down.,, He goes to his bed and sits down with his feet still touching the ground. I sit down next to him and tell him everything. "It happened when Y/N and me still went to highschool. There was this guy, Doyun. The most students there knew him because he always was the troublemaker in the school. He got into fights, pranks the teacher and much more. But for some reason the headmaster never threw him out. One day Y/N wanted to go to class normaly when Doyun stoped her. He wanted to talk with her and she belived what he said. They made a deal to meet after school. He said he wants to meet her in the cafeteria and on her way there Doyun already waited for her in the hallway. Y/N wanted to normaly talk with him but he said he wants to talk somewhwere else. He grabed her wrist and pulled her into an empty classroom. He locked the door and Y/N became scared already and asked him what he wants. He didn't replay and lowered the Blinds. Y/N wasn't able to go outside this room because he had the key. He came towards her and said he noticed Y/N and that he likes her. Y/N felt uncomfortable and said she wants to think about it. Doyun became angry on this and shouted at her. He pinned her hands up the wall and she tried to escape but failed. He said he gives her one week to decide what she feels. After that he left her alone in the room and went home like nothing happened. In the follwing week Y/N got multiply flowers and choclate in her locker and anonymous calls. She knew it was Doyun but she got annoyed from all this. After four days someone threw little stones on her window. Y/N looked out to see who it was, but no one was there. On the next day in school Y/N and me wanted to meet so we decided to meet infront of the school after class. She didn't came. Back than I didn't know why but now I know. She was on her way to meet me when Doyun again stoped her. He had some blood on his nose and he seemed like he had a fight again. This time he pulled her in a already dark room. She didn't see where she was. Doyun said he can't wait anymore and that he wants an answer already. Y/N didn't know what to say and asked if she gets more time. Doyun refused to give her more time and so Y/N told him she dosen't like him back. She wanted to explain why but he didn't let her. He yelled at her and she got slaped in her face. Doyun was so angry that he sexually assaulted her. He touched her on privat places and hurt her with that. Y/N was able to stop him from kissing her but he forced her to do something terrible. She was in panic and suddenly some noises came from out this room. Doyun was distracted for a moment and Y/N screamed for help. Luckily it was a teacher who walked by and helped Y/N. They reported what Doyun did to Y/N. The headmaster still didn't kick Doyun out. From that day she changed. We didn't meet as planed that day and she didn't tell me why. She was scared and became jumpy. She got more introverted and didn't go outside much. The headmaster didn't tell mum or dad about this and so no one ever got to know about this. Not even Y/N told our parents about what happened. The only thing that gave her a smile were you and the other bts members. Doyun kept stalking her and sending her threaths. After he had his graduation he was like lost. No one knew what he is doing or where he lives now. Y/N never got messages from him again, until today.,, I end the Story and Namjoon looks really shocked. "You okay?,, I ask him and his mouth is still open. I look at him. He seems to think about it and closes his mouth now. "That is- I don't know what to say.,, he looks at me. I suddenly get a flashback from his body and blush hard. I look down in embaressment. That's really the most unmatching time for a flashback. I grab the blanket a bit more thight and fight against the flashbacks bumping in my mind. "Stacy, are you sure that you are okay?,, Namjoon now asks and lays his hand on my thigh. I look at his hand a bit shocked and now he places his other hand under my chin and makes me look at his eyes. "Are you thinking about yesterday also?,, he asks shy. I become suprised hearing that he thinks about it too. I slowly nod for yes and he smiles while looking down. He takes away his hand from my thigh but keeps the other under my chin. He looks at me again and gives me a soft kiss. I kiss back and it still feels magic. We smile at each other and he says:"I am happy that the media dosen't haunt us.,, I agree and we lock our fingers. Suddenly the door bell rings and I get a bit scared. Namjoon and everyone else knows the situation. It could be the Stalker. We go downstairs and he slowly opens the door. "The Bodyguards,, Namjoon says relieved. I also relax and now Suga and J-Hope, who stand infront of Y/N, stand behind us. "Okay, that's a Bodyguard.,, Suga says relieved. J-Hope now also relaxes.
Y/N POV:
Thank god, I was so scared. J-Hope and Yoongi came in my room to look after me. That's really cute of them. J-Hope looked really suprised when Yoongi told me he cares about me. His face was hilarious. I now see that Stacy and Namjoon stand there with locked fingers and I smile at this. I tap on Hobis shoulder and he looks at me. I point at Stacy and Namjoon and Hobi looks at their fingers also. He smiles too and lays his arm around my shoulder. Namjoon is talking with the Bodyguards the whole time and I guess they are done soon. Hobi now pushes me back and I start walking backwards. "Let's go in your room ok?,, He asks quiet and I nod for yes. He takes my hand in his and we go upstairs. He opens my door and says:" After you,, while bowing. I giggle at this and go inside. He closes the door behind him and we sit on my bed. "So, what are we gonna do now?,, I ask and look at him. "How about watching a movie?,, I clap my hands and shout:"Yes!,, happy. "Okay, but let's go in my room for this. I have a TV in there.,, I again agree and we go in his room. I didn't know he even has a TV in his room. I sit on his bed and look around a bit. I don't see a TV. "Close your eyes. If the others get to know where I hide this TV, I will never have peace again.,, We laugh a bit and I close my eyes. After a few minutes he sits down next to me and says:"Okay, open your eyes.,, I do and see the TV infront of his bed. It's standing on a little table and now Hobi jumps up from the bed and goes to his door. "Wait a minute. I will get something.,, I nod for ok and he smiles at me and goes out quickly. He is really nice. We got so close friends and I am proud of him. He was able to let me go, so I can be with Jimin. That's not a thing everyone can do. I should tell him that I am proud of him. It hopefully will give him more strenght and a little smile. A few minutes pass by and Hobi finnaly comes back. He holds a bag and I guess the movies are in there. "Wow Hobi, that are much movies.,, I say suprised. He puts the bag on the bed and takes out Snacks. "Oh my god, you got Snacks too.,, I say exited. He smiles at me and says:"Of course. A movie night is nothing without a good movie and Snacks.,, I agree and now he takes out a Sprite. "Oh so cool. I love Sprite.,, I say happy. "Yes, I know. Okay now let's choose a movie.,, He sits down next to me again and switches on the TV. It seems like the movies are not in the bag. I look at the TV and he has NEtflix, DIsney+ etc. That's cool. I always watched DVD's. I lean closer to him and he puts his one arm around my shoulder. We smile at each other and choose a movie. We watch the Kdrama, crash landing on you. He told me it's his favorite Kdrama and so we watch this one. It's nice and a few fun scenes are in there also. I really enjoy the time with him. Every moment is special and nice with him. We have a great time watching the movie and smile a lot. The ending of the movie is so cute. "I love happy endings.,, I say happy. Hobi smiles at me and says:"Yes, me too. Did you know that the actors are married in real life?,, I look at him suprised. "Oh wow, really? That's sooooo cute.,, I say and a tear escapes my eye. Hobi brushes the tear away and I blush a bit. I always blush so easy. That's starting to annoy me. "Hobi, I never told you how proud I am of you.,, I say smiling. "Really? You are proud of me? For what?,, He asks happy. "I am proud of you because you were able to let me go. I am so happy that we are friends now. I am really, truly proud of you Hoseok.,,
J-Hope POV:
Hearing this words from Y/N makes me feel so good. It's not always easy to just be a friend to Y/N. I still have some feelings for her but I try to ignore them. "Thankyou Y/N. That really means a lot to me. I am happy that we are such good friends.,, I smile warm at her. I should not be so close to her. I don't know how long I can hold back. I take my arm away from her shoulder and say:"Can you back up a bit? It's really hot in here.,, She agrees and backs up. This movie was so romantic and now it's making it more worse. Why can't I just stop loving her? I want her to be happy and she is happy with Jimin. So, why do I feel so bad? But Jimin and Y/N are not a cupple yet. I just look at her and she seems a bit lost. "Are you ok?,, I ask her a bit worried. "Yes, I am just a litlle bit scared.,, She says and pulls her legs to her upper body. "Because of this guy? Do- whatever his name is.,, I say and she smiles a bit. "Yes, it's so- I don't know how I should feel. It's a bit overwhelmimg for me.,, She says and her voice is a bit shaky. I get closer to her again and hug her. I just want her to feel more save. I can't see her being sad or scared. She leans her head on my shoulder and I lay my head on her head. She places one of her hands on my chest and moves a finger a bit. It seems to calm her down and so I let her continue. But inside of me everything goes crazy. My hormones are overwhelming me and my heart beads like crazy. I start breathing more heavy and try to calm down. "Hobi, are you ok? Your heart is beading really fast. Should I be worried?,, Y/N asks and looks at me. She looks directly in my eyes and her face is close to mine. "I can't handle this anymore.,, I say and feel that my eyes get teary. "I am sorry.,, I say and Y/N looks confused. Bevore she can say anything I get closer and kiss her. I close my eyes and hope she doesn't hate me now. She doesn't kiss back but I put my hand at her backhead and lean closer. I can't give her up. Suddenly she kisses me back and a tear runs down my cheek. We fall on the bed and I hover over her. We move our lips and it feels so good. I can't control anymore and bite her upper lip. She lets out a little møan and I stop kissing. I back up again and we both breath heavy. I feel so sorry for doing this. But I can't hide what I feel. She looks at me a bit shocked and I sit up and go down from her. "I am sorry. I wish I wouldn't feel this way. I just bring problems.,, I say and the tears don't stop comming out. "I guess now you are not proud of me anymore and I understand it.,, I say and can't stop crying. My heart is paining. I know that it's hurting Y/N also and I feel so bad about it. Suddenly she sits infront of me and takes my hands in her hands. "Hobi, I know how it feels to be lovesick. I know this feeling and it's the baddest ever. It needs much bravness to do what you did. I could never be disappointed at you.,, She places a hand on my face and whipes away my tears. "Please don't cry. It makes me cry too and I don't want to see you sad.,, Her words sound so honest. How can she handle all this? She is really incredible. I take a deep breath and stop my tears. "Y/N, I adore you. How can you handle such situations? You are something really special and I can't even hold back my emotions. How can you still like me?! I'm a fool.,, "No. Don't say this. You know, for me it's hard sometimes too. I fell in love with Jimin but, this dosen't mean that I don't have feelings for you. This feelings are just not so strong like the ones for Jimin. I don't know why I fell for him but I know that I don't want to lose you either. I can not blame you for your feelings. No one can control love. Please stop crying and smile again. I love your smile and I don't want you to cry because of me.,, Y/N's words are comforting me. She is really something special. I whipe away my tears and she takes her hand away from my face. Now I ask:"But how can we be friends if I am in love with you?,, Y/N seems to think about it and says:"It won't be easy I gues. I don't want to stop you from loving me. You can feel what you want to feel and that's ok. We can stay as friends and I will take care of your feelings. I won't talk about Jimins and my relation infront of you anymore. I can't live with making you so sad.,, She looks at me and I stroke a hair behind her ear. She blushes and I rest my hand on her cheek. "H- Hobi, what- what are you doing?,, Y/N asks while I put my other hand on her waist. "Y/N, I can't hold back myself. You have such a strong efect on me. I can't handle it.,, My heart beads fast and I move her body closer to mine, by pulling her waist towards me. Our faces are close to each other and I say:"I won't kiss you now. You mean much to me and I don't want to ruin our friendship.,, It's hard for me. But I will try my best to comfort Y/N. We back up again and she says:"I think I want to go in my room now. I- I have to process today.,, I smile in understanding and bring her to her room. "I guess we will eat dinner in a few minutes. It's late but I think we still will eat something.,, I say and Y/N says:"Okay, thankyou. Than see you at dinner.,, I nod for yes and go back in my room. I am relived. I told her how I feel and she aceeps it. It feels good to know that.
Y/N POV:
I am happy to know how J-Hope feels. Now I won't hurt him anymore and we still are friends. It's good like this.I think. I open my door and bevore I can go inside I remember that Hobi and me actually sneaked away from downstairs. I close my door again and go downstairs. No one is here. I go in the kitchen and find a cooking Jin. I smile at this and go away slowly bevor he notices me. I go upstairs again and get a Brainwave. Stacy must be with Namjoon. I go to Namjoon's room and want to knock on his door when I hear some weird noises from in there. I lay my ear on the door and luckily it's just laughing. God, I thought they are doing something else... But, going inside would be a bad idea, so I decide to go to Taehyungs room. I knock on his door and a voice says:"Yes, come in but close your eyes if you are Y/N's sister.,, I laugh at this and go inside. "Why should Stacy-,, I stop myself from talking when I see Tae laying in his bed together with Jungkook. "Okay, that's why.,, I say and roll my eyes. Now Tae asks:"Why did you actually come here?,, "Oh, nothing important. But Jin is cooking right now. It could be that someone comes in here again in a few minutes.,, I smile and go out Taes room bevor they can say somthing. It feels like everyone is busy right now. I go infront of my room and lean on my door. I can't go to Jimin now. He shouldn't know about what happened with Hoseok. Now a door opens and I look at the right. A tired Yoongi comes out and walks towards me. "Hey Y/N, what are you doing here all alone?,, He stands infront of me and smiles. "I don't know. It feels like everyone is busy and I actually want to talk to someone. Dosen't mater who.,, "Than talk to me. Come, we go in my room.,, With that he takes my wrist in his hand and pulls me in his room. We talk for a bit until Jimin comes in to tell us that Jin is done with the food. We all eat together and Yoongi and me decide to keep talking after dinner. It's actually very good to talk with him. He listens to me carefully and it helps me. I get a clear mind again. He also asks me some questions to understand me better. It's nice with him. The dinner Jin made is awesome as always and as we finnish Yoongi and me go in his room again. We lay on his bed because it's more comfortable. "Hey Yoongi, thanks for listening to me today.,, I say and look at him. "My plessure. You can always talk to me.,, He says and smiles at me. I look at his smiling lips and smile also. "The smile suits you really well.,, I say and look at his eyes. He looks in my eyes also and says:'Thankyou. It's easy to smile with you. You are a really good friend to me and I still love teasing you.,, Yoongi giggles and puts his hand on my hips. He continues to stare in my eyes making my heart flutter. I blush hard and he moves his hand up to my waist and than to my back. Now he gently strokes my back and says:"That's what I mean. I love your face when it turns red. I will never stop with this.,, He again giggles and I notice that my hands suddenly lay on his chest. I smirk and squeeze his chest a bit. He stops his movements and closes his eyes. Finnaly I can tease him. "Y/N, don't. Don't.,, Yoongi says with a husky voice. God, it sounds kind of nice. I absoloutly love men with deep voice. I decide to squeeze his chest one more time just to tease him. He leans his head back and grabs my wrists. "I said don't. Can't you just take me seriously?,, He says and looks at my eyes again. Something is different. His eyes look like they almost start to burn. "I won't punish you this time but, trust me if you do this again, I won't show mercy.,, He says with a deep voice while he holds my wrists. His hands almost hurt a little. He lets go finnaly. I don't know what I should say. I am unable to speak. "Y/N, I didn't want to scare you. I am just saying this to protect you. Don't do this again please.,, His voice sounds more soft now. I gulp and say:"Yes, okay. I am sorry.,, "Are you tired?,, Yoongi asks quiet. I can barely keep my eyes open. "I am actually really tired yes.,, I say and Yoongi replays with:"Okay, than sleep here. I don't mind.,, "Are you sure? I didn't even change my clothes and I have my own bed and-,, Yoongi cuts me off by laying a finger on my lips. "Shut up and sleep. It's late and you can change your clothes tomorow. Apart from this you already lay in my bed and I bet you can't even move anymore.,, "That's a point. I guess I could sleep here tonight.,, I say mumbling and get closer to Yoongi. He hugs me and I fall asleep.

Wow, what happend to Yoongi? And what about J-Hope? You will get to know in the next Part ♡