Fallen for another one || Jimin ff

Part 24: Run bts and little dramas

"Umm, sorry I thought you are someone else.,, I say shy. Now I just realise who is standing infront of me. I look at Yeonjun and now the other four members turn around. Kai says:"Yes, that's Y/N. We met her at the karaoke night with our bts Hyungs.,, The others seem to remember and Soobin asks:"What are you actually doing here?,, I look at Kai and feel a bit lost but stop to stare at him and replay:"I am here with the bts members. They are filming run bts today but I got lost in the building. I thought you are a member of bts and followed you. You are wearing the same colours as Hobi today.,, I tell Yeonjun and he seems to understand. "Oh okay, we can bring you to bts. We know where they are.,, Taehyun says friendly and I nod for yes. The members start walking in a other direction and I follow them. Now Kai comes next to me and says:"It's really cool to see you again. A lot happened since we last met. Like, you are Jimin's girlfriend. Congrats. You look really cute togheter.,, I giggle a bit and say:"Yes, in the end it was Jimin I fell in love with. I am really glad to hear that you're happy for us. It means a lot.,, I blush a little but feel so comfortable talking to him. Kai and me talk while we walk and after a little time we arrive infront of a room. Soobin opens the door and we go inside. "Hello guys, we met Y/N on our way and she was a little lost, so we brought her here.,, Beomgyu says and I wave at the bts members. "Finnaly you are here. I already wondered what took you so long.,, Jimin says while walking towards me and I smile a little embarassed. "We have to go now. It was nice seing you again.,, Soobin says friendly and I smile back. I look at Kai one more time and he suddenly comes closer to me and gives me a hug. I am a little suprised but hug him back. I am really happy that we are this close already. We let go again and smile at each other. TXT leaves and now Jimin lays a hand on my waist and smiles at me soft. I blush a little but smile back. "I gotta start preparing with Stacy and the stuff now.,, I say and Jimin nods. He gives me a little kiss on my cheek and I directly go to the stuff members and ask how I can help. Now Hobi asks:"What!? You are just gonna start working as if nothing happened?,, he sounds angry amd so I look at him confused and replay. "Yes, because nothing happened. Ya'll know that I met txt bevor. There is nothing to say. I don't understand why you are freaking out now.,, Everyone looks at Hobi, included the staff and he blushes. "Yea, however, just forget about it.,, and with that he suddenly goes out the room. "Where is he going now?,, Jungkook asks confused and Yoongi says:"I guess I know. Ya'll can prepare for run bts. I will go check on J-Hope.,, We all agree and so Yoongi also goes outside. We prepare for run bts as Yoongi said and everything is going well. Me and Stacy get different things to do and it's pretty cool to help. It's fun and the stuff is really friendly. We finnish and I decide to talk to a friendly looking woman. After a while I ask her:"Why do you keep seperating Jungkook and Taehyung?,, The woman looks a bit shocked but replays:"Well, they- they are goofing around much. They have to concentrate on their mission.,, I roll my eyes a bit and want to continue asking when one of the members runs towards us. "Sorry, I didn't want to disturb you both but, we have to start filming. The director told me but Suga and Hoseok are not back yet. Can you go and bring them here? They are in their Studio.,, Jin says while looking at the woman. She nods for yes and goes. "How do you know where Hobi and Yoongi are?,, I ask curious and he simply replays:"I asked Suga.,, I nod in understanding and Jin smiles a bit. "Hey Jin,, I say and he looks at me. "Do you know what happend to Hobi?,, I ask curious but also a bit worried. Jin shakes his head and says:"No, I don't. Sorry.,, "It's okay, I can ask him myself.,, I say and Jin now smiles friendly at me and goes to the other members. After a few more minutes Hobi, Yoongi and the friendly woman come back. Everyone looks at J-Hope and he seems a little uncomfortable. "Ya, don't look at Hoseok like this. Just forget what happened.,, Yoongi says a bit annoyed and lays a arm around Hobi 's shoulder. They walk to the other members and sit down. The staff tells them that they have to start now and everyone calms down. Me and Stacy stay behind the camera together and get exited. As bts are doing their challenges Stacy and me watch them happy. I keep an eye on the stuff members and check if they are trying to seperate Tae and Kookie. Stacy is being whiped for Namjoon the whole time and we also laugh much. The energy in the room stays the same, even though we are here since hours. No one seems annoyed, bored or anything else that's bad. All people in this room have a big smile on their face and everything is going well. Now the camera man says:" Ok! Cut! Well done guys. Time for a break.,, and with that the members walk outside the room. Stacy and me follow them to a big, comfortable room. In here are sofas, something to drink and the room has a good furnishing. I directly feel comfortable in here. Stacy seems impressed from the room and looks around. I smile at her but now go and sit on a sofa. I close my eyes and relax a little. "Tired?,, a voice next to me asks and I chuckle a bit. "Not at all. Actually I feel very good.,, I say and open my eyes again. I look at Jimin who is sitting next to me and we smile at each other. "It's not boring for you to watch us argueing?,, Jimin asks and laughs slightly. I shake my head for no and he stands up again. He is really a cutie. We spent the rest of the day filming run bts and everyone is happy that it's over now. It was fun and I liked watching bts. Stacy also enjoyed today very much. We all are in the same Van as earlier and drive home. The bts house noe really became my home. When I went to the concert I never thought this would happen. But I am happy that it is like it is now. I couldn't be happier. Even Stacy starts to get used to being in the bts house. As we arrive everyone is happy to be home. Jin opens the door and we all go inside quickly. "Finally home,, Hobi says releved and I smile at this. I take off my shoes and jacket and stretch my arms. Everyone is tired and goes to bed. Tonight I decide to sleep in my own bed and not with Jimin. I just need some time for myself. I say goodnight to everyone and think about a few things as I am alone in my room. I open my window and look at the gorgeous moon. I am a little addicted to the moon I think. When Jin were in the military I used to talk to the moon every night. I kind of got used to talking to the moon. I can share everything with the moon. It's crazy I know, but it gives me a good feeling and the fresh air in the night is also awesome. It helps me to relax. I talk to the moon for a few more minutes and than close my window. I lay down in my bed and close my eyes. After a little more time I fall asleep.
Time Skip:The next day, at Hybe building
Today me, Stacy and the bts members are filming run bts again. Or better Stacy and me help preparing while bts are doing their missions and games. It's really awesome watching them and sometimes Jimin winks at me. He never forgets that I am watching and in the breaks he comes to me and talks with me. Of course I talk to the others too. I like watching how Namjoon gives Stacy shy smiles when the camera isn't on him. It's so adorable. They are a cute couple, just like Tae and jk. I love how they annoy the others or try to trick them. They all are just amazing and it's never getting boring. Todays filming is finally over and we all head back home. It's not so late like yesterday. We can eat dinner soon. Stacy and me go upstairs and head in my room. We sit on my bed and Stacy says:"Wow, it's so crazy. We see the run bts episodes bevor they come out!,, and I replay with:"Yes! That's so cool! We litterary live a dream life.,, We giggle together and now Stacy becomes serious and asks:"How is it going with Jimin?,, I get a little shy and say:" It's going really good.,, "That pleases me. And? Tell me, you are kissing right?,, I laugh but replay with:"Yes, of course. Jimin always tells me how much he loves kissing me. It's adorable. He is really a cutie.,, Stacy smiles and says:"Yes, but you never noticed the smirks he has sometimes or?,, I get a little confused and ask:"No, when does he smirk? He winks at me sometimes and smiles at me when he is not being filmed. Like Namjoon smiles at you.,, Now she looks a little suprised and says:"Well, he does smirk a lot. At you. I noticed. In the breaks when we all are in the big room. He talks to someone or just sits on the sofa and than looks at you. God, the smirks he gives you are driving even me crazy and you didn't notice?,, I think a bit but say:"No, every time I look at him, he just smiles normal. He doesen't smirk at me or has any dirty expressions on his face.,, Now Stacy seems to think about it and than says:"Than I guess you shouldn't know that he smirks at you like this. From what I see from him and hear from you, he does it secretly. That means he doesen't want you to know that he smirks at you like this.,, Now I am confused. "But why would he do this secretly? That dosen't make sense. He can smirk at me if he wants. He dosen't have to hide it.,, We both think for a while and now Stacy has a dirty smile on her face, telling me she has a idea. "Okay, tell me Stacy.,, I say and rise my eyebrows. "Maybe he is having some dirty thoughts about you. Like imagining you and him while-,, I cut her off by laying my hand on her mouth. "Stacy!,, I shout a little angry but also embarassed. I take my hand away from her mouth again and she starts lauging. I just roll my eyes and feel my cheeks burning. But what if she is right? Jimin once told me that he do has some needs. But he also said that it's okay for him and that I should take my time. Maybe I let him wait too long. He even seemed a little happy yesterday night, when I told him I want to sleep in my room. What if he can't wait longer? Do I really take too much time? Gosh, I am 26 and still didn't lose my innocence. I am just not ready yet. But it's true, I can't let him wait for too long. Suddenly I get an idea. "Stacy,, I say serious and she looks at me curious. "I think I want to give him what he wants. This week. Or maybe next week.,, she seems a little confused but understands after a few seconds."OH MY GOD!,, she shouts exited. "Are you being serious?,, she asks in disbelive. I nod for yes and blush a little. Stacy now smirks and says:"I've got an idea. How about we go shoping a bit? The night should be special. For you and for him.,, I agree and ask:"Ok, but when will we go shoping?,, Stacy lays an arm on my shoulder and says:"Well, you will get sick in a few days and have to stay home. Me, as your best friend, will stay here of you to take care. No one is allowed to know what we are really planning.,, Oh god, Stacy and her plans. I roll my eyes but smile at her. "You mean your plan. I have no idea why we should go shoping.,, Now Stacy laughs a bit and says:"Oh Y/N, you are so innocent. You will see. Just let me do this and start acting more sick. When you walk, you should walk more slow than usually. But not too slow. And breath a little more heavy sometimes. Just don't do too much at once.,, I try to get it in my head and ask:"Why can't we just tell them?,, and while I ask the question, someone comes inside. "What do you want to tell us?,, Tae asks with a curious look and I directly say:"That I feel a little sick. She dosen't want you guys to worry too much about me.,, Tae looks like he understands and says:"Oh okay, than I won't tell the others. Dinner is ready in a few minutes. You can come downstairs in the kitchen already and help Jin.,, Stacy and me agree and go downstairs to help Jin. "Wow, that was good.,, Stacy now says impressed. I laugh a little and walk faster. As I go inside the kitchen, I ask:"How can we help?,, and Jin turns around and smiles at me. Stacy now also comes in and Jin says:"You can put the dishes on the table while I finnish making the food.,, Stacy and me nod for yes and start right away. After some time, we finnish and evryone eats. The food is awesome as always and Jimin is being clingy today. I can't eat something without him disurbing me. He acts like a little child. That's just so cute. After the dinner we all go in our rooms and I go in Jimins room, together with him. As I sit on his bed, Jimin locks the door. I have my feet on the bed also and sit cross-legged in the middle of the bed. He now comes towards me. I make space for him to sit next to me and he sits down also. We look at each other and he lays a hand on my cheek. He comes closer to me with his face and kisses me. I kiss him back and close my eyes. The moment feels nice and I don't want it to stop. We start moving our lips and Jimin gets closer to me, making me fall on the bed. His hand is now no longer on my cheek but he hovers over me and again starts kissing me. I love it. I love this feeling and kissing him feels special every time. No matter how often we kiss. Jimin now backs up again and we smile at each other. "Jimin?,, I ask a little shy and he looks at me, so I continue talking. "Do I let you wait too long?,, I ask still a little shy and he seems confused. "Let me wait with what?,, he asks back and I replay:"With doing, you know, it.,, Jimin now laughs a little but says:"No, it's fine. I told you that you should take your time. I am ready whenever you're ready. I can just imagine that it will be awesome but, just if you feel good.,, "So you do think about it!,, I say with a smirk and ad:"But really, if you want it tell me. Your imaginations can become the truth. Just please don't hold yourself back if it's too hard for you. I- I want to make you happy and I want to do this with you I-,, Jimin holds my hand stoping me from talking. I look at him and he smiles at me soft. "Calm down, please. We don't have to do it to make me happy. I am happy. I am happy with you and with what you give me already.,, He says calming me down and I ask:"What do I give you?,, He smiles loving and says:"A smile every day. Your love, your kisses your cuddles. You give me so much already. Please don't think that we have to do it so I can be happy. Of course I want it somehow but I wait for you. Not everyone is ready for this in the same age. Not everyone has the same past. I know what this guy Doyun did to you and that's for sure the reason you are scared of it. And I absolutely understand it. So stop thinking Sex is the only thing that can make me happy, please.,, Wow, he sounds so soft and so relaxed while saying this. I am a little speechless right now. I never thought that it's Doyuns fault that I am scared of it. But it's making sense. Why didn't I think about this? And Jimin is definitely more brave than me. I couldn't use the word Sex while talking to him. He didn't even blush a little while saying this. I would be a blushing mess. "Y/N? Are you still there?,, Jimin asks bringing me out of my thoughts. "Yes, sorry. And sorry for thinking that I could only make you happy with Sex.,, I say and directly look away to hide my blushing face. Jimin starts to laugh, making me feel more embarassed. "Oh Y/N. You are so cute. You don't have to use the word Sex if you are too shy to use it.,, he says still giggling a bit. He now hugs me from the side and I turn around. I am now facing him but lay my head against his chest. We lay down and cuddle for a few minutes. I can feel a little tension between us and look up a little. Jimins neck is now infront of my face and without thinking about it, I start kissing his neck. I go wilder and Jimin now lets out a little moan. He puts a hand on my back head and thightens his hand in my hair. He backs up and makes me look at him. He opens his eyes and says:"You're really good at this.,, I blush and suddenly someone knocks on the door. Jimin smiles at me and stands up. He unlocks the door and opens it. I also stand up and go to the door. "I just wanted to ask-,, Stacy says but stops as she sees me. "Oh Y/N is with you. I was right. Anyways, would you two like to come in the garden? The other members want to have some fun and play games again. But, if ya'll are too busy I understand.,, she ends and smirks a little. "No, we are absolutely playing with you.,, I say bevor Jimin says anything and he agrees. "Ok, do you want to come with me or do you need some time?,, Stacy asks with a much saying voice and I roll my eyes. "I come with you.,, I say and stand next to Stacy. I look at Jimin with a smile. "Ok, I need a few minutes. Don't wait for me if I take too long.,, Jimin says and gives me a short but loving kiss and with that he closes the door. I just starts walking and Stacy runs after me, attacking me with questions. I just giggle and ignore her while I walk.